My Big Brother

Ashely Styles is 11 months younger than Harry. She loves her brother to death. They're best friends. Everyone knows who they are. Especially Ashely's name. She's every boy's dream girl. Funny, wild, crazy. And good looking. She charms her way out of trouble. Harry thinks no one is good enough for his sister. He scares off every guy she goes on a date with. He loves her to death. Ashely's his best friend aside from his three other mates (Niall, Louis and Liam). But not even they are allowed to look at her for too long let alone ask her to prom without approval.

"Leave me alone!" I yelled at him.

"Why are you acting like this?!" He followed me up to my room.

Tears welled up in my eyes as I hung up my phone.

"I CAN'T BELIEIEVE YOU!" I pushed him out of my room.

"Ashely! What did I do!?" He begged for an explination.

"Never talk to me again! You're not my brother!" I screamed.

He made him leave. He did this.


46. Happy Birthday!

*Ashely's POV*

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" Louis suddenly screamed, causing me to jump 10 feet into the air then land on the floor of my hospital room. "Oh shit, sorry babe. Forgot you're jumpy."

"Haha, you're so funny." I narrowed my eyes then stood up. Louis picked out his phone and answered it.

"You've got Tomlinson. Yes. Here she is." Louis pushed the phone up to my ear before I can even peek at the caller ID.

"Happy birthday, babe." His soothing voice spoke into my ear. "I would call your phone but it seems your Mum has it."

"Thanks, Zayn." I smiled then sat down. "Do you have to go to school tomorrow?"

"Not really. I mean, Mum did find out I skipped because when I came home for lunch, she found our backpacks and uniforms in my room. But then I told her you're in the hospital and she told me I could stay and come over. Mum says happy birthday, by the way." He explained nonchalantly.

"Tell her I said thank you." I smiled.

"So, what are you doing?" He asked as Louis put the phone on speaker.

"She's about to go to bed." Louis pushed me down onto the bed. "Say goodnight to your boyfriend!"

"Wait." I whined. "Zayn, will you sing me that song? The one you sang earlier?" I begged.

He cleared his voice. "Only if you take me off of speaker." I looked at Louis who nodded.

"Alright, you're off." I laid on my side and pulled the sheets over my shoulder, My back towards Louis. "You don't have to sing the whole thing."

I heard a soft chuckle leave his lips. "They don't know about the things we do. They don't know about the "I love you"s. But I bet you if they only knew, They would just be jealous of us. They don't know about the up all nights. They don't know I've waited all my life, just to find a love that feels this right. Babe they don't know about us."

"I Love you so much, Zayn." I whispered as I felt my eyes getting heavier. "Thanks for everything."

"Don't thank me for anything. I love you so much as well. You go to sleep and when you wake up, I'll be there." He said. "If I'm not, fall back asleep and wait until I am."

I giggled. "I'm giving it back to Louis. Goodnight." I yawned.

"Goodnight beautiful." He says before I hand it off to Louis.

"I'll be down the hall. Alright?" Louis said tucking in the sheets. "Will you be alright?"

I nodded. "Night, Lou."

"Night, princess." He whispered before shutting the door behind him.

A smile crept across my face. Zayn just makes my day.

*Zayn's POV*

"Night, princess." I heard Louis say before clicking the door closed.

"How is she doing?" I asked him while I stared at myself in the mirror. "Will she be able to be out by Saturday?"

"I don't know. She may seem okay but anything can happen. Ashely is as fragile-"

"As a porcelain doll. Harry told me when he drove me home." I rolled my eyes.

"Oh... He drove you home?" Louis asked.

I creased my eyebrows and looked at the ground. "Why do you say it like that?"

"Just..." His voice trailed off. There was another click of a door and a bit of moving round. "Just.. I don't see how he could even be in the same space as the boy who put his sister back in the hospital and not kill that person but.... Its whatever, I guess."

My eyes shot back up to my reflection. Calm down, Zayn. Calm down. Louis is the nicest person you know. Don't let your anger get the best of you. Not again.

"I.... She told you?" Was all I could gasp out.

"She tells me all the things she can't tell Harry. Which pretty much means anything that has to do with boys." He explained. "How could you do such a thing to such an innocent girl?"

"Louis, I-"

"What kind of person are you?! You fucking disgust me, right now. Ashely may not be able to see past your lies but I can."

