Blood Stains and Fingerprints

I've seen him in a fight he lost and it wasn't worth it. But he loved me and didn't give up.


25. Accusations

"Please tell me!" Harry has been bugging me all day for me to tell him what Zayn said to me. He somehow knew Zayn said something.

"Forget it Harry, it didnt mean anything anyway" Everything I said about this was a lie. It hurt, alot and it mean alot too. Plus I couldnt rat Zayn out because I know Harry will literally rip Zayn's head off for one, I dont think he actually had that much history with girls and he defenitely doesnt like the idea of me running to another man/boy, considering I'm 'his'. I found this very straightforward and unfair since we werent official and have only been on date, and I also dont have any feelings for him.

Oh Gawd.

I dont have feelings for him. Those words spun around in my head at 100 km per second. I couldn't help to think how stupid I was. It would break him if he found out. Only if he actually had feelings for me too... Well to be fair I thought at first when he asked me out that I thought I would gain some kind of feelings for him, it has been about a week and nothing has changed. Damn, if only love wasnt so complicated.

I chewed my inner lip as he waited for my response. I couldn't do it. 

"Harry, no, he just said that he was happy for me for being with you"

"See Nia?! This is why it's hard to trust you, you're lying" 

"Excuse me? I am not lying!" Lie no.1.

"Yes you are! I can see it in your eyes! I dont even have to read your mind to know if you are!" 

"You shouldnt be reading my mind in the first place!" To be honest, i've never been good with arguments, I failed my debate class back in school.

"I have a right to! You are mine so I can do whatever I want! I'm a grown man and you cant control me!"

"Are we talking about the same grown man who doesnt know how throw his socks in a washing machine?"

"Shut up!"

"No you shut up!"

"Are we really fighting?"


"You are going to stop fighting with me right now!"

"You can't control me!"

"Like I said, you are mine and I can do whatever I want!"

"What if I dont wanna be yours!?" He looked taken aback. Shit.

"Harry I- didnt mean it-" I bit my lip as he looked down to the ground. 

"You really don't? Why didnt you say so?" 

"Harry, I didnt mean it, I told you." Lie no.2.

"I can see it in your eyes, why didnt you tell me earlier?" I didnt know what to do. He was close to tears and I broke him. I'm so stupid! "I wanted to but I knew it would break you, I'm sorry." we both were staring at the ground.

"So what? Was I your play toy? Trying to make Zayn jealous?" I couldnt believe my ears. He thought I was-?

"I dont like Zayn!" Lie no.3.

"Yes, you do, and we both know it." "I cant believe you thought I used you!" "I thought  I would gain some feelings for you but I guess I'm never going to get some." I whispered to him and just walked off. I didnt want to see his face.

Join MovellasFind out what all the buzz is about. Join now to start sharing your creativity and passion
Loading ...