Secret Life

It's about a girl name Amber, she's 16 years old and she's been adopted into Niall Horan's family because her biological father is very abusive. 8 months ago Amber was kidnapped and she tries to commit suicide, but she was found just in time. Now she's has her loving brother to help her cope with her cutting, and her best friend by her side all the way through. Did I mention she has a thing with Harry Styles? Well she does, but something goes horribly wrong and it puts their relationship at risk, will Harry be able to fix it when he gets back, or will his angry wreck what little feelings she has left for him?
Read to find out!
<<First fanfic- no hate please!>>


10. Ten

Amber's POV

I woke up in a hospital bed with a nurse looking at me.

"How are you feeling?" The nurse asked me.

"Better" I replied flatly.

"That's good, how much better?"

"Enough to go home" "I don't think that's a good idea yet, how about having visitors?"

"Yeah. Who's here?"

"Someone named Niall, he says he's your brother?"

"No, anyone but him"

"Okay, I'll tell him"

"Wait, did anyone named Harry Styles come here?"

"No, sorry"

"Oh, okay" I said a little upset.

"If you feel like you can go home, I'll talk to the doctor to see if you can"

"Okay, thanks"

After she left I felt kind of bad for declining Niall's visit but I wasn't ready to talk to him. I still couldn't believe what he did


* * *

2 weeks later


Niall's POV

I t's been two days since Amber's been out of the hospital, but she still shows no interest in talking to me. I really wish she would because every time I try she gets more pissed off. I need to tell her about Harry, I doubt she knows yet, but I'm kind of hesitant towards telling he because she'll blame it all on me but when in reality I didn't know anything about it either until a couple days ago. Harry called me telling me not to worry that he was alright and he's getting help for his drug addiction. The drug addiction was news to me, I didn't even suspect anything of the sort. But I did feel like it's partially my fault, I don't know why but I do. I went to go check the mail and when I found a letter for Amber is was so relieved. I quickly ran upstairs to give the letter from Harry to Amber, I just really hope she isn't as mad as she was a couple days ago. Man was that fight bad, especially since at was just out of the hospital that day.


When I got up to her room I knocked on the door and waited. Instead she came out of the bathroom, she looked up at me and sighed.

"What now?"

"I wanted to give this to you" I said as I held out the letter.

"What is it?"

"A letter, I think you should read it"

"Who's it from? And what, did you decide to read it too?"

"It's from Harry and of course not, why would I?"

"Because you seem to always be in my business"

"Amber?" "What?" "I'm sorry" "I know"

"Okay, I love you"

"Yeah, whatever" she said as she took the letter and stormed passed me.


Amber's POV

I looked at the letter in front of me, not sure if I should open it or not. I was worried about what was written on the page. I didn't want to get hurt like last time. In the end I opened it, it said:


"Dear Amber,


I'm sorry I didn't get to tell you this in person, but here I go...

Amber, I love you, I'm really sorry for what happened last time we were together. I don't want us to end. I was just so mad and confused and well... I guess I took it out on you. Hun, I did mean everything I said to you and I still do. I want to be able to protect you but for me to be able to do that I have to get help, I have to stop using and that's why I wen to rehab. I don't want you to get upset that I'm gone because I'm coming back, I promise. 

Also, please don't be mad at Niall, he really does love you, he's just trying to protect you, he doesn't want to see you hurt and I understand that. Please, will you talk to Niall for me love?

Amber, please, I hope you're okay, I heard about what happened and it really affected Niall. I mean, it affected all of us, but it really affected him. Don't tell him I told you but while you were in the hospital for the first couple days, he turned to alcohol again. But shhh, you didn't hear it from me.

I love you."


I re-read the letter multiple times, there was so much meaning in that short of a note. I was so confused and upset right now; Harry still loved me? Huh, he's got a weird way of showing it. I planned on writing him back but not right now, there was still too much to process.


* * *



"Yes" he answered.

"Can we talk?"

"Of course, what about?"

"I'm sorry'

"Don't worry about it, I should be the one that's sorry, I shouldn't of interfered, it was none of my business. So I shouldn't of gotten involved"

"It's okay, what's done is done"

"Okay. Are you okay?"

"No, I miss him already" I said quietly.

"I know, don't worry, he'll be back soon"

"Yeah, I guess At least we can write each other" 

"Yeah, that's good. I miss him too Amber. I'm sorry"


"Is it true that you turned to alcohol while I was in the hospital?"

"Yeah" he spoke quietly and looked away.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah, fine now that you're home"

"No I'm serious, I want to help you! Do you want me to take away the alcohol like you took away my blades?"

"Will you?"

"Thank you"

"I love you Nialler"

"I love you too Amber"

"Are you and Harry talking again?"

"Yeah, since he left. Why?"

"Just wondering"


"Would it be okay if I went to hang out with Zayn today?"

"Go for it! Do you need a ride?"

