Cyber Louis

Rae is a shy girl who is constantly bullied at school and tortured by her family. She has one person to talk to whenever she feels sad or lonely, they met on a website which is completely anonymous. But what happens when she finds out that person is Louis Tomlinson? Even worse what happens when he is one of the people who bully her? (15+)


16. Chapter 16


Rae’s POV

I didn’t want to get out of bed today, I don’t want to face him or any of them. They’ve really done it this time, I mean yeah before it bothered me. But I got on with life and I had him, they finally won. I submit to them, I give up. I dragged myself out of bed shoving my hair up into a messy bun and decided to wear the exact same thing I wore yesterday. I didn’t care anymore, I had no one I wanted to impress. I’ve received many emails from Louis saying how he doesn’t understand, asking what he has done wrong. How he’s sorry for everything, how he messed up again last night sleeping with some random girl. I mean really what the fuck is he playing at? Rubbing it in my face that he’s sleeping around, hasn’t he had his fun? My plan is to keep myself to myself today, ignore everyone. It’s gotten me through the past couple of years, so why won’t it work now? Reiss was already up and dressed, I must have slept through the alarm. I met him down stairs making both of our breakfasts, he gave me a big hug only making the tears reappear. I’ve planned in my head what I’m going to say to him, how I will react when I see him today. But I’ve decided it’s best for me to keep my distance, let him know he hasn’t affected me. But I don’t know if I can do that, how can I pretend I’m fine when really I’m dying inside?

Reiss and I performed the same routine we did every morning, I walked him to school before getting the bus to mine. My first lesson was with Miss Rawlinson, just what I needed a women who hates me possibly more than the pupils. I don’t know what I did to her, but she’s been on my case since last year. Constantly undermining me, treating me as if I were nothing. I waited outside of class keeping my head down, I was the first one here meaning first choice of seats yay. I went and sat in the corner of the room and got out my books. Miss glared at me as I searched for my phone in my pocket, I returned the glare before concentrating on finding my phone. When I found it I looked to see if I had any more messages from him, I had none.

Everyone came in happily chatting to their friends, I’ve always wondered what it’s like to have a friend. Someone I can chat about random shit to, about boys, about make up. But who am I kidding no one would ever be my friend. My stomach dropped when I noticed Louis walking into class his arm wrapped around Carly? I looked down at my books making sure I wasn’t seen by him. I can just imagine his face, the stupid smirk he would have whenever he saw me. He never wanted to help me he just wanted to get close to me all part of some cruel game. But what happens when I no longer decide to play?

Louis sat next to me putting his feet on the chair in front of him, tapping his fingers on his desk, Carly went and sat somewhere else, he must of made sure she wouldn’t be able to sit next to him. I looked out the window focusing on the first pigeon that caught my eye.

“Sup Rae” Louis said from behind me.

I closed my eyes thinking about something happy, calming myself. I made the biggest effort to ignore him, stopping myself from saying something.

“So we’re back to ignoring now and here’s me thinking we were getting somewhere” he sighed.

I looked at him my face cold, I glared at him thinking of something to say. The truth was I had nothing to say to him, he deserved nothing from me. He tilted his head returning the glare waiting for me to speak. I shook my head before turning away from him, Miss Rawlinson handed us each a booklet we had to fill out. We had the choice of working in groups, I however decided to work by myself.

“Want to work with me?” Louis asked.

“No” I said bluntly.

“What’s wrong with you this morning?” he asked.

“Nothing” I shrugged.

“Enough with the lies, why don’t you try telling the truth for once” he said coldly.

I laughed “Coming from you?” I shrieked.

“What’s that supposed to mean?” he asked aggravated.

“Exactly what you think it means, before you go giving me the lecture about lies try telling the truth yourself”.

“I always tell the truth, well considering”.

“Tell me who is it that you haven’t lied to?” I asked leaning on my hand.

“I may occasionally lie, but I never do it to hurt anyone”.

“No you never hurt anyone you care about, the people you give jack shit about you lie and lie and lie treating them like shit” I half shouted.

“How the fuck do you know? It’s not like I lie to you” he shook his head.

“Another lie, when are you going to start being honest huh?” I tilted my head.

“Do you know what I can’t be fucked with you” he spat through his teeth.

“Likewise, the sooner you are out of my life the better” I smiled.

“Babe I was never in your life” he smiled.

Another punch to my heart, everything we spoke about, everything we went through meant nothing to him.

Louis’s POV

Now I had Rae on my case, what rattled her cage?

I know I fucked up last night, but what the fuck is my Rae playing at ignoring me telling me she never wants to speak to me again. I don’t understand what I have done or even if it is me. I wish she would give me some sort of explanation give me a chance to explain. Maybe she really did find out it was me and hated me, thinking I lied to her about myself. I told her that I had to tell her something, she was alright with that. Maybe that was a lie she was telling herself. I can’t help the mistakes I make, fuck yes I can but I’m not perfect no one is. I make many over and over again, I sleep around, I drink and I treat people like crap. Hell even the other Rae knows me more than most people which is weird considering we never really speak. I looked over at her doing her work, I can see I’ve really pissed her off. Another person I don’t know what I’ve done. She twisted her pen on the desk tilting her head.

“Do you need help?” I asked.

She sighed “No it’s fine”.

“Why won’t you let me help you?”

“Because I don’t want any help from you” she said harshly.

I backed away “Do you mind telling me what I’ve done?”

“I think you know damn well” she glared at me.

“I’m not a mind reader”.

She rolled her eyes “Stop playing innocent you are as bad as everyone else, if not worse”.

“You seem to have gotten it into your head that I’m some evil guy trying to bully you, yeah I’ve made mistakes. I sit back and let it happen which I honestly do regret but I’m not intentionally horrible to you”.

She laughed “For god sake Louis, stop lying” she shouted.

“I’m not fucking lying” I clenched my fists.

She nodded deciding not to say anything else, I rolled my eyes getting on with my work. I’m sick of this damn school, I’m sick of these people, I’m sick of life.

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