She's Not Afraid

"She's not afraid of all the attention,she's not afraid of running wild, howcome she's so afraid of falling in love?" horrible.
Cancer... is deadly.
Cancer... makes you loose everything.
I was 12, when i found out. My mum cried. I suffered through it. The doctors tried everything, and it wouldn't go away. When I turned 13, it went away. I lived through it. I had someone go through everything with me (besides my mum) and she's still with me and always will be. Her name is Leah. She is my best friend. I love her and nothing, i mean NOTHING will tear us apart. She would visit me at the hospital everyday, and never left my side.
Being sick is one thing, but having cancer is another.
When i mentioned how it went away, lets hope it doesn't come back...Then one day I met a boy, that might change my life...
This story is about unconditional love, that invols ups and downs. (WARNING! If your very emotional, i suggest you dont read this, or just have a box of tissues with you!)


19. I'm Done

Ingrid's POV

    Niall told me to meet him at the park in an hour. He said it was a surprise.

I took a quick shower, and got dressed. I put on a pair of mediam-blue jeans with a nice purple shirt and a matching cardigan. I went to my closet and pulled out a pair of purple Converse.

It was getting closer to 7pm, so i grabbed my phone and purse, then went to find Leah. She was sitting on the couch, with her mind focused on her phone in her hands.

"Hey" I said while plopping down next to her.

"Hi" She said. Not looking up from her phone. I narrowed my eyes to her phone, wondering what she's doing. She was texting Harry.

"Well, I have to go soon. Niall wants me to meet him at the park." I said, looking at the clock on the wall above the couch.

"That's cool" She still didn't look up. I sighed and got up from the couch. I looked at Leah one last time, before i headed out the door. Before i shut the door behind me, Leah spoke up.

"Wait!" I heard her running towards the door."I'm sorry for not paying attention. Harry won't stop texting me!" She said rolling her eyes. I giggled at her silliness.

"It's fine. I have to go, see you later." I gave Leah a hug in forgiveness. She waved 'bye' before i got in the car.


I still had about ten minutes, so i stopped at Starbucks for a coffee. I pulled in the driveway and saw a familiar car parked next to me. I couldn't think of whose it was. I shrugged my shoulders and headed for the entrance.

Once i entered, the smells of coffee, chocolate, and whiped cream filled the air. The sounds of people talking with eachother, the workers working, and the clean squeaky floor beneath my feet. "One small coffee please." I told the young girl behind the counter. "Comming right up!" She said. I thanked her and went to sit at a table.

I searched the place, looking around the room. It was nicely decorated. I looked some more, and someone caught my eye. It was Louis. He was sitting at a table with a...girl. She had brown hair. Her back was facing me, so thats all i could see. The ends were blonde, and her hair went down a little bit below her shoulders. It looks like it could be Trinity! That's whose car I saw! They were both laughing and talking. Why wouldn't Trinity tell us she was going on a date with Louis?!They do seem cute together though. They're both funny, charming, cheeky, and they both talk alot.

As i was thinking, my thoughts were inturrupted by a coffee cup being placed infront of me. I thanked the lady, and got up to leave. Louis and Trinity were still in a deep conversation. I just brushed it off. It's not that big a deal. If she didn't want to tell Leah and I, I'm okay with it.

I went out the door and headed to my red Kia. I sat in the drvers seat and put my coffee in the cup holder. I started the car, and turned out of the parcking lot.

By the time I parcked to go to the park, i had finished my coffee. I checked myself in the rear-view-mirror before getting out of the car. I walked along the sidewalk, and entered the park. The place was empty. No one there. i walked deeper into the park searching for Niall. I then found a little area, the trees had lights hanging from them, a blanket was layed on the ground with a picnic basket sitting on top of it. But something was missing. Niall.

I started walking some more hoping to find him. Beyond the little pond in the middle of the park were two figures. I couldn't really make out who they were. I walked a little closer. About 20 feet away from the two people standing near a tree. It was Niall and...Taylor?!  I tried listening to their conversation, but i had no luck. I couldn't understand what they were saying. Then i saw something that made me break into a thousand pieces.

They kissed.



I ran. ran and never looked back. Tears were streaming down my face like a waterfall. I hopped into my car, and slammed my fists against the wheel." Why does this happen to me! Isn't it enough that i'm gonna die soon?!" I said to myself. I turned the car on, and drove out of there. I wasn't sure where I was going, but i kept driving.

I finally reached an old railroad station at the end of a street. I stopped the car, not caring were i was parcked. I got out of the car and started walking towards the worn down railroad station.

What if i end everything now? No one would care if i leave. My best friend hardly ever talks to me, my 'boyfriend' is kissing some other girl, and i have no one else. No one loves me. No one cares. I'm gonna die soon, anyway.

I made my way on the tracks, and stood there waiting. A slight breeze brushed my skin. I closed my eyes and patiently waited.

I felt the tracks beneath my feet shake. A bright light ahead of me. The train got closer. The light was so bright, it nearly blinded me. *WOOP WOOP* I guess they noticed me standing here. The noise was signaling me to get off the tracks. I didn't listen. The train was close. I closed my eyes and memories of my life flashed through my mind.

First day of school.

First crush.

Finding out about the cancer.

Leaving america.

My mum and dads divorce.

The cancer going away.

Living with Leah.

Falling in love.






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