Jeanette and Niall Horan had been best friends since primary school, but he started touring and everything changed. During an unexpected return, will things between Jean and Niall change? or will she find love with another band member?


2. Emptiness

"A dance! Perfect! I trust you girls to do this right." Ms.Mccormick the school principal said. It was now lunch period and we were discussing how to prepare for the dance. "We totally need something exciting, something people won't see coming!" Taylor said excitedly "We should make it carnival themed! That would be over the top amazing" exclaimed Hannah " Yeah but we need a surprise, a guest appearance by a band. OH MY GOSH THAT'S PERFECT WE NEED A BAND!" Said Taylor I flinched at the word band, I thought of Niall right away. God I missed him so much. One Direction would be perfect but getting them would be nearly impossible. The thought of Niall brought back so many memories, I got up and ran out of the cafeteria.


----------- TAYLOR'S P.O.V

I could tell by the look on Jean's face that she had an idea, she looked hurt but lit up. She must've been thinking of One Direction! Of course she always mentioned Niall was her best friend and they're a great band, could she be any more transparent. One Direction would be the perfect choice for this dance, it would definitely be inviting and such a surprise for Jean to be reunited with her BFF. I must get the boys of One Direction to come to the dance, and I won't stop till I have. 



The last bell of the day rung, I gathered my stuff and sprinted out of class only to be stopped by Eric Blue, my ex boyfriend. Ever since I broke up with him last fall he started bullying me, calling me fat, worthless and a slut. I never payed much mind to him but today I wasn't up for it. "Yo Guys!" Eric called to his friends, "look the slut stopped by" he said pushing me. My cheeks turned red with anger and I snapped. "Look Eric just because I broke up with you doesn't mean you have to put up a douchebag act to hide your pathetic feelings!" I yelled as I slapped him hard. I made way and walked away from his little group as they stood there in shock. When I reached my street I started to cry, thinking of all the things Eric has done to me, even while we were in a relationship he was abusive towards me, I needed someone there for me. I know for a fact that if Niall were still my best friend he wouldn't stand for it. I was so tired of hiding this from my friends, I was tired of acting like everything is okay when in reality my life is a mess, I feel alone, almost empty. I walked into my house, not surprised to find that there was no one home. I ran up to my room and locked myself in the bathroom, I searched and searched until I found what I was looking for. No one cared what happened to me, no one bothered to find out. I grabbed the razor and slowly brought it down to my lower arm, I closed my eyes and slit my wrists. It felt painful but the sight of the wine red blood comforted me, it reminded me that I was alive. I kept cutting until I realized I was starving. I ran to my kitchen and fetched almost everything I could find. Old fettuccine,garlic bread, muffins, potatoes and some coke. I devoured it all only to rush back into the bathroom and return all I had eaten, I shoved my fingers down my throat and watched how all of the food flowed out of me, I felt weak but I liked it. The next couple of hours were a blur, I must've passed out because I remembered nothing. I woke up to find Hannah and Taylor sat at my bed jumping up and down with excitement. "What's going on?" I asked confused "Um did you forget? Every other Friday is our girls night out! We're going to the mall remember!" Hannah stated more than asked. "Right. how could I forget" I lied "Just let me get a sweater, it's probably chilly out." I didn't bother to hide my scars from them at the moment, if they noticed they'd ask, if not then I'm in luck.

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