Inked (Punk Louis)

Tatianna lives a life full of rules and order. To tell you the truth she's sick and tired of it. What happens when she meets a punk by the name of Louis Tomlinson? He's covered in tattoos and piercings. Everyone says he's bad news. But can Tati stay away?


9. A Note On Bullying. I'm Sorry It's Not An Actual Update.

Well again I'm sorry for this not being an actual update. Truthfully I am. But I just felt like I kind of had to vent this out in a way...I've finally worked up the nerve to watch the videos the boys made about bullying. I spent a while just ignoring them as they popped up on the suggested videos but I could never bring myself to watch them. I never really could watch or hear things like that, that discuss bullying without crying or at least shedding a few tears. I know that probably sounds pretty dumb or stupid. But I was once bullied myself and that's why it hurts so much to see things like that. Not only have I experienced bullying but I have also been best friends with people who have gone through it, and I've also witnessed it happening. Bullying is often not handled the way it should be. There is the bully but there are also people who take part in it that are just as guilty as them. They may not be the ones doing the actual bullying but there are the bystanders, the ones who encourage it, and the ones who act as if they don't see it happening right in front of them. I remember losing friends because of rumors that started and seeing them laughing at me later on, next to the bully themselves. What some people think is just a small joke can hurt someone to a breaking point. I used to cry all the time fearing the next time I would have to see them and go through it all over again. I got to the point where I didn't even want to live anymore and I admit trying to end it all because of how bad I felt. I always felt so helpless like I was on my own. Things like that could not only make people end their lives but it could also make them insecure for the rest of their lives if they're strong enough to carry on. Imagine walking down a street and hearing someone laughing behind you and the first thought in you're mind is "Are they laughing at me? What have  i done wrong?" and similiar things like that. I could honestly say I've never been the same. To this day I am still scared of being myself because of what others think. I've never really even been able to talk to anyone about this because I've been so scared of what they might think of me. I recently went to a One Direction concert and tried meeting them in front of  hotel. In both places Directioners were talking freely to each other as if they had known one another their whole lives. Yet I couldn't join in because of my fear and insecurity. I was scared they'd laugh at me even though I knew it would most likely not be that way, I couldn't do it. So if it was any of you, I'm sorry hahah.....So please if you're being bullied in anyway just know I'm here for you. And please think of how what you say or do can effect other people before you do anything. Like I said before, something that may seem like a joke to you can be the difference between life and death for someone else. Stay strong & I love you all <3

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