Forbidden Love

Alana grew up in a military family in California. She finished high school early at 16 years old and went through schooling to be a body guard. She is one of few female body guards. When she aplies for a job as a body guard for a popular boy band that she has never heard of before, One Direction. She develops feelings for Louis that she doesn't want to adress. But is her will power strong enough to keep her feelings hidden from him and everyone else?


17. Why?

*Christmas Eve Morning*

Alana's P.O.V.

I wake up to being kissed on the cheek repeatedly. I smile and open my eyes. Louis face is above mine and he's smiling. "Hello.", I say tiredly. "Morning, Love. There's some people here to see you, they're waiting in the living room.", he says. "Who?", I ask. "Well why don't you go find out.", he suggests. I get out of bed, change my clothes, and brush out my hair.


Louis follows close behind me as I walk out to the living room. I walk into the living room and see my mother (Helen) and father (Jack) standing in the living room talking to Jay. "Mom! Dad!", I say excitedly. I run over to them and hug them. "I missed you too.", my mother says and chuckles. "I missed you two so much! What are you doing here?", I ask. "Well we were visiting close to here on our tour around Europe and we decided that since we're already here we might as well stay a few days to spend Christmas with you. We rented a hotel room at a hotel nearby.", my dad says.


I look at Louis and hes smiling. "Yay! Oh, and have you met Louis yet?", I ask. "Just long enough to tell him who we are and for him to wake you up.", my dad says. "Alright, so I don't need to introduce you to him.", I say. "Nope. But I would like to talk to him for a few minutes alone, so you and your mother stay here and talk to Johanna and I will take him to talk in the kitchen.", my dad says. I look at Louis and he kisses my forehead and says, "I'll be fine."


He and my father walk into the kitchen leaving me with Jay and my mother. "So how serious are you two?", my mom asks. Wow, I miss my mom's California accent. "Um, not too serious.", I say. Jay clears her throat. "What?", I ask her. "Oh, nothing.", she says. "Okay.", I say confused. "What do you think dad wanted to talk to Louis about?", I ask while starring at the kitchen door. "I'm not sure. He's your father so he's probably telling him not to break your heart or get you pregnant.", my mom says. I laugh and say, "Yep, that wouldn't surprise me. But why didn't he just talk to him out here, he's always talked to Jane's boyfriends in front of other people." Jane's my older sister. "I don't know.", my mom says then asks, "How many children do you have, Johanna?" "Well, I have Louis, he's my oldest. Charlotte, my second oldest. Then there's Félicité. Then I have twins, Daisy and Phoebe.", Jay says. "Wow. I wish I would have had more kids but I only had Jane and Alana.", my mom says. I tune out of their conversation and wait for Louis and my dad to come out of the kitchen.


About five minutes later Louis comes out of the kitchen smiling followed by my dad who is also smiling. I guess that's a good thing. "Hello, love.", Louis says and puts his arm around my shoulder. "How was the talk with my dad?", I ask. "It went well. Your father's a nice man.", he says. "I'm glad you like him.", I say. 


*Christmas morning*

"Ally! Wake up! It's christmas morning! Let's go open presents!", Fizzy yells as she, Daisy, and Phoebe all jump up and down on Louis and my bed. I open my eyes and ask, "Where did Louis go?" "He left with your dad this morning and he just got back, he told us to come wake you up.", Daisy says. "Alright. Let's go.", I say and all of the girls run down stairs to open presents and I just walk.


I make it to the living room and everyone's there. Louis, Jay, mom, dad, Lottie, Fizzy, Daisy, and Phoebe. "Merry Christmas everyone.", I say and yawn. Louis walks over to me and says, "Well someone looks tired." "Yep. You're lucky that your sisters are adorable, I wouldn't have woke up if they weren't.", I say. Daisy, Fizzy, and Phoebe giggle. Louis pecks me on the lips and says, "Let's go open presents." "Alright.", I say.


