My Big Brother

Ashely Styles is 11 months younger than Harry. She loves her brother to death. They're best friends. Everyone knows who they are. Especially Ashely's name. She's every boy's dream girl. Funny, wild, crazy. And good looking. She charms her way out of trouble. Harry thinks no one is good enough for his sister. He scares off every guy she goes on a date with. He loves her to death. Ashely's his best friend aside from his three other mates (Niall, Louis and Liam). But not even they are allowed to look at her for too long let alone ask her to prom without approval.

"Leave me alone!" I yelled at him.

"Why are you acting like this?!" He followed me up to my room.

Tears welled up in my eyes as I hung up my phone.

"I CAN'T BELIEIEVE YOU!" I pushed him out of my room.

"Ashely! What did I do!?" He begged for an explination.

"Never talk to me again! You're not my brother!" I screamed.

He made him leave. He did this.


29. His Story

"I never did enjoy life. People always found something to pick at about. My Mum thought I could've done better in school. My Dad wished I was more athletic. But I was always into art, music. Things like that. Never hurt anyone, right? Well, it did hurt me. I remember one day, I was at school. There was this tree I always sat against that was in the corner of the field. I was out of everyone's way. That's where I would listen to music and draw during recess. Just to get away from life for the 45 minutes of free time we had. Never did I think it was bad. But one day, these two boys came up to me. Both of them were bigger and older than me. They said drawing was for girls. They threw my book onto the ground and then gave me a football. They told me to throw it as hard as I could. So I did. Only, it fell to the ground only 5 feet away. One of the boys pushed me to the ground then they began to rip the pages out of my book. I tried to grab it from them and stop them but they wouldn't. I was pushed to the ground once again. After two and a half minutes, they threw the pages and empy book onto the ground. Then the same boy who had pushed me first snapped my iPod in half. That night, I went to my parents and told them what had happened. Mum didn't believe me. She said I was going to a safe school. My Dad said I broke the iPod myself and that I should just face up to the consequences and not to blame others for my faults. Mum then told my aunts and uncles what happened and said their side of the story. Not mine. And it hurt. I ran to my room and locked myself in there. I didn't come out for a whole week." Zayn shook his head and bit his lip hard. "Sh.. Sh.." I rubbed my thumb over his cheek. He regained the strength to continue. "I couldn't believe it. I returned to school that following week. People thought I was dead. Everyone thought I had killed myself. Everyone wanted me to kill myself." A bullet shot through my heart. Zayn bit his lip and took a deep breath. "Mum still didn't believe me. Dad didn't either. I tried to tell my sisters but they told me not to be a baby. I couldn't believe this. I mean, they were my family. Because of them, I did want to die." He paused for a moment. "Day of my birthday, I was turning 14. Mum sent out an invitation to everyone I had a class with regaurdless if I talked to them or not. I tried to stop her but there was no choice. No one came to my birthday that year." He shook his head. "No one even said happy birthday to me besides my family. I decided to take a walk that night. Only to get jumped by a group of boys. 'Do you really think we'd want to your birthday!? You're a loser!' One of them said to me. I was all bruised up. I ran home and straight to my room. Mum opened the door and looked at me. 'What happened, Zayn!?' She screamed. All I did was shake my head and turn away from her. I didn't cry. No. That's the day I realized that I have nobody." Zayn took a moment to collect his thoughts. "I began to fight with many boys, get into a lot of trouble, I sucked at school. I was disappointing everyone around me. But did I change? No. If I had to change for anybody, it would have to be myself. But how can I change myself if I didn't even love myself? Slashes began to appear on my left wrist. I was darker. I was more secretive. I'd blow up on anyone regaurdless who they were. I got expelled from three schools in my town for fighting. Did I care? No." He said. Zayn held me tightly. "Then my Mum moved here with me. She didn't want to take my sisters because they were okay and didn't want to switch schools. My dad was so upset with me because he thought I was breaking my parents marriage. That I was a disappointment to the family. He didn't even say goodbye to me. When I walked into my new school, all I could think was 'Nothing's going to change. There's no point in trying.' I hated myself so badly. I was actually planning to kill myself that following weekened. That was the weekend of the game." His voice cracked. I could tell he didn't even want to speak of Hayden or what he tried to do with me. All Zayn did was hold me tighter. "But then I met you and after all the events we went through, I realized that you mean so much to me." He smiled slightly. Tears began to fall from his eyes quickly. "Ashely, you saved me." He weeped. I was crying as well. I held him tightly. We sat up and cried into each other's shoulders. "I finally have someone to trust. Someone to live for. And yeah, we've only been dating for a week but in that little time, you've changed my life so much." He whispered. "Thank you so much, Ash." I hugged him tightly. "Zayn, thank you for telling me this." He pulled away and wiped my eyes. "I'm sorry for making you cry." "Don't worry about it." I slightly smiled then wiped his face with my sleeve. Zayn took a deep breath. "It feels so much better having someone to talk to." "I'm always here if you need me." I smiled. "I promise." Zayn opened his mouth to say something but then changed his mind and kissed me instead. His face was still hot with tears and I could feel his lip quiver. He held me tightly and began to cry again. I patted his back. "Zayn, I don't want to lose you. If something's bothering you, just tell me. I'll help you through it. Just please, don't do anything to harm yourself anymore. I can't imagine life without you now that you've changed me so much." I said. "Your life would probably go back to normal." He said in a low grumble. "But I don't want my life to be normal. I want it to be wild and courageous. Things that you have made it." I said. Zayn put his forehead on mine and took a deep breath. I wiped the fresh tears from his face and he wiped the fallen few from mine. We smiled at each other. "You've changed my life for the better." He whispered. "You're the reason why I'm still here. The feelings I feel for you are so strong. I like you a lot, Ash. I don't want to let go of you." "You'll never have to let go of me." I said as he held me. "Now let go of me." I teased while putting my hands on his arms that were wrapped tightly around me. He held me so close that I was now on his lap. I wrapped my arms around his neck and grinned widely. "I don't want to let go of you, though." He kissed me once again. I smiled through it. I didn't want to leave that night. I just wanted to stay in his arms forever. By now, our crying at stopped and we were back to normal. Zayn took me downstairs and shut the door behind him. "I'll see you tomorrow." I hugged him. He rested his head on mine and hugged me back. "I can't wait." Zayn gave me a long, pationate kiss. When we pulled away we just stayed in each other's embrace. "Bye beautiful. I lo- I'll see you later." He kissed my forehead then opened the door. "Bye Zayn." I waved. AUTHORS NOTE: HIYA! Does anyone even read these??? Does anyone care? Oh well!  I honestly love you guys for favoriting and liking and urging me to update. It means so much to me you guys! You don't understand. Thanks so much for loving my story and everything! Hopefully I'll manage to get this story finished before I have to go back to the hospital again...Idk tho... ~Luv KittyKat <3
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