She's Not Afraid

"She's not afraid of all the attention,she's not afraid of running wild, howcome she's so afraid of falling in love?" horrible.
Cancer... is deadly.
Cancer... makes you loose everything.
I was 12, when i found out. My mum cried. I suffered through it. The doctors tried everything, and it wouldn't go away. When I turned 13, it went away. I lived through it. I had someone go through everything with me (besides my mum) and she's still with me and always will be. Her name is Leah. She is my best friend. I love her and nothing, i mean NOTHING will tear us apart. She would visit me at the hospital everyday, and never left my side.
Being sick is one thing, but having cancer is another.
When i mentioned how it went away, lets hope it doesn't come back...Then one day I met a boy, that might change my life...
This story is about unconditional love, that invols ups and downs. (WARNING! If your very emotional, i suggest you dont read this, or just have a box of tissues with you!)


13. I Can't Love You

Ingrid's POV

    I felt bad for not saying anything to Niall, I do love him, i just can't. I just can't put him through loosing me.

I fell asleep with his arm wrapped around me. I woke up to see him slightly snoring. i watched his chest rise and fall as he breathed. I kissed his baby-soft cheek. He opened his eyes.

"Hey, beautiful" His said in a sexy morning voice.

"Hi" I smiled at him. I could tell he was about to kiss me, so i quikly got up and went to the bathroom. he looked a bit hurt. I felt really bad. i can't kiss him, i just can't.

Niall's POV

  Why didn't she want to kiss me? I feel like someone punched my heart. I really wanted to kiss those kissable lips. I want to do something special for her. I'm gonna surprise her with a date! Tonight i'm gonna tell her to meet me at the park, I'm gonna prepare us some dinner. Then, i'm gonna sing her a song!

My thoughts were interuppted by the bathroom door opening. I saw Ingrid come out. I could see tear stains on her face. She wouln't look at me. What's wrong with her? I could feel a tear about to escape my eye, but i wiped it away. It's hard to think that someone you love so much, is gonna...pass.

"Ingrid?" I called out to her. She stopped and turned around, but didn't say anything."Can you please meet me at the park tonight? She seemed as if she was debating in her head before she finally answered.

"Sure. What time?"

"7-ish?" I asked.

"ok" She then left the room and went downstairs. I feel so bad for her. She must be suffering.

I went downstairs after i got dressed and grabbed some breakfast. I then headed to the living room. Right before i entered, i heard someone crying. I stopped in my tracks and just listend to the two people talking.

"I don't know what to do,Leah! I can't love him! I'm afraid of loosing him! I'm afraid of him loosing me! I'm going back to America to see my mum." It's was Ingrid. 

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