The Move

Emily's life is about to change she just moved to Florida and has to go to high school and she doesn't want to! She is too shy to talk to people! She knew her life is over that's what she thought but she also had the music of one direction she was a fan and their music always cheer her up! will she ever meet them?

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15. moving on.....or not?

 

Moving on? Or NOT!

 

 

 

Emily POV

 

it's been two months!! two freaking months since i last saw Liam. i never talked with i never went back to him and i regretted it i wished i could go back and change things but i couldn't. i was still talking to the boys mostly harry being the best friend and helping me checking up and he also visited me once and louis my big brother he calls and texts and we also skype a lot but i miss them so much.

 

school...ugh school it's still weird i hate it but guess what me and alex are pretty close now and john a guy i made friends with he is older than me in a year but he's really nice. he made me join the talent show at first i didn't want he heard me sing during lunch once and he convinced me to join it at first i didn't want to but i had to get busy somehow so i decided to join we had to sing either two solos and one duets or the opposite but john really wanted me to sing so i am going to sing two songs by myself and two duets because john wants to sing one single so ya the talent show is after two weeks and Alex is going to be our drummer i was surprised when i figured she could play the drums. I am also learning the guitar john is teaching me and i am going to play it on the talent show while singing because i can't walk i broke my leg last week YAY!!! not really and i am not really happy to say how i broke it so let me keep it a secret for a while even though everybody at my school knows but i didn't tell harry nor anybody of the boys.

 

HATE at first I’ve been getting a lot of hate from everyone i couldn't handle it but harry and alex and john were helping me. everybody hates me and girls tried to be fake friends with me just to meet one direction but then they figured that they went back to London and i wasn't talking to them which isn't a real lie.

Danielle well i call her dani now she is great i love her we became great friends she went after a week but we still talk almost every day we skype also. Eleanor she is the best i love her too i also talk to her i told her i broke my leg but she promised not to tell any of the boys.

 

i had to tell mom about liam before she figures out from someone else i didn't tell her everything of course i just told her i dated him and we hanged out a while after school but he broke my heart i didn't tell her that we went to Orlando nor we skipped school. she was really nice when i told her she was happy that i told her and didn't keep as a secret and now she let me date anyone i want because she knew she could trust me too bad i can't trust any boy now.

 

the video OMG somebody uploaded the video on youtube and it was so awkward everybody gets to see what happened at school when liam came ohh well i got over it after all. ohh i also joined the band me playing the piano and the music teacher was really happy but she doesn't know i could sing yet i don't know what her reaction would be when she finds out at the talent show.

 

 

 

"earth to emily" alex shouted at me putting her hands in the air In front of my face.

 

"ohh sorry alex" i said

 

"what were you thinking about?" john asked

 

"nothing just how much my life changed" i answered

 

"not liam again! why can't you get over him Em he hurt you" alex said

 

"i know alex but i can't he was special he still is! i had the best and the worst memories. ugh it's just complicated" i sigh hugging my legs.

 

"ohh honey i know it’ll get better I promise" alex said and hugged me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

"you bitch thinks she would fool everyone by being innocent!! only wants fame. look at you your fat ugly and still a school girl what did they see in you to be your friend at least they finally opened their eyes and left you. you have no one to pretect you not even alex and john." a girl shouted me when i was getting in my house.

 

"you can't even walk." she said. i ignored her but when i got in i let the tears fall. it hurts it really does they still blame me breaking liam's heart yet he's the one who broke mine. i wanted to forget. i had to call harry

 

"hey harry just listen to me don't talk because if you say anything i can't finish" i started to say after i called him.

 

"i am really sorry i just don't want you to call me or text me or anything again not now at least you are holding me back everyone zayn niall louis every time you talk to me i remember him and i miss him so much i loved him i still do and you keep telling me that he misses me too but i can't the picture of him kissing dani. i know you are trying to help. harry i can't help it the hate from school they blame me breaking liam's heart they call me ugly and fat and i don't deserve anything and maybe i don't deserve to live for ream do you have any idea how much i thought of drinking a whole bottle of pills to kill myself but i can’t do it i can't do that to my brother he’s not here and at first he said I told you so but now we barley talk college life is taking him away from me everyone is going away and moving on and I am stuck here." that's when i couldn't talk anymore i started crying why isn't he saying anything?

 

"emily! don't cry you're making me cry too i am so sorry I never meant this to get hate em I missed you I missed your voice" that wasn't harry's voice that was LIAM oh no.

 

"liam!!  No….. i can't…..liam" and i closed the phone.

 

 

 

LIAM POV

 

 

i wasn't myself anymore when we left florida. i know the boys were still talking to her harry keeps telling how is she and he told me that sometimes she's happy and stome times she is so sad. i can't help it it's all my fault again it was my fault.

 

"hey liam i am kind of in a middle of cooking could you answer my phone?" harry asked

 

"ohh sure haza" i said

 

i took his phone without looking at the who’s calling i couldn't say it's liam answering harry's phone because it was Em she just started talking i  haven’t heard her voice since two month exactly two months. she seemed like was crying.

 

 

"hey harry just listen to me don't talk because if you say anything i can't finish" she started to say.

