Here We Go Again (one direction trilogy book two)

Harmony, Amanda, Mackenzie and Dawn have all split into different directions, The new bride to be brings them all back together. New adventures. New attitudes and a new bride.


21. Perrie Edwards

Amanda's P.O.V

She's gone, I can't believe she left. I was sitting on the couch in my room with my head in my hands. I tried calling her, but no answer. I felt like I was going to cry. Zayn walked in, I just want his hug. He always makes me feel better. I looked up at him, but he didn't smile, he looked very angry.

"Why didn't you tell me about Liam and Harmony?!" He screamed.

I crunched my eyebrows and stood up.

"Well, she's my best friend and she didn't want anyone to know." I said crossing my arms.

"I'm your boyfriend! Our relationship should be built upon trust!" He screamed slamming the door closed.

"And she's my best friend. My sister. Would you put me above Doniya?" I asked in a calm voice.

"She's blood! That's different! What's wrong with you Amanda?!" He screamed.

I was fed up and about to explode.

"What's wrong with me?! What's wrong with me?! What's wrong with you!! You're with fuckin Perrie every fuckin day! You fuckin text her 24/7!! We're so distant! All we do is have sex! Lust! It's all lust!! What happened to the love?!" I screamed.

There's my explosion.

"So what I hang with Perrie! One of the lads are always with me! And I do love you Amanda! I wanna get your name tattooed on my wrist! I wanna permanently put your name on my skin!" He screamed, the vain on  his neck popping out.

"You can remove it! That's not love Zayn! It's not love! I'm sick of making excuses for this relationship! We don't even talk anymore! What the fuck is going on?!" I yelled tears falling down.

He just stared at me, not even trying to deny it.

"Exactly." I said running out.

I ran downstairs and then outside, ignoring everyone. Then I just ran and didn't look back. I finally got to the park, out of breath. I sat on the bench and stared blankly ahead of me. I can't handle this, Liam is about to crack, my best friends fought. Harmony is losing faith in everything. Dawn's wedding is coming up and I'm the maid of honor and I don't know how to do shit. Zayn and I are on the edge of breaking up. Ugh I just want to start over from 12th grade and convince the girls not to make that call. I laid down on the bench, my thoughts clouding my mind, soon enough I fell asleep. I woke up with a thud to the ground. I got up rubbing my head, damn the pain. I stayed sitting on the ground and picked up my cellphone. 67 missed calls 45 text messages and 56 voice mails, damn. I scrolled down the missed calls and messages, everyone except Zayn, nice. I stood up and put my phone in my back pocket. I walked over to Starbucks for a cup of coffee, I bought it and sat down. The cashier came to my table,

"Hey, Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson came here looking for you a couple of hours ago. And future Mrs. Horan and this guy came her looking for you about an hour ago." She said looking worried.

"Oh yea. I left my house a while back, forgot to text them. Thanks though." I said smiling.

She nodded and walked away. I got my phone out and dialed Harmony again, she answered.

"Harmony?! Oh my god Harmony! You have me worried sick! Why'd you leave?!" I said crying into the phone.

"Amanda I need some time away from everyone. I'm sorry. I love you and I have to go. Bye." She said and hung up.

I felt more empty than before. I left and started roaming the streets. It was almost 1 am, I had to head back. I grabbed a taxi and he drove me home. I stood in the middle of the street looking at my house and about to cry. I walked over to Dawn's and knocked on the door. I heard running down the stairs and Niall flung the door open, and his eyes bulged out of his head and he hugged me.

"You scared the fuck out of us Amanda." He said into my hair.

I saw Dawn running down. Niall let go of me.

"Amanda!" She screamed. And jumped on me.

Later, Harry, El and Louis followed, each hugging me tight. They brought me into the living room and I sat on the couch.

"Dawn can I stay the night?" I asked wearily.

"Of course, come." She said grabbing my hand.

She brought me into this bedroom and set the bed for me. I went under the covers and patted the empty space next to me. She sat next to me and I put my head on her shoulder.

"I feel so guilty Amanda. I overreacted, I acted like a total bitch." She said.

