Hug Me?

Carter hasn't had a full life with things she wanted.

She got used to it.

Her likes are reading fan fictions and occasionally going on Omegle.

When she finds someone on Omegle that only lived 10 minutes away from here which is rare.

They planned to meet up sometime but Carter forgot all about that when she finds out that her parents die in a car crash.

She doesn't know what to do so she runs, she runs into the centre of London.

Cold and alone, a man finds her. A man not only other than Simon Cowell who is involved with a particular boy and named One Direction.

A story of Drama, Hate, Love and Life.

Follow Carter on her life story.

Yeah the summary is sucky but please please read the story and follow it!

I promise you will like it! Feel free to add input on what YOU think should happen in the comments!


29. Chapter 27

Carter’s POV


It all happened really slow.


Harry burst in looking really pissed off. Was it because of Niall?


“Harry.” I said standing up. He looked raging!


“Where the hell were you Niall?!” He completely ignored me. His big hands went straight to Niall’s shoulders. I was terrified for a moment that he was going to strangle the poor guy. But Harry’s facial expression softened.


“Yeah sorry. I just needed to get out of there for a moments cause...” He paused trying to think of something to say.


“Out of the crowd. You know how he gets claustrophobic.” I said with a nervous chuckle. I’m good.


“Yeah.. Well Simon wants to talk to us, erm the band only so.. Niall, we need you.” He said not even looking at me once.


Harry’s POV


Of course I found Carter in her fucking dress next to fucking Niall. Fuck. He’s always in the way of things. Especially now. Why does he have to like her?! I certainly know her more than he does!


I walk out of that room before them and walk up to Simon.


“Found him.” I say with a roll to my eyes and sit down next to him. It's already been a long day.


Simon’s fingers tap against the arm of the chair in a very irritating way, “Where was he?” he smiles.


“With Carter..” I say. I try to sound uninterested but it comes out sounding like I am annoyed, which I am but he for sure doesn’t need to know that.


“Ahh, I see.” His smile grows. The rest of the guys finally decide to show up.


“So what do you want to talk about exactly?” I ask. Liam shoots me a glare. I know I have an attitude but I dont really care right now.


“Just want you guys to be extra careful with Carter’s feelings, she doesn’t know it yet but her emotions will be on edge.” he explains. The others nod their heads like they  The fuck?


“How the hell do you know this?” I ask. Does he think he’s some kind of therapy guy????


“She’s supposed to go to a therapy to talk after the closing of this and they told me what to expect.” He stated. Oh. “Where is she now?” Simon asked looking around the room. My eyes wandered around as well until I spotted Brittany in the corner staring in the direction of a few people. Why doesn’t she just leave?


Carter’s POV


I can’t help but think Harry’s mad at me. I also can’t get over how I’m not feeling overly emotional today.. My mind feels almost like it's fuzzy. I need to sit down. I found an empty chair to relax in and I reach in my bag to pull out a book. Looking for Alaska. John Green is my favourite author because I feel he can relate to me so much and his stories are truly beautiful. A man sits down beside me but I don’t look up. From what I can see, hes wearing a suit without the jacket.


“I go to seek a Great Perhaps.” He said. I looked up to meet gorgeous brown eyes.


“Wh- what?” I struggle to find words.


“I go to seek a Great Perhaps. It's my favourite quote from that book. It means so much.” He stated looking forward with a genuine smile.


“Oh.” Was all I could say.


“I’m Brandon by the way, and you’re Carter. I would know because I went to school with you.” He said. I knew that I think. I didn’t really pay attention to anyone there not because I thought I was better than them all, it was because I knew they would never like me so I never bothered.


“I remember.” I said. It was getting a bit awkward.


“I know you didn’t have many friends at school. I always wanted to talk to you. I almost did once, I did, I really did.” He said. But then he had Amber...


“What about your girlfriend?” I asked probably when I shouldn’t have.


“I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating and she saw it too. We really didn’t have much in common. I saw it coming though and didn’t hold on but yet I was still hurt.” He said looking at me straight in the eye. One thing I am always bad at doing is making eye contact with people.


“Shouldn't letting go be painless if you've never learned how to hold on?” I asked. It’s honestly great to have a conversation like this with someone.


“Yes indeed. I am truly sorry about your parents by the way. Did they em.. did they ever find out why?” He asked. I’m assuming he meant why or how they died...


“Yeah it was a car accident but someone else was involved but left... I hate the idea knowing that someone was involved with killing my parents and got away with it.” I said looking down at my hands.


