It all started with a.....poster?

Music is my escape, my escape from reality. Whenever I'm sad, angry, upset, or any other type of emotion I sing. In other words, I sing my lungs out. Luckily I live in the attic so my parents don't hear me, but what would happen if someone from an international boyband hears me? Will he just knock me down like everyone else, or sweep me off my feet?



Alex's POV

"Poster?" Yeah right! Like that's possible!

"Alex! I'm so glad you understand!" Louis says picking me up and spinning me around. The thing is... I don't understand. The only thing I do understand is that Louis is a pervert.

"The only thing I understand is that you need to leave my house right now." I said as calmly as possible, but the truth is that I secretly want him to stay. He is cute though, his eyes, his bed hair, his cute personality- NO! Alex you will NEVER fall in love with anyone ever again.

"How come?" Louis asked.

"How come what?"

"How come you will never fall in love again?" Please! Really you had to ask that question?! I already felt bad, but now I just feel like crap. I started tearing up.

"GET OUT!" I yelled, making him take steps back.

"Please I'm trying to help you!" "Whatever!" I yelled trying to run up the stairs, but he grabbed my wrist....the one that I cut. I screamed out in pain as he looked confused.

"What happened? Are you alright? Did I hurt you?" He asked a bunch of questions at once.

"I'm fine, just please leave." I said quietly while making my way to the door to escort him out.

"Alex!" He said grabbing the same wrist he grabbed before making me scream out in pain as he turned around. By now I had tears in my eyes and Louis looked like he was about to....poop in his pants? No! He looks like he's about to cry... Now I feel a little bit bad. I sighed.

"Yes, louis?" I was about to break and just wanted him out.

"Tell me what's wrong."

"Nothing! I'm perfectly fine can you just leave?" I replied maybe just a little too quickly.

"Alex, please?" 

"What are you pleading about? I'm fine! Now leave!" I yelled. Obviously he didn't obey because he's just so damn stubborn! He picked me up so-called "bridal style" while I was banging on his chest he sat down on the couch. Awkward. If you can't tell why it's awkward I'll tell you 1: I'm still sitting in his lap. 2: I'm still sitting in HIS lap. 3: IM STILL SITTING IN HIS LAP! He could tell I was uncomfortable so he hugged me and then let go, but was still staring into my eyes. I quickly looked away, but only to have Louis pull my chin up to gaze into his eyes...again. Then he started to pull the sleeve of my long sleeve up, but I quickly moved my arm out of his grasp.

"ALEX THIS ISN'T FUNNY!" He yelled making me whimper as he grabbed my arm once again. He slowly pulled up my sleeve revealing my cuts that I just made.

"Please?" He asked.

"Please what?"

"Please stop cutting." He said with tears streaming down his face. For some reason it made me angry.

"Why would you care? What do you think? It's not like I'm going to be happy that you're invading my life!" I started hitting his chest again, because he was still holding me.

"Alex, you don't remember me do you?" Huh? He lifted my head up again. GEEZ STOP DOING THAT!

"You don't remember when we were best friends? When we used to do everything together! How can you forget? You're the reason that I came back to Doncaster! I was trying to get my best friend back! I guess that it doesn't matter now, does it?" He put me on the couch and started to walk to the door. Suddenly all the memories flashed through my mind. I still had tears running down my face as I remembered all our good and bad times.

"Wait! Loulou! Don't go!" I yelled running to him. He turned around as I gave him the biggest hug ever. He tried to get me off, but I wouldn't let go.

"Alex, let go."

"No." I said, if he still remembers I'm still as stubborn as before and if not, more. He sighed.

"Fine, lets put you to bed." He went to my room, put me on the bed, and was walking away.



"Don't leave me ever again." I said pulling him into my bed and snuggling up to him. Well, what can I say. When I'm tired I like to snuggle.....I'm REALLY tired. SNUGGLE PARTAY

"I would never." Louis said answer my question/statement.


"Yes, carrot princess?" I giggled at the nickname he gave me, like old times.

"Sing to me, please?" He just nodded. 


"Your hand fits in mine
Like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind
It was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me

I know you've never loved
The crinkles by your eyes
When you smile
You've never loved
Your stomach or your thighs,
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do
It's you
Oh, it's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me

I know you've never loved
The sound of your voice on tape
You never want
To know how much you weigh
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you,
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you
And you'll never treat yourself right, darling, but I want you to.
If I let you know I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you, oh.

And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth
'Cause it's you,
Oh, it's you,
It's you they add up to
And I'm in love with you
And all these little things

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you,
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all your little things"  

 I dozed off into a deep sleep after that, snuggled up to Louis. I've never felt this safe before, maybe I could get used to this. Just maybe..

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