Harry ran and ran until he came to a bridge, the bridge that would change his life...
If we could only turn back time stop the tape and rewind..
then harry joined his brothers



15. anything


Me and Harry lie outside in the garden on the grass, I lean my head on his chest and he stokes my hair while he sings. His voice, oh god his voice is the most amazing thing I have ever heard, every note sends chills down my spine, It is so full of pain and loss I want to hold his tight until it all leaks out from his heart but It never will, never. No matter how happy I make him, no matter how hard we kiss, no matter how we touch.... I cannot fill that hole in his heart. I wrap my arm over his waist, carful not to hurt him and close my eyes. I my head rises and falls on his breathing tummy, making me giggle. 

"What"? Harry asks, i open my eyes and look into his 

"It just felt funny with my head on your chest, while you breathed" I laugh as he takes me up in his arms, he is so big I fall into him and get lost in his body with his slender arms hugging me so close to him, I laugh harder and tickle him under the armpit, he squirms and squeals like a little girl making me double over laughing . He lies back down and I sit on top of him, making sure I don't hurt his weak ribs and gaze at his face. His jaw-line is so perfect, his dimples pop up as he smiles at me, Im am so glad he can smile again, thank god!!! 

"You are so beautiful Charlie" He says, the look on his face makes me heart leap, a look of pure happiness. His eyes flip around my face like he is drinking up every bit of it, his smile getting wider. I find that I cant speak, Harry always gets me like that, mesmerized. 

If you could have one wish what would it be"? the words are out of my mouth before I know it and I wish i could take it back as quickly as I said it but Harry has already heard it, his face drops like a stone and his eyes flick away from mine. I don't know what to do but I am too late, a tear slips out from his eye and I reach out to wipe it away  he holds my had away with such force I gasp. His looks up at me, his eyes drilling into mine, I want to so badly look away because the hurt in his eyes is so, so much I can feel it in the air that I breathe, it smothers me. 

"I would have them back" he says strongly, more tears falling now from my eyes too "Every single day I would trade anything to take them back" His words hit me like bullets, each one hurting more than the next. 

"Anything"? I ask my tears falling faster and my voice breaking 

his mouth tries to find words and he looks at me desperately his mouth moving like a fish out of water. then he turns his head away from mine 

"anything"he whispers, sobbing 

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