a death wish

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3. july 16th

 

Dear Diary,

Lonleyness; it can be the gratest thing which ever happend to you. Beying alone is peacefull, noone to argue with. No friends, friends bring trust which bring secrets, which just break everyone apart. It can also be horrible. None to talk to, no hugs when you really need them , noone to wipe your tears away and tell you, it all ok, when you know it isnt.

Everyone looks for their soulmate, but hardly ever find them. But i, i shearch for a way to reunite with my family, i miss them, i miss their tutch, kiss, hug. I miss my mum tugging me in at night when i cant sleep.

Im still trying to figure out what happend that night. Theirs fragments which i do remember, and ones which i dont. I remember it was somewhere about dawn, i was lauing asleep. Then this man came in, he told me to come to him or he would kill my parents, he shouted something about my mum oweing him? i dont remember. I didnt go, i thought he was lieing. But he didnt he run to my mums room and threw something- a lighter, yea i think it was a lighter. and the whole room went into flames, i got out. My mum said she would be right behind me, but she wasnt. The man said he would get me back. i moved from house to house of all my family and thats what happend.

I think its my fault their dead, is it?

 

Eve

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