The Life of Jordan Martinez (boyxboy)

Jordan is the most popular kid in school...not because he's mean or rude, but because he's sweet and he's never mean to anyone. He has one secret. That secret being he's gay. His brother Matt is on the football team and is the only one who knows. He and his brother's 2 best friends are Liam and Niall. They live the perfect high school lives. But now it's now the first day of their junior year. What happens when you add 2 trouble makers, Harry and Louis, into the mix. I mean, add a bad ass, sort of, named Zayn, and you get a whole bunch of drama!


7. cutting

Matt's POV


~later that day~

i run out of class as soon as the bell rang for the last class. i run into Liam.

"hey is Jordan okay?" he asks sounding concerned.

"i'm not sure but i'm about to find out." i respond.

"okay but text me when you know if he is." he says. i nod 'yes' and go home. when i step inside the house is quiet. i stand completely still trying to hear any sounds. i hear something coming from the upstairs bathroom. i walk in and find something terrible.


Jordan's POV


you know the worst part about falling for someone that will never love you back? you fall anyways because you think 'hey maybe they're different'. god i am such an idiot! why would i make myself so vulnerable! i feel like such an idiot! i spend the next 1/2 hour crying. then something clicks in my head. cutting. i haven't done it since 8th grade,when i was a no body. i run to the bathroom and pull out a shaving razor from behind the mirror. i spent 5 minutes contemplating rather i should do it or not. i did it. one cut. straight across my wrist. then another, and another and another. soon there were about 20 shallow cuts on my wrist. i cut once again this time deeper, but not deep enough to worry about. i here the front door open. i don't care because it's too late. i decide to do something to make Harry feel like shit for what he did to me. i take a picture from my phone of the cuts on my wrist. at the bottom of the message to him i put in big bold letters 'this is what you did to me'. Matt walks into the room and falls to his knees crying.

"why are you crying?" i ask him

"do you know what it's like seeing you like this?!" he asks half screaming at me. "do you know how worried i am about you!? i love you Jordan! you my god damn twin brother for god sakes!"

"so" i say with no expression

"so? So! is that all your gunna say?! how dare you! i understand your in pain but that doesn't mean you keep me worried!" Matt says pulling me into a hug.

ring ring

"who is that?" i ask

"i don't know. let me go check." he says in response.

Matt's POV


I run downstairs to see who it is.

"who is it?" i ask

"it's Harry" the person says.

"what do you want?!" i say opening the door

"where's Jordan?!" he sounds panicked. why would he want to know where Jordan was?

"don't you think you've done enough!" i yell at him

"WHERE IS JORDAN?!" he screams at me

"and why should i tell you!?" i yell "do you know that because of you he's cutting again?!"

"yes i do now where the fuck is he" he says

"and how would you know that?" i ask. i know he doesn't know. this is probably just another stupid prank. just then Jordan comes walking down the stairs. his arm wrapped in a towel.

"Jordan i am so sorry! i didn't mean for it to get anywhere close to this serious! i honestly didn't! i am so sorry!" Harry pleads.

"sorry doesn't heal my cuts." Jordan says.

"i think you should leave." i say. before Harry can get another word out i slam the door in his face.

"are you okay?" i ask Jordan.

"yea i'll be fine. thanks for being there." he says

"no problem, that's what best friends are for." i say

"Best Friends Forever?" he asks.

"Best Friends Forever!" i say with a smile on my face.

a/n hey guys! thanks for all the positive feedback! but i just wanted to say that cutting is very serious and very dangerous and you should never do it! because no matter how bad things are, it will get better! i promise!

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