Cyber Louis

Rae is a shy girl who is constantly bullied at school and tortured by her family. She has one person to talk to whenever she feels sad or lonely, they met on a website which is completely anonymous. But what happens when she finds out that person is Louis Tomlinson? Even worse what happens when he is one of the people who bully her? (15+)


27. Chapter 25

He met me after my last lesson leaning on the wall, I walked with him out of school. It was a long and tiring walk back to his, I was busy thinking about Reiss. Once we got back I searched around for Reiss, for a few seconds I started to panic thinking the worst. He suddenly popped up from under the sofa smiling widely. I gave out a sigh of relief letting out a small laugh, I ran up to him and hugged him.

“How has your day been?” I asked.

He nodded sticking up his thumb, was it bad that it still frustrated me that he still couldn’t speak to me? I guess I just thought that everything would be different now we’re away from them. But he’s still afraid, of me maybe?

“You know I would never hurt you right?” I looked at him.

He nodded looking over at Louis, he jumped on to him hugging him causing a lump to form in my throat. Louis kissed his forehead before looking at me, I sighed.

“I’m just going to go change or something” I nodded before going into the spare room.

I sat on the bed calming myself, this is the exact reason I don’t like living in false hope. It physically and mentally drains you. Louis knocked on the door entering with or without my permission, he sat down beside me.

“I’m sorry” he frowned.

“It’s not your fault, you didn’t make him how he is” I shrugged.

“I know but I understand how it can hurt, I know how much he means to you”.

“Ah well” I tried to smile.

“But you have to know he thinks the world of you Rae, he loves you more than anything” he tried to reassure me.

“I know it just hurts, I think he’s afraid of me” I frowned.

He shook his head smiling “No way in hell” he laughed.

“I know who would be afraid of me right?”

“I’m afraid of you” he admitted.

“Are you being serious?” I asked in disbelief.

He nodded “You make me nervous”.

I shook my head “I make you nervous? Every time I’m around you I feel like I’m going to have a mental break down or something” I burst out laughing.

“Well I do tend to have that effect on some people” he smirked.

I rolled my eyes “Uh huh”.

He leant forward looking into my eyes, I backed away feeling uncomfortable.

“We should go check on Reiss”.

He sighed going out of the room, I hit the bed in annoyance before following him out. Reiss was busy playing one of Louis’s video games, I could tell he liked it here. Making it even harder for when we had to go. I sat down by the kitchen table eating a sandwich Louis had made me.

“I don’t know what to do” I shook my head.

“What do you mean?” Louis asked.

“About everything, about my mum and dad, about me and Reiss, about you” I looked up at him.

“Everything will fall into place eventually”.

I laughed “I’ve been saying that to myself for years, starting to think it won’t happen”.

He sat down resting his hand over mine “Rae listen to me, you can’t suddenly decide to give up hope. You always knew that one day you would leave them, we had always planned to meet so what’s changed?”

“Is that a serious question?” I asked stunned.

He nodded.

“Everything’s changed, I always presumed I would leave them when I had everything figured out. I suppose I had this fantasy that we would meet and everything would be magically sorted. But we’ve met Louis, in fact we met a long time ago. To be honest everything’s turning to shit, I don’t know how much more I can take”.

“No offence but when has thing’s been good for you Rae?” he tilted his head.

“I had you, it made me feel safe knowing that whatever happened I could come and talk to you” I shrugged.

“That hasn’t changed, you can still talk to me?”

“But can I? It’s different talking about my life when you didn’t know who I was. I guess I’d hope that in some way you’d think I was lying. But now you know everything you know way too much”.

“Shutting away everyone never solves anything” he shook his head.

“And what letting people in does? Because so far everyone and I mean everyone has given up on me” I cried.

“I haven’t, I will never give up on you”.

I turned my hand intertwining our fingers, I looked down.

“I’ve spent months imagining this moment” he smiled. “What it felt like to hold your hand, what your skin felt like”.

“I want to ask you something” I said not letting go of his hand.

“Anything” he smiled.

“When you found out it was me, tell me honestly what went through your head?”

“Sadness, guilt, anger, frustration, it was all my fault. Everything you told me, I was a part of it. I caused you some of that pain, for Christ sake you hated me. I deserved all of that, the truth is I don’t deserve you. You deserve someone who can treat you right, who cares about you who loves you” he nodded.

“And do you care, do you love me?” I asked.

He nodded “I love you with all my heart that will never change, I care for you and Reiss more than I care for myself. I would do anything for you, but thinking about the past” he shook his head. “You deserve better”.

I shook my head “You’re a good guy Louis, I’ve always known it. I just never wanted to believe it, I wanted to hate you. You were the guy who walked into school instantly becoming popular, I guess I was mad because you could have helped me. Your opinion mattered it still does, but you stayed in the background. The bullying continued eventually getting worse and worse”.

Reiss came and sat with us, he leant his head on my shoulder closing his eyes.

“You tired buddy?” Louis laughed.

He nodded letting out a yawn.

“I’ll put him to bed if you like?” he asked.

I nodded “Yeah thanks”.

Louis’s POV

I picked Reiss up tucking him into bed, I smiled watching him close his eyes.

“Good night bud” I whispered.

“Good night Louis” he smiled.

I turned off the light joining Rae back in the kitchen, we had so much to talk about. But really we could have all the time in the world, would she ever say how she really feels about me?

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