Lies~ Niall Horan

Addy has one simple job. Be Niall Horan's girlfriend for a year. But she has problems, her and Niall don't get along. He pushes her around and insults her. He doesn't care about his career. But what if Niall feels something for Addy, but it's too late....

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16. I thought you actually changed

*Addy's POV*
I looked around the white room, Louis, Zayn and Liam by me.

"He was in tears."

"I don't care Liam. I just don't care for Niall anymore." He sighed and they gave up, after what I've done for him. I saw a blonde head at the doorway of my room. He looked broken, just as much as I am. He looked like he might be sorry, but he's not. He gets a new girl and a new life. Without me, without someone who might actually care.

He didn't face me, but I could tell he was in tears. But I didn't care, he's hurt me way to much for me to.

"Simon bought you a flat away from me. I get a new girlfriend, I start all over. I'm sorry I wasted your time Addy." I didn't answer him, he looked up. I've never seen him this sad, he face was completely red. He has dried tears on his cheeks, his voice was hoarse. I shook my head, I wanted him gone. I hate him so much, he broke my heart. I felt this way too many times. My heart couldn't be mended. He ruined the chance for me to care about him. He knew I lost my mom, he was just using me.

The doctors came in and let me out. Louis sighed my release papers as Liam took me to Lou's car. I sat in the passenger seat. I saw Louis have Zayn drive Niall home. Louis got in and drove me to Simon's office.

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"I see what you mean. Yes, you got a new home. I still have your contract, I can't let you leave right now Addison. I was sure he'd change."

"He had Simon."

He gave me the keys to the house and to the car he had bought me. I nodded and Louis took me to my new house, where my stuff was. I looked out the window, and we finally found it.

"I only want you to here when you can be. Besides the girls." They nodded and I got out and they drive away. I unlocked the door and shut it behind me. This place was big, but I didn't care. I sighed and walked up the stairs, I saw the box labeled Photos of me and Niall. I wanted to rip them up but didn't. I shoved them into another room. I sat on my bed and looked at my laptop and a note taped to the top.

Addy,
I know you can't forgive me. I can't forgive myself for what I did. I was an idiot for cheating on you. I lost the one thing in life I loved the most. You. I don't want to start over, but you don't want me. I don't blame you. I needed you, but I didn't admit it. I faked all the caring actions, when I kissed you for the first time. I then realized I loved you. But I could never admit it, I've never felt that way. I had a surprise for your twentieth birthday tomorrow. But I canceled it all, you can't stand me. I'm so sorry I used you. Just please find someone who won't hurt you.
love,
Niall��

I crumpled it up and threw it against the wall. I always fall for guys games. He didn't care, he used me. I opened my laptop and looked at the last thing opened. My tweet and he replied,
'I'm coming to save you'

I closed out of twitter and opened up YouTube. I searched, '21 Guns' by Green Day.


"Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away and you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside,you're in ruins

One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I ...

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass and the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last, you're in ruins

One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I ...

Did you try to live on your own?
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died,you're in ruins

One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

You and I"

*Niall's POV*
She was a slut. The one thing Addy protected me from. She had booty shorts and a revealing shirt. She hung on me, I didn't do a thing. I deserved this, god was punishing me. Ashley was her name. She kissed my neck but I didn't care. I sighed and led her upstairs, she was getting what she wanted.

*Louis' POV*
-Next Day-

I went to Addy's flat and opened her door, I walked upstairs and heard puking. I ran to her bathroom and saw her forcing herself to vomit. It was all acid, and it was eating away at her stomach. I held her hair and she looked at me. She was so skinny in a matter of hours. Niall was also keeping her together. She's falling apart, she needed him. Not anyone, but she needed Niall.

"Why are you doing this?"

"Because I don't care. Niall ripped my heart out and left me to die." She flushed the toilet and rinsed her mouth out.

"How long have you been puking?"

"All night." I hugged her, she pointed to the corner of the room. Where; laying there was a crumpled piece of paper. I walked over there and picked it up. Niall had written it to her.

Addy,
I know you can't forgive me. I can't forgive myself for what I did. I was an idiot for cheating on you. I lost the one thing in life I loved the most. You. I don't want to start over, but you don't want me. I don't blame you. I needed you, but I didn't admit it. I faked all the caring actions, when I kissed you for the first time. I then realized I loved you. But I could never admit it, I've never felt that way. I had a surprise for your twentieth birthday tomorrow. But I canceled it all, you can't stand me. I'm so sorry I used you. Just please find someone who won't hurt you.
love,
Niall��

She looked at me, and she shook her head.

"I need him." I hugged her and she just sat, she could barley move. Her shirt was too big. I saw Niall's sweats and sweater lying on the floor of her room. She laid down and looked at me, her phone went off and I grabbed it.

"Hello?"

"Is Addy there?"

"She's not well right now. Who is this?"

"I'm Max her brother. Can you tell her I'm coming out to see her."

"Yeah, I can."

I put her phone down,

"Max is coming? Maybe he can beat Niall for me."

"You don't want that Addy."

She sighed and nodded.

"Your right." I told El and Dani her address so I heard their voices as they came up. They came in and saw her. Their expression changed.

"W-what happened?"

"I'm anorexic." The girls hugged her and she didn't touch them, Niall's probably going through the same thing.

"Can you see how Niall is? I just want to make sure he's okay." I nodded and left the girls, I walked outside and into my car. I drove down the street and saw Niall's car in the driveway. I pulled in and got out. I walked inside, I heard the same thing I did when I was with Addy. I walked upstairs, it's been a day. I walked to his bathroom, he was sitting on the ground. His head in the toilet. There was tears on the seat, and he had no shirt. He was so skinny again. He looked up at me, and sighed.

"Why are you here?"

"Addy wanted to know how you are. She looks just like you, skin and bones."

"I deserve this, she doesn't."

"She needs you. She can't admit it, she's gunna be back in the hospital in a matter of hours. She had spaced coming up. At least you have food coming up too."

"Can I see her?" I nodded and helped him up and he put on a sweater. My phone went off it was El.

"Yeah babe?"

"She's puking up blood Lou. She's unconscious, hurry and get her."

Niall and I hurried to the car and got in. She was only down the street, we got out and ran inside. Eleanor and Dani didn't bother to glare at Niall as I went to the bathroom. There was blood in the toilet and she was on the ground. I picked up her too light body. When I walked out with the unreconizable girl in my arms. Niall gasped when he saw her.

"I did this?" Me and the girls nodded and we walked out. Niall came with me and the girls took Dani's car. I placed Addy in the back and hurried to the hospital. I got there and carried her in, when they saw her. She was taken away,and Niall fell into a chair. Harry, Zayn, Liam, Dani, Perrie, and El were here. Dani was so ready to attack Niall until we heard him cry. He looked like Addy, he was too skinny.

"He deserves this", Dani says. Liam hits her lightly.

"She's right Li. I do deserve this."

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We walked to her room, and there were too many monitors attached to her. Niall stood in the doorway. Addy opened her eyes, they were dull. She had no love in them, I hate seeing her like this. A doctor came in and spoke to us.

"She had blood in her stomach. We had to pump it out of her, the acid that was in there was eating away at her. She needs to stay here awhile", he says and leaves. Addy was looking at Niall.

"Nia-", she started.

"I can't believe your is stupid to do this", he spits at her and leaves. He was there for her and now he's judging her choices. She looks down, she knew he was right.

"He's so right", she says. I sighed, she only listened to hate and negative comments.

"Can you guys come back another time? I need to be alone." We nodded and left her, as she looked away.
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