Falling for you | Justin Bieber

Justin Bieber looks through some old photos to find some picture of his old best friend Mariah Johnson. She left him and their friendship behind when he started dating Selena Gomez; there you see what love what ruin. When Justin's tour goes to Miami he meets Mariah again, who pretends she doesn't know him, but admits at last. Mariah's old feelings for Justin starts growing again and he feels the same for her. So what happens when Selena chooses to come back to Justin and Mariah has to tell to choose?

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10. Empty eyes

When Justin finally stopped crying and I got off his lap, we headed back to the hotel so we could get some sleep. I know that Justin had other things in mind but I’m not going to play forever happy on top of all this.

All the way in the car, through the doors to the hotel, all the way to Justin’s hotel room, all the time Justin had this empty look in his eyes. Like the spark he usually had was gone. He was pure hurt and my dropped; I couldn’t see him like this. He turned his head to look at me and when he did and tiny smile fake smile appeared on his lips even though he might have known that I knew the smile wasn’t real. It broke me. Seeing him try his best to smile and make it look real while the look in his eyes were empty. Not the slightest touch of happiness, love, friendship, or anything, nothing. Just emptiness. It hit me like a rock that Justin was no longer the teenager I used to know. I might have thought that I still knew him, but no. He had changed. Or he hadn’t, but his mood and way to let people in, his way of always being happy was gone. I had been so blind not to realize how bad he was feeling cause all I saw was the slight amount of fake happiness in his eyes.  I got undressed and so did Justin still with the killing sad look in his eyes. I didn’t even bother going to my own room to find my pajamas right now, so Justin walked up to me quietly while I was looking out the window and pulled one of his shirts over my head.

Justin: Here, I don’t want you to get cold…
Mariah: Wasn’t freezing though…
Justin: Doesn’t matter. I started freezing by seeing you wearing barely anything…
Mariah: You usually never get cold?
Justin: I did before…

Justin put his hands on my waist and pulled me into a hug. He held me tight for a while and then lifted me off the floor and carried me to the bed. He put me in the bed and crawled up next to me as he pulled the covers over us. With his front facing my back he snaked his arm around me and pulled me even closer.

Justin: I don’t want this life…
Mariah: Don’t even think about it.
Justin: I do. All the time…
Mariah: About quitting?
Justin: Yeah…
Mariah: You can’t…
Justin: Why?
Mariah: Because Justin, when you got signed almost 5 years ago everything normal was gone. You can quit, but they’ll never leave you alone. They’ll keep chasing you until the day you die…

Justin had placed his head on top of mine and I’m pretty sure it looking more than weird, but his tears hit my face when they rolled down from his cheeks and onto mine. He wants to be a normal kid, I know that but there is no normal for him ever. This is his normal and it will never change. No matter if he leaves there is still going to be beliebers everywhere searching for him, begging him to come back and put their smiles back on their faces, cause he’s the reason they keep fighting. More tears left his eyes as he lifted his face from my head so he could put it down on the pillow but I was quick enough to turn around so I was lying on my back and cup his face in my hands as I slowly kissed his lips. I’m willing to anything to make him happy again cause I can’t take to see this. He’s so hurt but there is nothing I can do about it. Justin pressed his lips harder onto mine as he loosened up a bit and our lips started moving perfectly in sync. I pulled out of the kiss, looked deeply into Justin’s eyes and told him to promise me that he would never stop fighting. That he would keep on doing what he loved! For me, himself and his beliebers cause I knew that he was strong enough to handle it, he just need someone to be there for him when he needs them.

Justin: I promise…
Mariah: Goodnight Justin
Justin: Goodnight Mariah.

He gently kissed my cheek and he fell asleep.

Familiar voice: Justin no! *Laughs*
Justin: I’m going to catch you baby!
Familiar voice: Never *Laughs*

Justin: Smile baby!

Justin: I’ll never let you go…

Justin: Yes we’re together. I love her.

Justin: I love you babe!
Familiar voice: I love you too Justin!

His smile appeared in front of my eyes as I closed them and started to fall asleep. His laughter filled my ears and all I could see in his eyes was pure happiness. But it wasn’t something imaginary. It was things I had already seen, heard, experienced. Yet I couldn’t put a name on the familiar, sweet, girly voice Justin was talking to inside my head. I tried to focus on the sound of her voice and see if I could catch any names but all I ever heard was “Se..” and then the name faded away..

Boy: Can I have your number?
Familiar voice: No, I don’t think my boyfriend would like that…

Justin: I’ve been out here waiting for my girlfriend all day is that a problem?

Justin: Yeah she means a lot to me, I really love her.

News reporter: They are the hottest couple in Hollywood right now…

Journalist: Rumors says that….

I woke up in a rush and the name was clear to me. The picture of her appeared in front of me. Her long dark hair, her dark eyes and perfectly plump lips that Justin once had called his…

Selena.

She was what had kept Justin happy for so long. She had kept his feet on the ground for him and told him to be humble and always remember where he was from. It hit me like a hard rock that ever since she left him he had been a mess. I either had to be like Selena and end up in a relationship with him, or get Selena over here.  I slowly get out of the bed without waking up Justin. I took my phone and went outside of the room to call Selena up since the time in London was about 5 hours ahead it would mean that Selena should be awake by now, so I dial her number and call her up.

