Cyber Louis

Rae is a shy girl who is constantly bullied at school and tortured by her family. She has one person to talk to whenever she feels sad or lonely, they met on a website which is completely anonymous. But what happens when she finds out that person is Louis Tomlinson? Even worse what happens when he is one of the people who bully her? (15+)


13. Chapter 13


Rae, I need to meet you please. I can’t wait any longer, I know you don’t want to be pressured and I understand that. But I need you, not on a computer screen or by phone. I want you in my life so I can look at you, touch you – Mysteryboy.

Monday 4oclock, the park near Mid East hospital, meet me there – Girlanon.

I sat up reading through her message, wait is she being serious? I get to meet her, please don’t let this be a joke.

Seriously? – Mysteryboy.

Yeah, I’ve decided I’m being very unfair. If you want to meet me as badly as I want to meet you, then I understand how you can’t wait any longer. I don’t want us to be apart any longer – Girlanon.

I smiled widely I finally get to meet my Rae.

Are you nervous? – Mysteryboy.

Petrified you? – Girlanon.

Me too, I’m scared of how you will react – Mysteryboy.

What do you mean? – Girlanon.

I can’t say anymore, you will understand on Monday – Mysteryboy.

Rae’s POV

What have I just agreed to? I don’t know why I’m so scared I am positive nothing can scare me away. He’s my Louis, Reiss has met him and he seems to like him. But he’s scared of how I will react, what’s that supposed to mean? I realise we won’t have the excitement of not knowing who each other is, a mystery. But we get to discover new things about each other, what we both look like, what we feel like. I am petrified of how he will perceive me, will he see me as the poor girl everyone else does or will he overlook that? He says he loves me but can he really when he hasn’t met me?

I sighed reading over our conversation, I typed a message to him.

You realise this will change everything right? – Girlanon.

I know… But I’m hoping it will for the better – Mysteryboy.

Me too obviously ha, I suppose we both need to remember everything we’ve been through together before we meet – Girlanon.

Yeah we’ve certainly been through a lot to say the least, but I wouldn’t change any of it – Mysteryboy.

Neither would I :) - Girlanon.

I signed out of and lay down on my bed cuddling Reiss. I suppose if this all fucks up I still have my brother right? I’ve said to myself over and over again how I could never have children, I mean why would I bring another human being into this cruel world. I know Reiss isn’t mine, but I love him like a mother would love their child. How he should have been loved by our mum and dad. They may not care about us but I care about him more than anyone could ever understand.

I can tell Louis is scared to meet me but I don’t know why, I don’t care about looks. I have spent my whole entire life being judged by what I wear, how I have my hair etc… Looks have never been important to me, I mean yeah sure it would be nice if he looked as good as his personality but life doesn’t work that way. I’ve thought about bringing Reiss with me to meet him, but I want to meet him on my own. I’m trying so hard not to create a fantasy in my head, I’ve imagined our meeting over and over again in so many different scenarios. To me no matter how we meet it will be perfect I am sure of it.

Reiss patted me on the knee, I looked at him and he pointed to the door. He held my hand as we went out of my room, I heard noise from down stairs. I held up my hand so he could stay there whilst I walked down the stairs. I peeped my head around the door and saw my mum making dinner, in the living room my dad was watching the TV. I gestured Reiss to come down the stairs, he ran down and stayed close to me as we walked into the kitchen.

“Mum” I whispered.

“Not now” she said harshly.

“But mum” my voice got louder.

“Not now” she screamed turning around.

She looked at Reiss then back to me, she was unaffected by him being here much to my dismay. I thought she’d be happy or even show some sort of emotion. But her expression showed nothing, it showed emptiness.

“Are you not happy to see your son?” I tilted my head.

The sting from the slap remained on my cheek as I moved away from her. I shook my head before going back up to my room bringing Reiss with me.

“I’m meeting Louis tomorrow” I spoke to Reiss.

He looked up at me and smiled, he really did like him which made me smile.

“You like him don’t you?” I asked him.

He bobbed his head up and down pressing his hand over his heart. I laughed shaking my head, I stretched out my arms and lay back down on my bed pulling Reiss next to me. Reiss fell asleep simultaneously leaving me wide awake. I leant over the side of the bed and picked up my phone from the floor.

I can’t sleep :( - Girlanon.

Me neither, I keep thinking about tomorrow – Mysteryboy.

I know me too, I’m so nervous I’m literally shaking! – Girlanon.

I wish we could meet now get it over with ha – Mysteryboy.

I know I’m scared you won’t like me :( - Girlanon.

How can you say that? You are everything to me – Mysteryboy.

You haven’t seen me Lou, I am a state – Girlanon.

How many times have I told you that looks don’t matter to me? – Mysteryboy.

You say that but then you see me… - Girlanon.

Please stop doubting yourself, I cannot wait to meet you Rae – Mysteryboy.

I can’t wait to meet you but I’m bullied for a reason – Girlanon.

When did you first start to get bullied? – Mysteryboy.

Mm I don’t know I’ve always been picked on. But there was an event that happened at a party and ever since then the bullying was taken to a whole new level – Girlanon.

What happened at the party? – Mysteryboy.

I promise to tell you one day face to face – Girlanon.

I think we should try and get some sleep now – Mysteryboy.

I like talking to you :( - Girlanon.

I know, but we have a long day tomorrow you need to get to sleep – Mysteryboy.

Mm okay, well I will see you tomorrow at 4. I want to say it now because I know this won’t change anything but I love you Louis – Girlanon.

I love you so much Rae, good night – Mysteryboy.

I smiled turning off my phone, I closed my eyes snuggling next to Reiss. Tomorrow is certainly going to be a big day for me.

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