Being Basic

I'm just a normal girl. And I mean that in the most literal way possible. I'm not ugly but I'm not breath-takingly beautiful either. I'm just like you in every single way. Well maybe you and I are a bit different. Unlike me, I presume you don't take a dramatic look at life. But you see, I look at the world with a keen eye and observe everything and everyone around me. In this book. You will learn a lot about me. My name is Hayden Gerrof, enjoy my book.


1. Dumb Shit

     God works in really fucked up ways. He's given me a fucked up life. And no, I'm not being a drama queen. Trust me I am not a thing like that. I am going through a really rough period of my life right now. My parents are divorcing. Yeah, yeah I know what you're thinking, it happens to everyone and it's practically normal. But you see, I have a really bad way of coping with things and moving on. So you know what, it makes me sad and angry and I just freak out sometimes.  

     I should probably introduce myself to you. My name is Hayden and I am 14. I have blonde hair blue eyes and a small figure. I am not beautiful, but I don't consider myself to be repulsive either. I am just normal.

     What breaks me the most is just being here. I often think about what life would be like if I were somebody like you. You are probablt lying in bed or sitting at your computer reading this piece of shit book with your perfect life awaiting you im the other room. You're happy parents are calling you down for dinner with their ever lasting smiles. I wish I could be you.

     Every morning I wake up and it's the same thing. I awake to the sounds of my parents shouting. Today was different though, It was much quieter. My father had just moved out last night. I walked down the staires and had my usual breakfast, cereal. I took my medicine and then just stood there thinking of what I should do now. I hate summer, I'd rather be in school. It gives me something to do for five out of the seven days of the week.

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