Long Distances....

They say distance will only make our love stronger... but what if it doesn't? What if I fall in love... again? What if you fall in love with someone else? ... What if this distance tears us apart?

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1. It all began with a...

Sim's POV

"You know he loves you?" Lexie sighed into the phone call.

I sighed and slumped onto my bed, putting her on loud speaker, and playing with my fingers.

"That's what I used to think Lex... but now I don't know anymore! He hasn't once bothered to come and see me in London for the whole 2 years that we've been together! like what kind of relationship is this?! He knows I can't come to America to meet him... my parents... they don't know about us... they wouldn't allow it! but still he doesn't even bother! it's just like this is a whole big joke to him!" I screamed down the phone.

"You know he loves you Sim! Stop being in denial of it!" Lexie replied a bit shakily.

"You didn't answer my question Lexie..." I literally spat down the phone in anger.

"He loves you... that's all i'm going to-" She replied in a monotone voice.

I sighed and ended the call before she could say anything else.

I looked over to the other side of my bed and picked up the basket of flowers and chocolates I had recieved from a certain 'somebody' from the town of SC.

I picked out the card and the rose attatched to it.

I opened up the card and traced my finger over those three special words that he wrote.

"I love you..." I read under my breath.

"Lot's of love... Josh" I continued reading down the page.

I sighed and ripped the card in 2.

"Then show me you do!" I screamed at the top of my voice.

I picked off the rose and started picking off the petals one by one.

"He loves me..." I picked off a petal.

"He loves me not..." I picked off another petal.

I continued doing so until I came to the last 2 petals.

"He loves me not..." I said as I was about to pick off the last petal, I heard a slight vibration on my bed.

I sighed and threw the rose on the floor and stepped on it and twisted my foot to make a pulp of it.

"I guess i'll never know..."

I grabbed my phone and jacket and stomped down the stairs.

"Morning Simran, I've got a list of chores for you to do today! you need to start off with babysi-"

I stormed out the door and slammed the door behind me, cutting my mum off. I wasn't in the mood... right now... all I wanted.... was to be alone.

I plopped in my headphones and turned up my music as loud as I could.

"Fuck my ears..." I muttered as I continued running.

The funny thing was, only my depressing songs were playing... to be exact... Ed Sheeran.

I continued running until I reached where I wanted to be... the middle of nowhere.

I slumped down on the grass and pulled out my phone. I scrolled through my messages... not a single one from Josh.

"Yeah... I feel the love bro..." I muttered under my breath as I continued searching through my messages.

"Lexie... Katelin...Salha...Zainab....Yasmin...Negin....Lexie...Katelin..." and the cycle continued. I wasn't in the mood to answer any of them... the only person I wanted to talk to was Josh... and he couldn't even bother to text me for once in his life.

That's when WMYB blasted in my ears.

I groaned and pulled out my headphones. Then I laughed... evily.

"The only song my so called 'boyfriend' ever knew...."

I sighed. I loved 1D... I really did. But they really weren't helping at the moment. I heard a slight thunder and looked up towards the sky. The clouds were turning grey.

I sighed. "It always has to rain when my days suck... and that's mostly every day... WELL DONE RAIN!"

I screamed towards the sky throwing my hands up in desperation.

I scrunched my knees upto my chest and felt the tears roll down my cheeks and for the first time in my life... I didn't want them to stop....

I laughed slightly, "Even the sky loves me more than he does... it always comes to visit me"

"I love you sky" I muttered under my breath.

I closed my eyes.

"This distance is killing me Josh... if only you knew... if only it was killing you as much as it was killing me..."

I opened my eyes and shut them straight away when I saw the lightining.

I smiled as I remembered the first time we talked...

"It all began with an email... a fucking email...if only that never happened..."

I smiled through the words even though they hurt as hell...

"You don't mean that love..."

I heard a husky voice whisper from behind me.

 

A/N SO HOW DO U LIKE THE FIRST CHAPTER?! I WONDER WHO THE HUSKY VOICED GUY IS?! CLUE! HE TALKS REALLLLLY SLOWLY *wink* BUT HE'S PERFECT TOOOO ME <3 LET ME KNOW WHAT U GUYS THINK IN THE COMMENTS BELOW!!!!!!!!!!!

(AND YES MY POOPIES! MY CAPLOCKS BUTTON IS BROKEN! #SWAGGGGAAAYY)

 

LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

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