"Not a toootal bitch." I smirked.

"Thanks." She said sadly.

I sat up and saw she was crying, I wiped her tears.

"Hey, she'll forgive you. Now don't worry okay? Leave the worrying to me, you're the bride." I said holding her face.

She smiled, still crying. I hugged her,

"Everything is gonna be okay I promise." I said trying to believe myself.

She let go and looked at me, "Thank you Amanda. You're a really good friend." She said getting up.

I half smiled. She was in front of the door when she suddenly turned around,

"Oh my god! I'm so selfish! What happened with Zayn?" She asked.

I shook my head and smiled.

"Okay when you're ready." She said leaving the room.

Louis walked in a little while after Dawn left.

"Hey." He said smiling.

"Hi." I said sitting up. He sat on the edge of my bed,

"Do you wanna talk about what happened with Zayn?" He asked looking at me concerned.

"No, not really." I said sitting back.

"Should I call Haz or Max?" He said getting up.

"No no sit." I said pulling him back down. He tilted his head.

"He's mad because I didn't tell him about Harmony and Liam. Then Perrie came up and we've been so distant lately." I said sighing. He nodded,

"But nothing is going on between him and Perrie I can assure you. And you guys do seem to be distant, but that can easily be fixed I promise." He said smiling and putting his hand on my knee.

"Thanks Lou." I said hugging him.

He kissed me on the cheek and walked out. I went to sleep, tomorrow will be better.

"Wake up! C'mon! We have to go! Amanda you're my maid of honor! Lets go!" Dawn said hitting me with a pillow.

"Go away." I said putting a pillow on my head.

"No! Amanda!" She screeched.

She started jumping on me and hitting the pillow on top of my head. I tried ignoring it, but it wasn't really working. I heard someone come in and take her off of me. I moved the pillow and saw Niall hugging her from behind, she huffed and walked away. I put the pillow back on top of my head.

"Listen if you get up, I promise to get you a tub of cookie dough ice cream and buy you the best cupcakes and brownies in town." I heard Niall whisper.

I jumped out of my bed and into the bathroom, while Niall fell on the floor cracking up. I washed up quickly and realized none of my clothes are here.

"Harry go get my clothes!" I screamed on top of the stairs.

"Okay your majesty." He said walking out.

I looked out the window and watched him knock on the door of my house. Zayn answered and he looked sad and like he's been drinking all night. I saw him get loud and look over at the house. He pushed Harry and started running towards here. I ran down the stairs and outside before any drama started, Dawn deserves a drama free day.

"Amanda!" Zayn said running towards me faster.

He hugged me tight, but I didn't hug back. He let go leaving his hands on my shoulders,

"Amanda I'm sorry. I promise I'll make an effort in this relationship." He said.

"Save it Zayn. We need some time ok? Right now everything has to be perfect for Dawn. I need to make sure Liam doesn't crack. And I need to make sure Harmony is okay." I said looking at him.

"And risk us? Throw us away so you can take care of everyone? Amanda you're not a babysitter, you don't need to do this." He said. His amber eyes looking right threw me.

"They're my best friends. And right now they're everything I got." I said getting out of his grasp.

Harry came up behind him holding a pair of jean shorts and Killers t-shirt. I took it and went back into the house. I got dressed and Dawn, Niall and I left.

"Okay so a big white cake with purple flowers. I want it very elegant and hard to forget." Dawn said to the baker.

We sat and tried cakes, we finally picked an angel cake with strawberry cream. We picked a selection of mini cakes that were purple and white, with a variety of different flavors. For the food we went for Italian and French. We picked out the invitations and finally went to eat at Nando's. I was starving and exhausted. We ate and I made Niall keep his promise, of course Dawn wasn't happy about it, but fuck it, I'm depressed and need my ice cream. I went to check on Liam and he was a mess, so I told Harry to switch residents with him and now he's with me at Dawn's. Max helped me pack a carry on with my stuff, as Zayn stared at us. Before walking out, I looked at him and tried to see the man I once treasured and loved. But I couldn't and it killed me.

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