"What did I lie about?!" I was in utter confusion.

"You don't love her! You wouldn't have hurt her if you did! Besides, you're 16! What the he'll do you know about "Love"?! You just can't say these kinds of lies to Ashely!" He spat.

"I'm not lying!" I gritted through my teeth. "Who the hell are you?! Love doesn't have an age restriction! I do love her and I don't care what you say!"

"You two are just kids! I mean, I'm the oldest one of the bunch and I don't even know what love is exactly! How the hell are you supposed to?!" He interrogated.

"You haven't found the one yet, Louis! That's why you don't know what love is! And no one knows what love exactly feels like so when it happens, you sometimes don't realize it. But if you need to know what I feel, I'll tell you and then you will tell me if these feelings Are just childish."

Louis stayed silent so I took it as a signal to go on.

"I feel wanted. I feel like someone actual wants me to exist. I have someone to trust with all of my secrets and I know she'll accept me, my past, my present and my future. When I'm with her, I'm the happiest person on the planet. I finally have someone to be there for me. Someone to hold during those cold nights. There is finally a girl who can put up with all of my whining. I have someone to remind me that I'm better than what I am. I have someone who needs me just as much as I need them. I have someone to Love and live for. I have her." All of my honesty went into that small speech. My eyes met the mirror once again. "I'm disgusted with myself, too. Please Louis, find the nearest baseball bat and beat me."

"I really should! Did you listen to your little paragraph right there? You have the best girlfriend ever and you still let that little green monster inside get the best of you. I am seriously about to take a scalpel and cut your head open to find your fucking brain!"

"Please do." I fell face first into my bed. "And she says she forgives me but I know for a fact she doesn't."

Though my voice was muffled, He still heard me because he replied with a "You better do something about it." Louis paused. "What was going through your mind in that moment anyways?"

I groaned and rubbed my hand through my hair. "I don't even know." I sighed and picked my face up so he could hear me better. "I get very jealous very easily and it's horrible. I have anger management next month but I'm scared. A lot can happen in a month. What if I flip out again? What will she do? Help me, Louis!"

He smirked. "Lucky for you, I know they have an all day class tomorrow in the hospital. In the D Wing. From 8:30 to 5. It's long, I know but its for those who need to contain themselves before holidays."

"But tomorrow's Ashely's birthday. I wanted to spend all day with her. And, she promised she'd sit with me during the classes." I said. "I don't want to be there alone."

"She wouldn't be able to sit in there if she wanted to. There are people who could hurt her in there. She'll understand why You can't spend tomorrow with her. But, with a few arrangements, I can make sure you're with us at lunch. Plus, Harry isn't going to stay after 5 since he has a dentist appointment and won't be back until 6:30. Weird dentist, right? He works late nights. Anyways, that can ensure a dinner date. Maybe you can make it up to her then." Louis insisted.

I sighed. "So, I can just walk in?"


"I'm proud of you, Zayn." Mum kissed my cheek as we stood in the corridor.

"Mum, Ash is watching!" I whined as I saw her come around the corner. She was dressed in grey sweatpants and a pink hoodie. Her curly hair was pulled back with a hair band. She caught my Mum kissing me and giggled. "Morning birthday girl!" I winked.

She skipped over and hugged me tightly, a squeal leaving her mouth as she did. "Zaynie!" She grinned.

"How are you?" I tilted her head up.

"Better." She kissed my cheek. I blushed.

"Oh, she can kiss you, but you're own mother can't? Remember, I gave birth to you." Mum groaned. Ashely pulled away and hugged her.

"Morning, Mum!" Ashely giggled.

"Happy Birthday! I brought you a present!" Mum pulled away and grabbed her purse. Mum gave Ashely a small bag.

Ashely opened it and grinned. "A new beanie! Thanks, Mum! You know how my hair can get in these winds. It's just what I needed!" It was a dark green colour.

"I'm glad you like it." Mum smiled.

"Like it? I love it!" Ashely pulled it on. She's the only one who can probably pull a mix matched outfit.

"Did they give you drugs or something?" I wrapped her in a hug again. "You're so peppy."

"Niall brought me candy. I'm seeing rainbows!" She joked. "I'm just happy. It's my birthday for crying out loud! Do you want me to be depressed?"

