Secret Life

It's about a girl name Amber, she's 16 years old and she's been adopted into Niall Horan's family because her biological father is very abusive. 8 months ago Amber was kidnapped and she tries to commit suicide, but she was found just in time. Now she's has her loving brother to help her cope with her cutting, and her best friend by her side all the way through. Did I mention she has a thing with Harry Styles? Well she does, but something goes horribly wrong and it puts their relationship at risk, will Harry be able to fix it when he gets back, or will his angry wreck what little feelings she has left for him?
Read to find out!
<<First fanfic- no hate please!>>


4. Four

Harry's POV

I woke up to see Amber was still sleeping, cuddled right into me still. She was so adorable, so small and fragile. I wiggled of from underneath her, putting a pillow underneath her head where my chest use to be. A few mumbled complains fell fr her lips, but she went back to sleep. She looked like a perfect angel.


I left the room quietly and went downstairs to find that Louis and Liam were still here, sitting at the table drinking a cup of tea, the must have stayed the night.

"Morning mate!" Louis said happily.

"Yeah, morning to you too" I replied tiredly.

"Harry, what's wrong?" Liam asked concerned.

"Nothing I'm fine, just tired that's all"

"Okay, just making sure" Liam spoke calmly.


"Do you think it'd be alright if we leave?" Louis asked.

"Yeah, I'll be fine. Why do you ask?" I questioned annoyed.

"Just wondering, you know with all that's happened in the last few days" Louis spoke carefully.

"No , I'll be fine, just go!" I said as I managed a fake smile.

"Okay mate! If you need anything just call"

"Okay, I will" And with that they left. They didn't seem too convinced that I'd be fine, but I knew I would be, I had Amber here with me. I walked back upstairs with two cups of tea, one for Amber and one for me.


When I got upstairs she was sitting there waiting for me with the blankets wrapped around her.

"Good morning beautiful" 

"Morning" I handed her one of the cups and she took it thankfully.


Her sleeve slid up a little bit revealing what looked to be cuts in he wrist. I didn't know if I should say anything or not ... She looked down to where I was staring at and she pulled her sweater back over them.

"It's nothing" she spoke quietly.

"Are you okay? Do you want to talk about it?" I questioned calmly.

"I don't know" she said shakily. I looked back up to her face to find years in her eyes.


I took her cup and set both of them on the night side table. I sat down beside her giving her a hug, she curled up into me a little. I didn't say a word, not knowing what to say, but she seemed alright with that. I kissed the tip of hr head afterwards, resting my chin in her head afterwards. Her hair smelt really good, it smelt sweet and citrus like, I liked the smell. I grabbed ahold of her chin, tilting her face up to mine, I wiped away her tears that were sliding down her cheeks. Amber just stated at me, not saying a word, she looked so gorgeous, even when she was crying with her mascara smudged and running a little. Just now, I realized she was the one and only girl I wanted to be with every second if he day. It didn't matter to me what we were doing or where we were, as long as I was with her. This girl sitting right in front of me, the one who I fell asleep last night cuddling with, the same beautiful girl who is perfect in every way, is the one that I kissed on my counter top the other day and the girl I truly love and want to spend the rest of my life with.

"What?" She asked curiously.

"What do you mean?"

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

"Because you're perfect"

"Not really" she spoke quietly.

"Yes you are. You're beautiful, your smile, your eyes. You. You're perfect. I love you Amber. I care about you so much, I will do anything for you and to protect you. I'll never let anyone to hurt you" I finally spoke my mind, I've been waiting to tell her those words for awhile now. Although I didn't really except her reaction, that surprised me.

"You don't mean that, you'll change your mind, we both know that. I'm Niall's little sister, that's usually how I'm recognized as. And anyways, you're his best friend! Don't you think it'd be weird?"
"I don't think of you as Niall's sister, I think of you as Amber Horan, the most beautiful human being, so perfect, so generous, so fragile! Amber, I've been waiting to tell you this for awhile now. You're the only girl I've been thinking about since the first time we met, I knew right from day one that I loved you. It doesn't matter to me who your friends or family are, where you're from. All I care about is here and now, with you. Amber, I want to spend every minute with you, when we're not together all I think about is you. I would do anything for you, I want to be that guy who gets to call you his girl" I spoke my heart out there. I hope it wasn't too much.

"I ... I ..." She stuttered. I found that absolutely adorable. I leaned in for a kiss, hoping she wouldn't push away ...


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Niall's POV

Ding dong


I was just about to go into the hot run when the door bell rang. As I opened the door I saw the most beautiful girl, she has straight light brown hair with sparkling greenish-blue eyes, she started to smile, she was adorable, especially her dimples.

"Uh, isn't it a little cold out to be swimming?" She asked sarcastically.

"Oh ... Um ... yeah ... Actually I was going in the hot tub" I stuttered.

"I mean don't get me wrong, you look amazing in it and probably even better with out it on!" She laughed.

"Um ... Yeah ... Is there anything I could do for you?"

"Oh, I'm Jessica. Get use to saying my name" she winked. "Um ... Okay ... Is there anything I could do for you Jessica?"

"Besides getting you out of that bathing suit, yes! Could I talk to Amber? I'm one of her friends" Jessica spoke with confidence.

"Um ... Yeah, go on up. Down the hall, second door on your right"

"Thanks" she walked in taking her off her boots and continuing up the stairs.


I walked to the back to the back room to where the hot tub was. All I could think about as Jessica, I liked her, she's good looking, has a sense of humor and is confident  Very attractive.


After I was done, I started to walk back upstairs to get to my bedroom. Drying off my hair with a towel and being careful not to get water everywhere. I made a quick stop on the kitchen to get some food, after five minutes of looking, I leave with a big glass of milk and a bag of cookies.


My bedroom was the last one on the left so I had to pass Amber's bedroom to get to mine.

"So you must have a certain guy, right?" Jessica asked Amber.

"Well I guess you could say that" Amber spoke.

"Tell me everything. Start with his name" Jessica squealed.

"His name is Harry Sty-"

"You mean the Harry Styles, like the one from One Direction?!" Jessica interrupted.

"Um yeah" Amber giggled.

"Wait, how do you know him?"

"My brother. Niall-"

"Wait that's Niall Horan is your brother?! I'm so fucking stupid!" Jessica groaned.

"What do you mean?" Amber asked confused.

"He probably thinks I'm a total idiot!"

"Why? What did you do now?!"

"I was a complete flirt, I was saying how I'd like to get him out of his shorts"



I felt bad for ease dropping, but man was that conversation a surprise! My little sister had a thing with my best friend and band mate and her friend Jessica seemed to like me. But don't get me wrong, it's cool she's into me because I kind of like her too.

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