why be a bully

my name is Summer, Louis Tomlinson is my childhood bully, he calls me names, trips me up and laughs,hits me and humiliates me, I hate him, he hates me, simple, we wasnt always like this, at one point we was actually best friends, until, that day, the day when one thing ruined my life, the day Louis turned mean, what will happen when we meet a few years later, will we still hate each other, will Louis change, will i still hate him, will he hate me, read on to find out more....... enjoy :)


48. mixed emotions

Summer' point of view

when I was explaining, I could feel myself getting worked up, the bullying, not from Louis, but from Megan, just kept running though my mind, Louis seemed to be really sorry, and I believe him, I wanted so badly to be his friend again, but I had to show him that im not that weak pathetic person I was back in high school, when I was supposed to be thinking about the bullying, no, I was thinking about how nice and understanding Louis was being with the situation, he even said a few days ago he don't blame me if I never forgave him, I will, I have to be honest, I just didn't want to show it, coz he would just think im weak.

"and well, all through high school he bullied me, but coz of Megan's evil behaviour he was doing it....doing it to"  I couldn't say it, it just kept running through my mind he did it for ME. I think im falling for him again, no, I cant, im scared

"im sorry I cant" I ran of crying, I cant do this no more, im scared I'll fall for him again, and then I know i'll get hurt, I just cant. I ran out of the back, it was dark outside and only the moon lit up the place.

"Summer" I heard a voice call, oh no, its Louis, I cowered away in the corner, tears streamed down, I didn't want him seeing me like this.

"Summer" he repeated. I backed away in the corner, unaware of where I was walking, I then stepped on a twig, it crunched, great my covers blown,

"Summer I know where you are now" he replied and so walked over to me, suddenly a street light come on, and he could see clearly where I was now, it was as if the street light wanted me to be found, when really there we're workmen that had just fixed it,

"done" a work man called,

"there you are" Louis said coming over to me, I was leant against the wall of the building,

"yes im here" I sighed

"Summer are you ok" he asked,

"no, not really" I confessed looking at the ground, I could look him in the eye

"im sorry for all those years ago" he said, leaning against the wall, next to me

"its not you" I replied,

"well what then" he asked,

"Megan, her words still ran around in my head, I know you didn't mean the words you said, but she certainly did" I replied

"Summer, she didn't, she was just jealous of you...because.....because I liked you" he said softly,

"but what she said, they were true though" I said, tears started streaming harder, Louis then stopped leaning against the walls and wrapped his arms around me, I started crying on him, why was it him that I always cried on, he started stroking my hair, smoothing me,

"no they weren't, your beautiful, your lovely, kind, strong and caring" he said, awww, he really has gone nicer, hes so sweet, no you cant stop Summer stop

"im everything but that" I sighed pulling away from him, tears still streaming, he brushed his thumb across my cheek and wiped the tears away

"you aren't, Summer, you've just gotta realize how great you really are" Louis soothed

"but Louis....." I started, but he interrupted, gently placing his index finger on my lips to shut me up,

"shhhh, don't, but Louis me, we we're best friends don't forget, your everything that she's not, to be honest, I still call you my best friend, whether you think the same is upto you, I missed when we were kids, having fun, the laughs, that's what hurt the most, not being friends with you" he replied,

I looked up and he looked at me, I looked deep into his pool blue eyes, and he looked in mine, my eyes were still watering, I then felt him closer, the weirdest thing was, I didn't move away, he continued to move closer to me, before I knew it he was a centimetre from me, I felt his soft warm breath on my skin, just then he placed his lips to mine, it didn't take long for me to respond, my stomach went wild, I placed my hands on his shoulders and he placed his hands on my waist, I have definitely fallen again for him, then I remembered, what if I get hurt again, I instantly pulled away,

"im sorry" I said running back in doors and ran inside. and cried, I was so confused, I had mixed emotions, help. im so afraid of falling in love, with him, Louis Tomlinson. but the worst thing was, I think I have.

Louis' point of view

when I kissed her, she kissed back, it were an amazing thing, I had wanted to do that for ages, she even placed her hands on my shoulders, but then she pulled away, what happened, had I just caught her at the moment she was most down, and she thought I was taking advantage of her, that was the last thing I wanted, what have I done, this whole situation is a mess, I think I've just ruined the only chance I had of getting her back, but I didn't know what I was doing, I have so much mixed emotions at this moment. but one thing I know, I've fallen hard for her.

authors note - please read :)

hey guys what do you think about this, this has now finished, would you all like a sequel? coz if you do, I will :) I decided to end it here, well the first movella, coz we have now got passed the bullying stage, and plus, Louis' has told everyone why he was a bully, so what do you guys think, a sequel? or not :) or I could just continue on this movella, but the chapters could get to like 100 or something, its upto you guys, ps hope you liked it and thanks to all those who has favourited, liked it, and commented on it, thank you, you guys are amazing :)

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