Meant To Be

Hi, I'm Tess Lovatic. I'm about to tell you about my story of how One Direction changed my life. It all started at a concert...


21. The Beach Argument

Tess' POV-

We walked hand in hand down through the sand to the beach. Harry had beaten up Luke, and then Luke ran away to his momma or something. I placed my towel down on the sand, and set up a place to attempt to tan. My skin is sort of tanned but it needs to be refreshed. I saw Harry run down to the beach, and took it to my advantage to take off my clothing. My bathing suit was a bikini of course, considering I was tanning. I saw how skinny I looked, and was disgusted with myself. How could I starve myself? I looked fine before! Harry's going to freak out. I lied down on my towel and took out a seventeen magazine and read with my sunglasses on my face. Harry walked over.

"Umm, Tess?"

"Yes, love?" I call him love because I feel like the authorized person after I say "love" to him.

"Have you been eating lately?"

Crap. Crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap.

"Well, before when we were, apart, I didn't eat."

"R-Really? But your so beautiful."

That's when I realize something. Harry can choose any other single girl on this planet. There are gorgeous girls out there who are paid to just walk because they are so beautiful.

"No I'm not. You can choose any other girl on this planet. Why have you chosen me?"

"Because. Your naturally beautiful, not fake. You have actual talents, your incredibly intelligent, you can multi-task, and you care about me for who I am."

"I am not all those words."

"Yes you are."

"No I'm NOT! Stop lying Harry, because for some reason I get this vibe that your lying to me! Do you feel sorry for me, being a obsessed fan girl? Are you experimenting to see how long it lasts until you feel the need to break up with me? Are you using me to get another girl back? Because I AM NOT A FRIGGING TOY! I CAN'T TAKE PEOPLE WHO COMPLIMENT ME! I NEED TO BE PUSHED SOMETIMES! I DON'T WANT TO TURN INTO A JENNIFER LOPEZ THAT THINKS I HAVE A CUTE BUTT OR SOMETHING!" All of a sudden, all those things burst out of me, suspicions for Harry, and personal stuff even I haven't admit to myself. Harry looked shocked, then hurt.

"You think I'm a player, don't you? Well, I'm not. I'm in love with you BECAUSE you need to be pushed, Tess! Your so strong and insecure, you need a man to tell you your beautiful! Insecurity is the worst thing in girls right now, and you believing you ARE beautiful will make you so strong and self-confident, I'm scared you will leave me. So please believe your beautiful but don't leave me!"

Harry. Harry Styles. Thinks I'm so pretty that I will possibly leave him, thinking I'm too good for him. HELL TO THE NAW BOY.

"I would never, ever, ever leave you. I'm sorry I starved and cut myself. You deserve a sane girlfriend, and I will try to believe I'm pretty. I love you much more then I love myself, and I would NEVER leave you!" I started crying and I hugged him.

Why is he mine? He's too good for me.


SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. That little competition I had? Didn't work. No entries AT ALL. Not even one. No comments since I last updated, even though I have almost 400 reads. It's insane and all, but other then the reads, I have no proof you like my story. I'm not a writer, am I?

SO my parents are away in Hawaii so I'm gunna be able to update EVERY DAY! YAYYYYYY! It's my brother's birthday tomorrow though, so tomorrow's will be short.


Love ya all, my magically "dedicated" directioners.


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