Falling for you | Justin Bieber

Justin Bieber looks through some old photos to find some picture of his old best friend Mariah Johnson. She left him and their friendship behind when he started dating Selena Gomez; there you see what love what ruin. When Justin's tour goes to Miami he meets Mariah again, who pretends she doesn't know him, but admits at last. Mariah's old feelings for Justin starts growing again and he feels the same for her. So what happens when Selena chooses to come back to Justin and Mariah has to tell to choose?

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7. Confessing

*JUSTIN’S POV*

Alright, I did it. I said it.

Mariah turned around to face me and she looked at me with those beautiful blue eyes of hers as she raised her hand to touch my cheek. I leaned my face against her hand and slightly closed my eyes and hoped that she would say something. I don’t what, just something. I need to hear her angelic voice respond to what I just said. I opened my eyes and a little smile appeared on her face but quickly disappeared once again. I moved my hands from her waist and cupped her face is my hand as she slowly closed her eyes and leaned in to kiss her. When my lips met hers I was sure that I’d be waking up in a minute, but I just didn’t. I was not a dream. I know that we kissed before, but none of our kisses was like this one. When she pulled out of the kissed I mostly wanted to kiss her again instead of hearing her reject me all over again, but I chose to let her speak and pull out of the kiss as well, still with my hands on her cheeks.

Mariah: Justin, we both know that this is wrong. We’re best friends…
Justin: What if want to be more than your friend Mariah? We could be each other’s everything?
Mariah: You are already my everything Justin. Just not in that way…

She pulled her hand towards mine which was placed on her cheek and pulled it off, same with the other. She pushed past me and walked into the hotel room but she barely reached the bed before she fell to the floor and buried her face in her hands and I stood dead in my track while the sobs left her lips. I couldn’t just stand here and watch her cry, so I made my way quickly towards her, sat down on the floor beside her and pulled her close to me.

Mariah: Let go Justin… Stop treating me like you love me!
Justin: But Mari-
Mariah: No Justin! Don’t you get it? Stop! Get off me!

I couldn’t let her go, especially not when she was that sad so I stroke my hand across her back and told her that everything would be alright while I kissed her hair… Bad idea.

Mariah: Justin get the fuck off me!

She pushed me away and screamed at me. I had never seen her like this, what was going on?

Mariah: What is you don’t understand? Stop treating me like I’m your girlfriend alright!
Justin: I just want you to feel loved…
Mariah: Well I don’t! I feel hurt! Again! Open your eyes Justin, you could never love me!
Justin: Hey! That’s not your decision!
Mariah: No, but I know that it’s the truth. Just leave me alone.

I didn’t understand anything. What was going on? What about the kiss? Or kisses? What about the hugs? The smiles? The times when it felt like she was mine? The time when she loved me… 2 years ago. That was when I should taken her, cause that was when she loved me. Not now, it’s too late now…

Justin: Mariah?
Mariah: Get out Justin…

I walked out of the room and she didn’t even glance at me once. I felt hurt, cause I hurt her, again. But she’s so beautiful and I love her, she just doesn’t believe in me. It’s like every time she’s just about to believe me and finally let her be mine, she pulls back and remember how I hurted her back then. I sit there lonely in my room when it knocks on the door and my heart raises hoping that Mariah will be in the doorway when it opens, but it’s Cody.

Cody: Hey man, are you alright? I heard Mariah crying but she doesn’t want to talk to me.
Justin: is she crying? Is she okay?
Cody: That’s what I’m asking you man…
Justin: Cody… I really messed things up this time. More than last time.
Cody: Jesus, what did you do?
Justin: I found her…
Cody: I thought that was a good thing though?
Justin: It was! But I’ve fallen in love with her and I know she loves me too! But she just hates me… So much
Cody: I thought she loved you?
Justin: I don’t even know man. One moment she loves me the next she hates me…

I told Cody about everything, as the only one. I trust him a lot and he’s a great friend. As I told him the story about how I had hurted her back then and how that had only caused me pain now I felt the tears form in my eyes as one of them escaped my eyes and streamed down my cheek. I took a look at the dress I had bought for her to wear tomorrow, now I highly doubt that she will even be there at my birthday tomorrow. Worst birthday ever.

Cody went back to his own room and gave me some time to think, so I grabbed my phone and went on twitter:
@justinbieber: What do u do when u hurt the person u love the most? #IMessedThingsUpAgain…  

Thousands of RT’s and favorites. And replies of course with beliebers asking me if I was alright, when one tweet caught my eye:
@BieberLover69: @justinbieber if u mess things up u gotta work it out. Make it right! #TellHerHowYouFeel

It was like the girl that tweeted that had read my mind. I RT’ed and favorited the tweet and of course replied it as well…
@justinbieber: @BieberLover69 you’re right. Thank you #Muchlove

A bunch of people started freaking out because I had replied that girl’s tweet, but her tweet helped me out. I have to tell Mariah how I feel, from the bottom of my heart. I got up off my bed and sneaked out of the room. When I was in front of Mariah’s room I heard her cry which broke my heart. I put this pain upon her; I broke her heart, again even though I promised I wouldn’t. I slowly opened the door to her room I hoped she didn’t hear me, I think she did though cause she instantly tried to hold the sobs back. I lied down in the bed behind her and wrapper my arms around her. I took a deep breath and got ready to let my feelings out, once for all.

Justin: Mariah, I know you want me to leave you alone and I know that you might hate me but would you just please listen to me for once?

She nods quietly and I start my 4 hour speech…

Justin: Mariah. I hurted you 2 years ago and I’m sorry for that. I should’ve opened my god damn blind eyes and realized that my best friend loved me more than I could ever imagine! I should’ve opened my eyes and realized that I loved Selena, but that I actually loved you more. Not only as my friend, but as more than that. Too bad it took me 2 years to realize that the only girl I truly ever wanted was right there in front of my eyes but I just let her go… I let you go. And I know that you keep telling me that it’s wrong when we kiss, that we shouldn’t act like we’re a couple because that’s obviously wrong as well! And I know that you probably don’t give two fucks about me and my love, but I do love you Mariah! I really do…  

She didn’t say anything and I knew that she didn’t believe me, why would she. I just tightened my grip around her and hoped that she would let me stay with her. She flipped herself so she was lying on her back and looked me directly in the eyes. Her sad tears had disappeared and for some reason she looked happy in some kind of way. She smiled gently at me when she lifted her hand and placed it behind my neck as she pushed herself up and smacked her lips onto mine. I felt the sparkles rise inside me as I realized that this was really happening that this was not just another dream. Her soft lips pulled away from mine and I brushed my nose against hers.

Maybe, she’ll finally be mine…

 

Twitter: @malou_sorensen 

Dum dum dum duuuuuuuuum! That was chapter 7! 

So Justin confessed his love for his dear Mariah, but will they be in a relationship? 

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