"No, I like this." I rubbed my nose against her neck. "It's so cute. Oops. I mean scrum-dilly- umptious."

"That tickles." She laughed.

"Zayn, I have to go. I'll see you after work." Mum said. I pulled away from Ash and hugged her tightly.

"Wish me luck?" I whispered.

"Good luck." Mum gently said into my ear and rubbed small circles into my back.

"I'm sorry for all of the crap I've put you through." As I said that, I thought of all the times I've flipped on her and my sisters. "Tell the girls That I love them."

"You're not going to war, Zayn!" Mum chuckled as she pulled slightly away so that she was now looking at me.

"I know.. But still. You guys didn't deserve any of it." I explained. "I'm so sorry."

"Listen." Mum placed her hand on my cheek. "No matter what happens, no matter how angry you get or as many times you may say you hate me, you'll always be my baby boy."

"Mum, I can never hate you!" I gasped. "Never. You're my Mum! Same for Dad!"

She smiled. "Thanks for what you're doing. I am very proud of you, Zayn."

I bit my lip to keep from screaming. "You are?" She nodded. "Oh, Mum!" I grasped her tightly. "You don't know how long I've been waiting to hear this."

"You don't know how long I've waited for you to finally be happy." She pulled away once more and smiled. "Good luck, Zayn. I love you."

"I love you too, Mummy." I kissed her cheek.

"Thanks for the beanie, Mrs.Malik." Ashely sniffled. "Look at you two! Making me all emotional and stuff!" She wiped her eyes again with the beanie.

Mum grinned and said one last bye before leaving. I turned back to Ashely. "Don't cry."

"It was so emotional though! And I'm on my period so I'm getting REAL EMOTIONAL!" She spat before laughing. "Joking."

I looked at the clock. "Hey, it's time for me to leave." I hugged her and gave her a kiss on the lips. "I'll see you at lunch."

"Bye Zayn. Good luck!" She waved as I went in. "I love you!"

"I love you, too." I smiled.

As I stepped in the room, all I thouget was "this is it". If I want to change, I have to keep an effort up. I need to be willing to get better. I have to get better.

For Mum. For my sister. For the guys. For myself.

For Ashely.

*Ashely's POV*

I skipped down the halls of the familiar hallways until I was back at my wing. I headed into the play ground area and grinned as I saw all of the kids who I have practically grown up with.

"Well, well, well! If it isn't Styles!" Nick yelled. "What brings you back to the loony house?" He wasn't a patient, but he has been volunteering since I was itty bitty. He's about 21 at the moment.

"I had an anxiety attack yesterday." I explained as if it were an everyday thing.

"Well, I thought that was you I heard yesterday. Not everyday you hear a girl screaming like you do." He ruffled my hair. "Nice to see my baby, though." He laughed. "And word on the street it's someone's birthday!"

I laughed. "15 today! I'm no longer a baby!" I stuck ny tongue out.

"Classy." He nodded.

"ASHY!!" A girl came bouncing towards me, squeezing me tightly when she finally reached me.

"MCKENZIE!" I hugged Mick  back. "Nice to see you again!" I looked behind her. "Drew! Shannon!" I called them over.

Mick was a year older than me, Shannon was about 18 and Drew was 17. They were all cool kids. Shannon and Drew are siblings, they've been here since August. Mick comes in and out just like I do for three years now.

"Happy birthday!" The three shouted at me.

"How does everyone know?" I stood back and placed my hands on my hips.

"You know That fit lad?" Shannon said, referring to Louis. "He's put up a banner in front of your room that says "Its a girl!" And the other sexy one," Niall, "brought goodies."

I rolled my eyes. "Only Louis would put up that kind of banner up instead of a regular happy birthday one." I face palmed.

"And the really cute one and the attractive friend were walking by with bags." She went on referring to Liam then Harry.

"You know, they have names!" I exclaimed.

"But they don't know I'm talking about them!" Shannon rolled her eyes.

"We're not related when you act like this." Drew said with a bit of disgust.

I laughed. "Well, if You excuse me, I'm going on the slide." I walked away.

The indoor play ground was fun for any age and it was freaking huge! It was placed in the middle of the whole hospital and each Wing had a hall that connected to it. There was a jungle gym, slides, bikes, rollerblading. Pretty much everything under the sun for those who couldn't go out under the sun.

