Writing To Abigail

**THIS STORY MAY BE TRIGGERING TO SELF HARM AND EATING DISORDERS!**

Abigail was my best friend.
She disappeared one day and never came back.
Well that's what they want me to think.
But I know what happened.
You gave me the note, and promised to meet me again in heaven some day.
I write letters to Abigail every day, hoping maybe she'd read them, maybe she could help.
Sometimes I can feel her, but she's not here.
Abby, please save me?

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13. July 13

July 13.

Abigail, 

I stopped at 50 hours. Oh my god I am such a failure. I'm so sorry Abby, you must be so disappointed in me. I won't be skinny anytime soon eating like a cow. I'm going to punish myself, I will. I deserve it.

I am such a bad girl, not following the rules. Abby, I can't do this correctly, ever.

You could.

Why couldn't I be more like you?

Why can't I be more like you?
I'll write as I punish myself, so you know exactly what's going through my mind.

I'm taking out my razor.

I drag it across my legs.

My fat huge legs.

I will punish myself so much.

I need to.

I won't stop.

Maybe I'll die.

Deeper.

Faster

More.

More.

More.

More.

Come on.

Owe.

I deserve this. 

Fuck it.

Fu

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