Stole my heart (as if) COMPLETED

`I hate one direction` for years Jess has hated One Direction. But when her dad's girlfriend takes her to a fancy hotel she never dreamed she would fall in love with one of the members. Let's just say the joker of the group.


24. Trying to forgive

Jess's p.o.v

After Louis trying to get me to forgive him Zayn suggested we gave him a bit of space so we went to another hotel.

'What do you think'? asked Zayn putting his arm around me.

'Its great' I whispered walking slowly to the balcony

I hung on to the railing and looked over London. I don't know why but for some reason I felt strange like there was something missing. I tried to calm myself and thought I'm in an amazing hotel in London with the boy I love. Thats when it dawned on me was Zayn really the boy I loved?

Zayn noticed the sad look on my face and gripped on to my hand. 'Are you ok Jess?' he asked.

'Um yeah could I be alone for a few minutes' I mumbled.

Zayn nodded kissed me gently on the lips and went back inside leaving me standing alone. I sighed and looked at the view the London eye was lit making the whole city glow in golden light. Before I could think about what I was doing I started humming the song Louis had sung to me.

'Ahhh stupid song' I shouted out loud to myself.

I groaned and got a photo out of my pocket. It was the one of me and Louis on the rollercoaster. I was screaming with excitement the wind blowing thorough my hair. Louis on the other hand had his eyes firmly shut and he looked like he was about to vomit. I slowly stroked the picture of Louis and mouthed I love you.

Just a few seconds later I remebered what he did to me he did'nt deserve me, I wanted him to suffer. 'I hate you Louis your the worst boy on earth' I screamed, I ripped up the picture and threw it away.

Then I sat down on the floor and started crying, I was a girl who never cried but for the past few days I'd been crying non stop. I was crying so much I did'nt notice Zayn coming out on to the balcony.

'Look Jess my Mum used to say to me no matter what the persons did to you, if you love them enough then theres always room for forgivnes'.

'Wow Zayn when did you turn into an Agony Aunt' I giggled.

'Very funny, looked Jess please tell me the truth who do you honestly love'? he whispered.

'I don't no' I shouted, 'I'm just so muddled'.

'Look at me and look at Louis' he picked up the crumbled pieces of the picture I'd ripped up, 'deep down even if they've been awful to you who do you love'?

I looked deep into Zayns eyes, Zayn had been the nicest to me and had helped me through hard times but did I really love him? On the other hand there was Louis who was the weirdest and the funniest boy I've ever met, but he had betrayed me he said he loved me but then I found his secret texts to Rachel.

I took a deep breath and held Zayns hand.

'Have you decided' he whispered.

I nodded, 'I pick..............'

Authors note

Sorry this chapter is so short t don't have anything else to put in it. Oh and also  the next chpater won't be the last don't worry this book will go on a bit longer. Ok so for the final time are you team Zayn or team Louis these final comments could be the difference between her picking Zayn or Louis. So please vote for your favourite before its to late, you will regret it if your favourite dosen't win.

Stabadaisy xx


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