The Life of Jordan Martinez (boyxboy)

Jordan is the most popular kid in school...not because he's mean or rude, but because he's sweet and he's never mean to anyone. He has one secret. That secret being he's gay. His brother Matt is on the football team and is the only one who knows. He and his brother's 2 best friends are Liam and Niall. They live the perfect high school lives. But now it's now the first day of their junior year. What happens when you add 2 trouble makers, Harry and Louis, into the mix. I mean, add a bad ass, sort of, named Zayn, and you get a whole bunch of drama!


34. 2nd Hardest Decision

Jordan's POV!

"THEY WHAT?!" Oh my god, this can't be happening right now. no no no no no...

"Um yeah they uh proposed." i say, trying not to look him in the eyes.

"What did you say?" He says, shaking a bit.

"I told Zayn I would think about it and I kind of freaked out on Liam." Oh my god, I'm such a bad boyfriend. I'm actually thinking about choosing someone over him! I'm a horrible boyfriend.

"Well, just think about this. Don't rush into an answer. Just stay calm and oh my god." I look at him like he's crazy.

"What? What is it!?" Why is he looking at me like that? Wait, unless he isn't looking at me.

"Jordan," I hear from behind me. I turn to see Harry, in a suit. Gosh! Can't I get a break?! "before you say anything, let me speak. I love you, wait no, I'm in love with you. There is no where I would rather be than with you. You are the only person in this world that makes me genuinely feel warm and happy. And I know we started out rough BUT you are the only person that makes me want to be happy." He then gets down on one knee, "Jordan will you marry me?" I just stand there in shock. Did he really feel this way about me?

"Um, I know this isn't the answer you're hoping for, but can i please think about it?" i ask. He smiles gently at me.

"Of course" He smiles

~1 week later~ (a/n sorry about the time skip)

I have completely avoided all three boys. I even have been sleeping at Niall's house to avoid Liam. There is only one thing that has made me happy throughout the entire week, and that was the fact that Niall proposed to Matt in front of Fabian and I, AND! Matt said yes!! Gosh! It made me feel so happy for him. But I have made one decision for sure. i know who i don't want to marry. And this is going to be the second hardest thing i have to do in my life. This brings me to where I am right now. I walk up the steps leading to the door. I can already see the tears in my eyes building up, but I blink them away. i knock on the door and wait. A couple seconds later the door opens, and i see that smile. 

"What's wrong?" he asks concerned.

"Can i come in?" I ask, "it's important." I say. He steps out of the way to let me in.

"Can you please sit down" I say, he sits and i continue, "I have been thinking about this all week long and I want you to know that i love you so much," i stop as a tear falls onto my cheek. I finally pull myself together and continue, "so much that it hurts, and I think I just realized that it's only a friendly love or a brotherly love." i say and start to cry, once again I pull myself together and continue, "I'm so sorry, but i can't except your proposal Liam."

A/n I cried *sob* so much *sob* writing this!! Bye *sniffle* Lovelies!!

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