This is where all of the patients who couldn't go outside, weather if they were sick or weren't allowed, would play and just be a kid. I love this place.

I had my first kiss under when I was 11 under the basketball hoop. Romantic, right?

I don't know why but everytime I get checked in, I'd become a 5 year old. But at least I was happy for the time being.

"Got you." Someone caught me from behind. I looked up and saw Niall.

"Slide down with me!" I giggled. He sat behind me and we went down. "WWWWEEEEE!" Niall and I said until we reached the bottom 3 seconds later.

We stood up and I brushed myself off. Niall was still laughing from sliding.

"How did you find me?" I asked as we began to walk around.

"Nick told me where you were. Happy Birthday by the way." He smiled.

"Thanks." I grinned back. "So.. I heard you guys are setting up my room and-" Before I could get another word out, I started to run.

Niall caught me from behind and lifted me up. "Bad! Bad!" He said.

"It's 9 in the morning! You're never awake until 11:30!" I yelled as I tried to shake out of him.

"Blame Red Bull." He smiled. I got out of his grip and pushed him.

"Hey, Styles! Let's play nice!"

"Shut up, Nick!" I shouted back with my hands on my hips. "Jerk face!"

"Oh, That hurt!" He held his chest.

I got close to his ear. "The only reason why I won't do anything is because I don't want to be restrained on my birthday." I snapped harshly.

Sometimes, if I got fussy, they would strap me into a bed until I tired myself out and fell asleep. Drastic, I know. But it did keep me from harming myself and others.

"Common, Ash. Let's get breakfast." Niall offered. I followed him to the cafeteria where Harry and the others were sitting already.

Harry was the first to spot me. He shot up from his chair and grabbed me in a giant hug. "Happy Birthday baby sister!" He yelled. "Aw, you're so old!"

"You're 10 months older than me!" I exclaimed. He laughed then pulled away.

"Happy birthday." Liam wrapped me in a softer hug and whispered gently.

"Thanks Li." I pulled away and sat down. On the table were boxes from Denny's. A giant grin crossed My face as I opened it to see huge chocolate chip pancakes. "Thanks guys!" I began to dig in.

"Hey, Mum said you can be released tomorrow. She says your signs were well." Louis commented.

I grinned even wider. Today was starting off amazingly. "When do I get to open presents?" I asked.

"Later, when Mum comes by with the cake. At around lunch." Harry explains. "Speaking of gifts, is that a new beanie?"

"How did you know?" I laughed and took another bite.

Harry took the beanie from my head and laughed. "You didn't take the price tag off yet." He ripped it off then shoved the hat back onto my head, covering my eyes.

I laughed and pulled it back up. "Zayn's Mum gave it to me."

"Where is Zayn?" Harry asked.

"He went down to a class." I bluntly explained. Louis gave me a look which self consciously made me pull up my sleeves. I looked down and began to think of yesterday again. The rage in his eyes.

"Ashely." Someone put their hand on me causing me to stand up. "Are you alright? You're shaking!" Harry exclaimed.

"I... Uh.. I'm done eating." My plate was empty anyways. I walked away and dumped it but when I turned around, Lou was standing there.

"It's for his own good." Louis reminded me. I sighed. "He promised me he would get better."

"He promised me the same thing but then-"

"Ashely, stop. I talked to him last night after you went to bed. He didn't mean to." Louis explained.

"Nobody ever means what they do to me, Louis! Dad didn't mean to leave, people didn't mean to betray me, Zayn didn't mean to hurt me." I rubbed my temples. "I just.."

"I thought you forgave him." He whispered.

"I did... But that doesn't mean I'm still not a bit scared ." That was the last thing I said before walking away from him and going back to the others.


Hello Again!!!

Well I took some time off THE REST OF THE BOOK! I CAN'T BELIEVE WE'VE COME THIS FAR! There are a total of 55 chappies. This makes me really sad... sniffle... Thanks to everyone who has continued to support me through this book! And all those new comers: Hope you like my story!!!'


and also... I need advice! I switched schools and now my BFF is completely ignoring me and I don't know what to do because I depend on her sooo much! And I just.. I don't know!

Anywayysss I'll post another chappie in a bit!

~Luv KittyKat<3

P.S. You guys mean a lot to me!!!!

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