Hi. I Hate You. (A Harry Fanfiction)

~ rated 14+ ~ Lexis just wanted a normal life. She wants to grow up and get out of this pricky town of Cheshire, England. She wants to go to college and master in photography. What's holding her back? Harry. Yeah, I said it. Harry Styles. From One Direction? Bet you've heard of them. He hurts me and abuses me everyday. He makes me sick. I hate him. All the horrid things he does to me.. Bruises all over my innocent body, no wait. He took that from me too. My innocence. The one thing I had left. My parents are dead. Im an only child.. Through all the things harry does though, I still find a reason to love him. He was my best friend...

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5. Forgiveness

LEXIS' POV:

 

It's now Friday, and I can't stop thinking about that letter.. I've stayed home all week. Jake only stayed with me for one of the days, because his mum won't let him stay anymore. I'm now sitting in the bathroom with a razor next to me, the letter next to me, and my head in my knees.. I'm just crying. I hate my life. I hate Harry. He's ruined everything I've hoped for. He's lost all my trust in anyone, and all my respect for anyone. Then someone knocked on the door.

 

HARRY'S POV:

 

I walked to the bathroom, and heard crying. Lexis? I know I hurt her, but I still care. She doubts it though. I knocked on the door, and the sobbing stopped.

"Hello?" She innocently asked.

"Lex? Is that you in there?" I wondered, knowing it was.

She replied sarcastically and sassy, "No Harry. It's just the wall." and I rolled my eyes.

I tried opening the door but it was locked, "Please let me in, Lexis."

"No." She sniffled, "Why should I let you, of all people, in here?"

I couldn't hold it in anymore, "Beause I care about you!!" I blurted.

The door got unlocked and she shuffled back to her position. I looked around, there was a razor next to her.. and a letter. A letter? Is this what she is crying about? Her head was in her knees. I closed the door behind me, and locked it.

She looked up, "Please don't lock the door." and I immediately unlocked it. At this point, if anything, I don't want to scare her. I needed her to talk to me as if we were best friends. Her eyes were puffy and pink, her cheeks had tear stains, and her hair was up in a messy bun.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Why do you care?" She asked.

I mumbled, "Because I just do." and then put on a half smile. She looked up at me and smiled, sort of. That's the first time I've seen her real smile in a long time. She may not know this, but when she smiles at me.. I know it's a fake smile. This one was real though..

"Good to know." she said, and turned her face up to the mirror and laid her head back, against the wall.

"Why are you crying?" I wondered.

She picked up the letter, "Read this. It explains everything." and I read it. By the time I was done, I was in tears. What have I done?

"L-Lexis, I-I'm so sorry." and we were both crying now. I continued, "What can I do.. T-To make it up?"

And she looked at me hysterically, "You can't."

"Please, I can't live with this." I said.

She quickly replied, "And I can't live with you! Do you ever think of anyone but yourself?"

I nodded. She laughed, "No you don't. You rape me almost everynight, you beat me, you hurt me, you lie to me, you never make me breakfast, you have never gotten me a birthday present.. In fact, this was the last one you gave me. Ever since you came back from X Factor, you've changed, and I have nowhere else to go. I hate you."

Those words stabbed my soul, "I promise.. Lexis. I won't ever hurt you again."

"Right.." She sarcastically said, "You're a liar."

She stood up and started walking away. My best friend hates me. Who have I become? I cried. But before she walked out the bathroom door, I stood up and grabbed her arm.. Lightly. And I turned her around.

She muttered, "Harry, What are you-." and I interupted her by planting a kiss on her lips. Her soft, lushious lips. This kiss wasn't anything but passionate. I put my tongue and rubbed it at the bottom of her lip, asking for entrance. She accepted, and we played, exploring eachother's mouths. I put my arms around her waist, and rubbed her lower back. She put her arms around my neck. We took a quick break and broke the kiss.

"Harry?" she asked me.

I said, "Don't say anything. Just listen." she nodded and I continued, "I'm sorry about everything I've ever done to you, and it hurts me because I know you'll never forgive me. You're still my best friend. I know I'm not yours because of that Jake guy.. Lexis, I'm in love with you. I wanted to say, that everytime I've raped you, I was never honestly drunk. I knew what I was doing. I was trying to get you to fall in love with me, so you would want to be mine.. Insead, I hurt you and made you hate me even more. I hate myself. I don't know how to make it up to you.." and she cut me off kissing me again.

She broke the kiss enough to say, "I'm in love with you, Harry."

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