"No, I'l b-"

"Amber, can I give you a ride? I'd feel safer" he interrupted.

"Yeah sure, let me go get my phone"


* * *


Zayn's POV

So today Amber showed up at my house, it was a bit of a surprise. I mean don't get me wrong, I love being around her.


"So Zayn, what shall we do today?" Amber said as she plopped down on the couch.

"Well, it doesn't matter to me, what do you want to do?"

"Watch a movie?"

"Sure. What one?"

"How about Freedom Writers?"

"Sure! I love that movie, it's like my favourite one!"

"Same here!"


* * *


Amber and I watched a couple of  movies, I didn't realize it until the end of Safe Haven that she fell asleep. She was cuddled into me and I thought it was kind of cute. Although I did feel kind of bad because I didn't know what was going on with Harry and her, I didn't know if they were still together or not. But I doubt they broke up, they were insuperable for awhile, until Harry left. I still couldn't believe that he left like that, he didn't even say goodbye or any of that; especially Amber. How I looked at the situation is he didn't really care about her, mainly because he left her when she was in the hospital and he couldn't of done as little as going to visit her. I mean it didn't really have to be that long of a visit either, just so they could see each other; Amber would of loved that. He could of said goodbye then too, it wouldn't of been as hard on Amber if it was said to her in person. She was crazy about him, it hurt me to see her around pretending to be happy, I knew she missed him and didn't understand why he couldn't of said goodbye to her to her face; it made me sick. He's going to end up losing her or hurting her and I wish she could see that now. 


* * *


Niall's POV

It's been awhile since I've seen Dani, so I decided to call her up to see if she was busy today.


It was great, I just got off the phone with her and she wasn't! I told her I'd come pick her up in an hour and we could decide what we would do when I got there.


 * * *


We were having so much fun! We went to the movies and then to the mall. I loved being around her, she was so funny and sweet.


"You look good today" I told her.

"Thanks Niall" she responded shyly.

"No problem love"

She smiled back in response, not knowing what to say.


"Hey, is that Jessica?" she asked surprised.

"Yeah, it is" I replied hesitantly.


I know Jessica isn't going to like this, I just hope she didn't see us. We were in the middle of American Eagle when she walked in the store. She seemed preoccupied with her phone and looking for something specific.


I brought Dani over to a wall of clothing facing away from Jessica. She seemed confused but I told her I found a shirt she might like, I pointed it out to her, it was a purple tank top that faded into white at the bottom; she liked it.


I heard foot steps coming closer, I didn't turn around to see who it was because I was worried it was Jessica and I  didn't know how she'd react to Dani and I hanging out. Although Dani turned her head in that direction slightly to see who it was, but when she looked back she didn't comment on who was there. Relieved that she continued look at the shirts in front of her and not commenting on the person who was behind is, I relaxed a little.


"Dani ... Niall?" A voice came from behind us.


Dani and I both turned around confused as to who it was. But there was no confusion when I saw the girl's face. It was Jessica and she looked furious.


"Are you two ... together?" Jessica asked.

"it's not what you think" Dani spoke.

"What am I suppose to think then? I see my best friend with my ex, the guy I still have feelings for"

"No ..."

"How could you do this to me Dani? You knew, we talked about this" Jessica said angrily.

"Jessica, I'm serious"

"You shut the fuck up, you dirty bitch. Would you like my left overs too? I thought I could trust you" She said stepping closer.

"Jessica, don't talk to her like that. Don't do this here, please!" I spoke calmly.


Jessica looked at me a way I've never been looked at before. Her eyes showing only anger and hatred. It scared me the way she looked at us now, I didn't it one bit. I don't understand why she's so mad though, she ended it; or at least I though...


"Why not?! You should be use to all the fucking attention, both of you! You especially, you attention seeking dirty slut" She raised her voice and slapping Dani across the face.


Oh. My. God. What just happened? Did Jessica really just slap Dani? I looked at Dani's face, there was a bright red mark left on the left side of the cheek in the shape of a hand mark. I took a step forward to reach out to give her a hug, but she back away. Tears started to stream out of her eyes  she just kept backing away until she finally turned around and ran out the store. I went to go after her but my arm was caught a hold of and nails started to dig into my right arm. 


"Niall, leave her be ... she's not important right now. Think about us!" Jessica spoke quietly.

"Jessica, no. I can't, not after what you did"

"What you said to me ... Did you mean it?"

"I did at the time, I'm not so sure anymore, I'm just so confused"

"I knew I shouldn't of believed you. It was all lies and you know it" She said as she started to cry.

"No ... Jessica"

"I was so fucking stupid to believe anything that came out of your mouth ... How could you do this to me?! I hope you're fucking happy" Jessica said.


That was the last thing she said before she ran out of the store crying. Man ... Did I ever look like an asshole, I looked around to see everyone staring at me with their mouths open. I quickly left the store as tears started to form in my eyes. I was so stupid ...




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