“Carter, we need you know.” Louis, whom I didn’t even realize he came over said to me, “Who’s this?” He asked looking towards Brandon.


“Brandon, we went to school together but I just met him.” I chuckled a slight bit. Louis looked at him uncertain but then extended his hand to him.


“Louis.” He said whilst still having hold of his hand.


“I know.” Brandon said. Louis looked at him weird, “I’m a big fan.” He added with a chuckle and Louis nodded and laughed as well.


“Nice to meet you mate.” He nodded and gestured to me.


“Oh yeah, see you around?” I awkwardly said.


“Oh wait,” He started and went into his pocket for a piece of paper, “Heres my number. We should hang out sometime.” He said. I can tell my face was entirely red from blushing and Louis knew.


“What?” I asked Louis after we were away from Brandon. he just shrugged.


“Man, the guys love you.” He stated. What?


“Uh? What?”


“I’m just saying that it seems that there is a lot of guys that seem to be falling for you.” He said and started walking away.


“Woah woah woah!” I started running up to catch up with him, “Brandon does not like me! He’s still not over his last girlfriend I think.” I said. He just laughed.


“Oh my. Silly silly Carter... From the way he looked at you, it looks like he wants you to be the next.” He winked and sat down with the rest of the boys. I just rolled my eyes. Louis’ wrong.




It's funny how when reality kicks in your mood can change so fast. my brunette hair falls around my face as a curtain keeps me isolated from the rest of the people. I can feel it get harder to breath. It feels like when I first found out. Like the air was escaping. Like my parents breathed it all up with their last dying breaths. No one recognized me at first but they all now know that I’m the girl with the dead parents that is the emotional wreck out there. It's too hard. Too hard to keep my head held high for those people to tell me they’re sorry, that they feel my pain.


But they don’t feel my pain. They haven’t lost them. They weren’t just people. They were the most amazing people that ever existed. They were my parents and they’re gone. Just using past tense on that hurts so much.


Before I know it, Simon is beside me as I watch the coffins that hold my parents. I fight back the tears for the millionth time today.


“Carter, It’s time.” He whispers.




It has been an emotional day. I look around at the people that bothered to show up and almost every single one of them is in tears. The boys especially.


I saw Brandon again before the burial and he gave me a sympathetic smile before he left.  


I watch them get buried in the ground. it hurts yet again knowing that's where their bodies rest, under the ground, far away from me.


“Paul is waiting, Hun.” Liam says giving me a tight hug. His tear stained face kisses my cheek.


“Five more minutes. I need to say goodbye.” I tell him. I don’t even need to tell him why, he just understands and walks towards the other guys looking at me. They all embrace each other. Although I prefer life with my parents but I couldn’t be any happier that they are all here for me. They walk towards the car to wait for me and I now know I’m alone with my parents.


I slowly walk to the cold stones above them. They read: Sandra Mathews 1975-2011 and David Mathews 1973-2011. They were so young.


“I’m going to miss you forever,” I tell them because wherever they are now, They can hear me. “Nothing will be the same without you guys but I promise i’ll chase my dreams. For you guys. I love you.”


Even though I tried to keep the tears at bay, I am crying again. I didn’t know it was even possible for me to cry all the time but are still tears forming two little rivers down my face.


I walk down the path out of the cemetery and when I see the boys, well almost all of them.. I run into their arms. They’re what I need now. Comfort.


“Wait, where is Simon?” I asked.


“He got a call a few minutes ago. Some emergency at the office. He’s going to meet us back at the house tonight,” Niall said. God I love Niall.


“Plus side, He says i'm in charge!” Liam gleamed. I couldn’t help but smile.


“So should we go?” I asked looking at them all. Niall, Liam, Louis, Harry and...


“Where’s Zayn?” I asked slowly.


“We thought he was up there with you...” One of them said. I don’t care who but this doesn’t feel right. You can see the entire cemetery where we are standing and there is only one old guy on the other side visiting his wife. It's sad really.


“Liam and I will go look around town! Look around here and we’ll come back soon!” Louis said and Liam nodded. They got in the vehicle and Paul drove them off.


“We are just losing people today.” Harry says looking at Niall. He just blushed.


“No but guys he’s the only one that wouldn’t disappear out of us all,” Niall said.


“He did seem like something was wrong before he disappeared...” Harry added.


“Guys!” Someone said. Zayn.. All our heads turned to see Zayn running across the street towards us.


“Zayn watch out!” Niall yelled. But it was too late. The car hit Zayn. Leaving him laying unconscious on the ground.

(I used John Green quotes earlier, See if you can figure out what they were)  


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