AVRIL P.O.V
when we got home i went upstairs
and changed. niall had grabbed nandos
on the way home but i didnt feel like
eating. one of my friends just died for me.
i just wanted to die with him. but i didnt want
to leave niall and the rest of the boys. but i also
didnt want harry to leave us.
i sat down at the table
laying my arms down crossing them
placing my head on my arms.
i sighed loudly. i really didnt feel like doing
anything. breathing, moving, completly
nothing. i could tell niall was torn
and messed up to because he wasnt eating.
and thats not right. he always eats.
i shook it away.
but i only had some things that kept harry with me.
i ran to our room and pulled out the bag
of clothes they got me. in the bottom there was
a box. i opened it
and harrys scent escaped into the room filling
up my nose.
i pulled on his beanie and snapped his necklace
on. he gave it to me when he slept over.
his airplane necklace. i closed the box examining
the necklace.
i took off the beanie setting it on
the side table then running back to niall
who finally was eating. but crying
at the same time. " whats-" nope i
shouldnt even ask that question. i knew what
was wrong.
" actuall av." niall started.
" when i threw harry on my back he wasnt dead.
the last words he said was tell avril i love her."
WHOAH! is he shitting me rigtt now?
" seriously?" i asked very surprised.
" yeah." he nodded.
well that cheered me up a lil.
"lets go to bed babe." i said linking our arms.
we skipped upstairs and he took
of his shirt and pants climbing in.
boy did he look sexy doing that. we snuggled close together.
" goodnight baby." niall said kissing my cheek.
" goodnight babe." i replied turning around,
"goodnight harry."