I sit down on the couch between him and Lottie. "Alright, who wants there present first?", Jay asks. Louis' sisters start bouncing up and down. Jay gives each of her daughters a gift then passes one to Louis then one to me. "You didn't have to get me anything.", I say. "Just open it.", she says. I laugh and rip the wrapping paper off of it. It's in a clothing box so I open it and it's a nice bright purple dress, a color that always made my eyes stand out. "You can't wear it yet because it's winter, but I thought you might like it.", Jay says. "I love it, thank you so much.", I say and give her a hug.


"My turn. I got a gift for all of you girls to share, don't worry, your mother already gave me permission to give you it.", my mother says. She gets up and leaves the room. I look at Jay with a confused look on my face. All of the girls gasp when my mother walks into the room carrying a Beagle puppy. She hands the puppy over to Lottie and says, "I found her at an animal shelter nearby and thought that she could use a good home and that the four of you would like a puppy." "Thank you so much!", they all say almost at the same time. "You're very welcome. Take good care of her.", my mom says. "Louis and Ally, we got a present for you to share.", my mom says. I look at Louis and he looks just as confused as I was. My mother passes us a large box and we unwrap it and open the box. It's a huge scrap book and a camera. "I want you two to take pictures so you can save your memories. Ally, your father and I didn't keep many things from our earlier days of our relationship and we wish we would have, especially now that were older and starting to forget more things.", my mother says. "Thank you mom.", I say. "Yes, thank you.", Louis says.


"My turn for gifts I believe.", Louis adds. He passes out gifts to his mother and sisters and they take their turns opening them. "I got you a present, Ally, but I didn't wrap it.", Louis says. He gets up off of the couch and gets down on one knee. His little sisters gasp and so do I. He pulls out and ring box and asks, "Ally, will you marry me?" What? Oh my god. I can't. I love him but what will happen if I want to settle down and have kids? He can't just leave his band to stay with me. No, I can't do this. I want to marry him, but for his own good I can't. I'm not good for Louis or his future, I just can't.


"I... I... I can't.", I say and feel a tear run down my cheek. Louis face drops and he looks down at the floor. "I'm so sorry.", I say and run from the room. I run to Louis' room and break down crying on the bed. I hear the door open but I don't look to see who it is. "Why? Do you not love me? Are you not ready for this? What is it, because I'm completely confused.", I hear Louis say, he sounds like he's crying. I sit up and take a deep breath. I look up at Louis and he's crying and very, very confused. "I love you, I really do. It's just.... I don't know. I'm not good for you. And what if I want to settle down and have kids? You can't leave your band and stay with me. I need to leave, I need to go home with my parents and figure things out.", I say. "So your scared? That's why you wont marry me? Now your going to leave me because your scared.", he says, he now sounds mad. "I'm sorry. I have to. I don't fit in your life, you're famous and your future is with your band not with me.", I say. "Please don't leave.", he says. "I'm sorry, Louis. Tell the boys that I'm quitting my job and that I will miss them. I'm sorry." He nods but doesn't move.  I get up from the bed and start packing my stuff. I have all of my clothes packed and Louis is still not moving, he's just standing by the bed with tears running down his cheek. I walk towards the door and look back at Louis, he's still not moving.


I take a deep breath and walk out to the living room. I step into the living room and Jay asks, "Are you leaving? Did you two break up?" "Yeah. I'm not right for him. He might not understand why I'm doing this now, but in the long run it will be in his best interest.", I say. She nods and I turn to my mom and say, "I'm going to go back to L.A. I'll call Jane later to see if I can stay with her for a little while." "Are you sure you want to do this? You two seem really happy together.", she says. "We were happy, but I'm not right for him.", I say. "Okay. Stay with your father and I at our hotel for a few days and I will send you home on a plane in a few days. I don't want you to leave right away incase you change your mind.", she says. "Alright. Can we leave now?", I ask, I can feel the tears coming again.

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