Jeanette and Niall Horan had been best friends since primary school, but he started touring and everything changed. During an unexpected return, will things between Jean and Niall change? or will she find love with another band member?


16. Come back.

"Unfortunately..." The doctor started, I had an idea of where this was going. I couldn't bare to hear this. "I regret to inform you, Ms.Sander has passed-" He was interrupted by Hannah's scream, she was on the floor, sobbing. 


"Miss, please calm down. The patient died due to extreme blood loss and a fracture in the head"

"NO! Let me see her please I need to see her!" She was crying even more now, Niall and the boys were in shock, tears poured from their faces. I couldn't believe what I had just heard... My best friend, is dead. Hannah launched herself at the doctor after he refused to let her go in and see Taylor. I tried to comfort her, the boys tried to comfort her, but she wouldn't let us, she pushed me away.

"LEAVE ME ALONE!" She yelled, "I DON'T WANT TO SEE ANY OF YOU EVER AGAIN!!" Especially you!" She said looking at me, with that she marched out of the hospital, tears still running down her cheeks. I just lost both of my best friends, I am completely alone.



I haven't talked to Hannah since Taylor's funeral, and that was 2 months ago. She's changed now, she acts differently, dresses differently, she is different. Our week vacation finished, so we were back to school. The dance was canceled because of Taylor's death, everyone in school loved her. Things were so different now. I can't help but feel like Taylor is dead because of me, I would do anything to trade places with her, to give her her life back. Mom is never around, Hannah has forgotten about me, and if it weren't for the boys I would be completely alone. Niall has also changed, we all have, when you've suffered such a terrible loss, you change. Lately, I spend most of my time writing letters to Taylor, she's one of the only people I have ever trusted, I miss her so much.

" Dear Taylor,

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you, I miss you so much. Everyone does, we're all greatly affected. I wish you were here..."

I started writing Taylor another letter, but there was a knock on the door. I was still in my pajamas at 3pm on a Saturday afternoon. I rushed downstairs and opened the door. The boys were standing on my front porch, with sad frowns on their faces. Seeing them like this made me cry, soon enough we were all crying on my doorstep. I tried to smile and wipe the tears away.

"come on in guys" I said. They walked inside without saying a word. We spent the whole day at mine, watching movies... Well Taylor's favorite movies. Mom called earlier, said she was taking an over night trip for her job, as usual she'll leave when I need her the most. I need my mother to tell me that everything will get better eventually, I need her to tell me that she loves me. I need a maternal figure in my life, I guess she doesn't care.

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