Selena: Hello?
Mariah: Hey Selena, it’s Mariah…
Selena: Who?
Mariah: Mariah Johnson?
Selena: Oh hey! I’m sorry I don’t have your number! Long time ago what’s up?
Mariah: Selena, I need your help…

When I was done talking to Selena I went back in the room, but Justin was no longer asleep. He was on twitter on his phone, probably in the middle of a following spree. He looked at me and asked me quietly where I had been , so I just told him that I had to call Andrea and tell her that we got home safe. Even though I felt bad about lying to him, I knew that I couldn’t tell him about Selena.

Two days later I sat in my hotel room and Justin sat in his, I was ready to change Justin’s life and hopefully make him happy once more. Just to look casually beautiful for my meeting I paired my white skinny jeans and classic cream colored shirt with a pair of cream colored Christian Louboutin shoes I had spent all my money on. I put on my jacket as I closed to door to the hotel room and I noticed Justin staring weirdly at me.

Justin: Where are we going?
Mariah: ‘We’ are not going anywhere, I am going somewhere.
Justin: Cool, where?
Mariah: Just out… See you

I blew him a kiss and his eyes locked themselves on me as I walked away. The Starbucks café was only a couple of minutes away so I reached it in no time to see the one person I expected waiting for me. I sped up and hurried towards her in hope that no one had seen me or her.

Selena: Hey Mariah! Hurry before somebody see’s us!
Mariah: Let’s get inside!

She greeted me with a hug and a kiss on the cheek. I never had a problem with Selena but I couldn’t stand to see Justin with her instead of me, so let’s just say I was quite jealous… We found a table upstairs where Selena had told the staff on Starbucks that no one was allowed to go sit because we would like to have some peace while we were girl-talking and she wouldn’t want people interrupting her all the time. We both ordered a latté to drink while we were talking and discussing our little talk two days ago.

Mariah: Selena you have to help. Justin is all down.
Selena: I’m so sorry to hear that, really. He used to be so happy…
Mariah: He was happy with you Selena! I don’t know what happened after you left him, but he’s off track!
Selena: Yeah some other people told me that but I didn’t really care cause they don’t know him…
Mariah: Is there really nothing you can do? Like anything? Don’t you have the slightest feelings for him?
Selena: Of course! But I don’t know I mean, he probably doesn’t like me no more…
Mariah: He could fall in love with you again though…

We started talking back and forth about how he had been so much in love with her that he could easily fall for her again, Selena didn’t agree though. She was pretty sure that she had hurted him so bad that he would never ever talk to him again. She told me the story about how she had dumped him because he started to get off track, and with all the beliebers hating her she just couldn’t deal with the fact that Justin was starting to spend more time with his friends and forget her. She also told me about how sorry she had been for dumping him and that she started crying when she heard the song Justin wrote about her, Nothing Like Us. She still loved him that was very clear to me, but she was afraid of the beliebers.

Selena: What if he likes you? Then only you can make him happy…
Mariah: I know. But I just don’t want to risk our friendship.

I looked at the floor while I said it, cause I knew that I had already thrown our friendship away by kissing him several times lately…

Mariah(Continue): Cause if he likes me and I say yes to be his girlfriend, and we end up breaking up,

I looked back in Selena’s eyes and I’m pretty sure she already knew what I was going to say…

Mariah(Continue): He will lose my love and my friendship and he’s not strong enough for that…
Selena: I know. I try to see if I can get him back again, cause I don’t want to see him like this…

Me and Selena headed back to the hotel and some girls saw us walking together. They ran towards us while they called our names so of course we turned around and confirmed the fact that it was us, by accident. One of the girls seemed to be a little more calm than the other. She was wearing a necklace with Justin’s name on it. Her name was Amelia…

Amelia: Why are you two even hanging out? I thought you hated Selena, Mariah?
Mariah: Gosh no! I just liked Justin so much that I became jealous…
 

One of the girls let out a ‘aaaaw’ and she started talking about how cute it was. We told the girls that we had to get going so they took some pictures with us and we headed back to the hotel again. Selena started to become nervous as we entered the hotel and we acted like Charlie’s Angels all the way through the long hall ways to make sure Justin wasn’t anywhere near, when we suddenly spotted Alfredo. Selena rushed into the hotel restrooms as Alfredo passed by and smiled at me, so I just smiled back. When he was gone we quickly ran towards my room where I would hide Selena but when I opened the door, things didn’t end up like I planned…

*JUSTIN’S POV*

I sat in Mariah’s room because I felt safe in her sweet scent. Wonder where she had been all day and why she wouldn’t tell me where she was going and with who. All the bad memories from my birthday kept running through my mind and I realized how sad I got. I had been really sad lately. I was feeling lonely and depressed all the time, like something was missing in my life. Just as I started thinking about the honey kisses we had shared and all the sweet glares we had sent each other, Mariah and I, she stumbled through the door and got a scared look in her eyes when she saw me.

Mariah: Justin! What a surprise, what are you doing in here?
Justin: Just thinking, I’m sorry. Why are you looking so scared?
Mariah: Justin, I uhm… I brought you “something”…

She nodded her head a little back and forth as she said “something”, so I started to get a little anxious by the thought of what it could be. She slowly stepped aside and I looked at who was standing behind her only to my own surprise feel my heart skip a beat. There she was with her long dark hair and her beautiful face that I had missed so much, but would she vanish if I reached out for her?

Selena: Hey Justin… 

 

SO guys here was chapter 10! 

It's gonna be exciting with Selena in the picture now huh? Muhahah! 
No really though.. I hope you like it! 
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I love you guys! 
Btw, I'll update drawn to danger soon, but I am so hella tired after last night where I was at a JUSTIN BIEBER CONCERT!! It was crazy seeing him again! :')´<3 
- Me <3

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