The Life of Jordan Martinez (boyxboy)

Jordan is the most popular kid in school...not because he's mean or rude, but because he's sweet and he's never mean to anyone. He has one secret. That secret being he's gay. His brother Matt is on the football team and is the only one who knows. He and his brother's 2 best friends are Liam and Niall. They live the perfect high school lives. But now it's now the first day of their junior year. What happens when you add 2 trouble makers, Harry and Louis, into the mix. I mean, add a bad ass, sort of, named Zayn, and you get a whole bunch of drama!


22. a very close call

Jordan's POV

i wake up and see Harry  holding me. He's actually not so bad of a guy. but i don't know if i should forgive him for what he did. and then there is Zayn, i can't believe he actually cheated on me. and then Matt, i really honestly can't stand to even be around Matt at this point. all he has one is hurt me this past week, not physically but emotionally and mentally. i can't believe he did that to me. i honestly just want revenge at this point. and i know how to do it but i'm not sure if i can follow through on it. i decide to text Mikayla, she's the only one that hasn't really been through it so i guess she will have a mutual input on things.

J- hey, um can i ask you something?

Mi- sure... what is it? 

J- its just the whole Zayn cheating thing..... in your personal experience, how bad is revenge?

Mi- depends on who and what for

J- okay i want to get Zayn back for cheating and Matt back for lying.

Mi- then i guess it wouldn't be that bad, i mean if it's just revenge and you don't want Zayn back :/

J- kay... thanks mikayla!!

Mi- no problem!

okay so i think i know exactly what i'm gunna do. go i'm gunna regret this the minute i do it. i run to the last stair and peek into the living room and to my surprise(sarcasm) Niall and Matt are on the couch sleeping. i decide to text Niall.

J- hey i need to talk to you.... its really important.

N- what do you want!? its 5 am in the fucking morning!!!

J- please just meet me in Matt's room.

N- fine but you better fucking apologize.

this is working great!

Niall's POV

what it the world does Jordan want. i mean i know he's been through a lot in the past couple of day but still. by the looks of what happened yesterday i think Zayn an him are broken up. i wonder what Zayn did. whatever it was, it was really bad. ugh whatever. i walk up stairs and open Matt's door and see Jordan sitting on the bed. i walk over to the bed and sit next to him.

"hey are you okay?" i ask. i don't even know why i'm asking. i'm still pissed at him for slapping my boyfriend and on top of that fighting me.

"yea, i um... i'm sorry... for everything." he says. why is he being so forgiving. Jordan is never this easily forgiving.

"what happened last night?" i ask. when i asked him that question he started crying. i gave him a huge hug because that means him and Zayn did break up. that ass hole is dead, unless he didn't do anything.

"um, well we were all upstairs and Zayn took Mikayla home and Mikayla texted me saying Zayn cheated on me and when i confronted Zayn about it he didn't even deny it. it's like he wanted me to find out. and on top of that Matt knew about it and didn't tell me and just let me date him." he says crying. oh my gosh, he is emotionally drained. i feel so bad for him. i wish i could do something. i stayed there with him until 6 am when we started getting ready for school. after we got ready we drove in 2 cars. one with Matt and i and one with Harry and Jordan. i really want to talk to Matt about what happened earlier this morning.

"hey babe, um i talked to Jordan earlier this morning." i say.

"oh what happened?" he asks, you can see how nervous he is to hear the answer.

"he apologized about the past couple of days and then he said that you knew that Zayn was cheating on him, why didn't you tell him?" i ask. i just honestly want to know why he didn't tell him.

"he just looked so happy with Zayn and i didn't wanna be the one to ruin it." he says. by this time we are at school and i head to my first period.

Jordan's POV

i know what you're gunna say. 'Where was there any revenge??', well to be honest i couldn't kiss him. it might have been because i was crying so badly or because i just didn't have the heart to do it but i just couldn't do it. i love my brother too much. well let's skip to lunch because nothing happened besides Louis picking on me and Harry defending me, Liam staring at me like he's gunna say something then never does and making up with Niall and Matt. gosh now that i think about it i am really bi-polar (haha). so now i'm at lunch and i'm eating with Matt, Liam, Niall, and, surprisingly, Harry. i turn my head and see something that makes me just die inside. i turn to see Zayn making out with some guy. like not just tiny kisses, like deep throat kissing. i run out of the cafeteria and get into my car. i turn on my car and drive home. i run out of my car into the house. there were so many thoughts going through my mind that it was hard to process it all. i knew one thing was clear though. i need to find a razor. i know it may seem weird but its the only way to calm myself down when i'm this sad/angry. i run up to my bathroom and get my shaving razor and slide it straight across my upper forearm so it doesn't bleed as bad. i keep crying. why did he do this to me. i lose control and slide t razor over and over again on my wrist. before i passed out i heard someone come in and say something.

Matt's POV

i saw why Jordan ran away about 2 seconds after he did. i got up and went over to Zayn. about half way to him Jordan ran out of the cafeteria. i continued walking to Zayn. when i got to him i poured his entire drink on his head and punched him in the face. i got Liam and Niall and ran out to my car. we drove straight to my house because i knew that was exactly where he would go. the last time he stormed out of school he ended up cutting himself.  i ran inside and straight for the bathroom. i found him nearly past out and blood coming from his wrist. i start crying and grab a towel. i remember someone telling me to apply pressure to a wound or something. so i held the towel in the gashes.

"call an ambulance!" i screamed as i heard the door open. within minutes an ambulance is here and i still can't stop crying. i could have prevented all of this if i would have just told him. i'm so stupid. i get into the ambulance with him and the paramedics and we drive to the hospital. when we get there he is finally stabilized. this is all my fault.

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