 

"i am really sorry i just don't want you to call me again not now atleast you are holding me back everyone zayn niall louis every time you talk to me i remember him and i miss him so much i loved him i still do and you keep telling me that he misses me too but i can't the picture of him kissing dani. i know you are trying to help. harry i can't help it the hate from school they blame me breaking liam's heart they call me ugly and fat and i don't deserve to live maybe i don't deserve to live do you have any idea how much i thought of drinking a whole bottle of pills to kill myself but i can't do it i can't do that to my brother." she stopped ad i could hear her cry. kill herself it's all my fault i have to get her back she said she loved me maybe i still have chance.

 

"emily! don't cry you're making me cry too i am so sorry I never meant for you to get hate I miss you I missed your voice" i said i really didn't know what to say it hurts to see her sad.

 

"liam!! No….. i can't liam" and she ended the call i guess she figured i was't harry.

 

 

"what's wrong liam why are you crying?" harry asked i didn't notice i was crying well i was i can't help it it's all my fault

 

"it was em harry she hates me and loves me at the same time and she is getting hate! and i am not there to help her! and be by her side and tell her everything will be ok and that i love her i never meant to hurt her! i didn't want any of that i just wanted to be next her! too bad i am not there." i explained

 

 

"i had an idea ! a great idea actually!" he said

 

"keep talking" i said i think he might really have a great idea.

 

"so i didn't tell you that Emily signed up for the talent show and the band! i have no idea how she changed her mind about singing she wouldn't tell but ya so her school band thing and the talent show is after two weeks and our miami gig thing is after a month so it's after two weeks from her talent show so we surprise her and go the talent show and the band thing! and see how things go from there." he explained. it was actually a good idea what's gonna her reaction.

 

"what is she going to think when she sees us! she will be happy to see you but me? you know she called because she doesn't want you to call her anymore to contact her she wants to be left alone because you are reminding her of me!" i said

 

"you can make things right liam just give it a chance try" he said and left back to the kitchen.

 

should i or not? i have to i want to see her even if she didn't talk just seeing her face. And she is actually going to sing in the talent show. i am so happy for her it's just a talent show but she could get famous her voice is amazing.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

emily POV

 

 

 

"what if i screwed up in front of everyone? everyone already hates me and then i make a fool out of me" i said

 

"no no Em your voice is amazing just don't think about the audience. i will be right next to you playing the drums and john will be next to you either singing or playing the piano or the guitar and look at the bright side you don't have to walk around that much you can't even walk! you stand up in two and sit down in two " alex tried to convince me.

 

"GUYS GUYS tomorrow is going to be amazing and guess what Aria D is gonna be there we never had a real person to jugde and say we have a future Aria D is going to be there the famous music producer ( author's note: i made the name up so just go with it  " john came running.

 

Holly shit!!!! Aria D is going to be here JOY now i know i am going to blow this all away i can't sing in front of her!

 

"dude did you have to tell her that now she was just freaking out and now she will pass out that Aria D is there." alex started to talk.

 

"ARIA D no no no i won't go out there!! no no no" i said.

 

"Don't worry it'll be ok i'll be right next to you!!!" john said.

 

i just nodded.

 

 

 

 

 

“ohh come on do I have to! Please I don’t want to” I started to gove excused.

 

“I can’t my leg and everything I am not allowed that’s what the doctor said” I continued

 

“stop lying please look at you look pretty and your voice is amazing better than mine –which by the way I never tell that to anyone- you are perfectly good and you will ruin it to both of us” john said

 

 

He was right I wasn’t singing alone it’s me and him ohh well I guess I have to do.

 

“Emily Michaels” someone called me.

 

“good luck break a leg” john said. I sent him a death glare

 

“well you already have one broken so break a hand or you could break the other leg?” he slowed at the end trying to lighten the mood but I sent him another death glare and them a huge smile. And I got out.

 

“so emily! You are freshman?” asked aria D

 

“um no I am a junior” I answered I am so scared look at the audience.

 

“ohh I didn’t see any of you older talent show the years before” she said

 

“this the first time I join the talent show because I just moved here” I explained

 

“ok then this should be interesting so what did you choose?” she asked

 

“I am gonna sing two solos and two duets because my friend only wants to sing one solo” I explained so she won’t ask.

 

“ok then you will sing one solo then a duet and then your friend will sing his solo we let someone else go then you come back. Ok?” she said

 

“yes” I smiled

 

“ok then you may start” she said.

 

I turned my head john came and helped me stand up since my cast is too long. Well I am goanna stand in this song because it feels like I have to stand. Alex sat behind the drums and john held the guitar. Ok here goes nothing, I gave them the thumbs up john started strumming the guitar then Alex started with the drums. I closed my eyes. One, two ,….three

“don’t be afraid Em don’t close your beautiful eyes look at me and think it’s just us me and you only” I remember liam saying that ohh how I miss him.

 

Feelin’ like I got a front row seat to watch everybody be happy

 

 

 

Can’t even paint a smile on my face, it’s so hard to not complain

 

 

 

Gotta try not to say

 

 

 

O God, what about me

 

 

 

‘Cause I know that’s not the way that I’m supposed to be

 

 

 

 

 

 

Get me outta my mind and into Your heart

 

 

 

It’s not about me, it’s not about me

 

 

 

So I’m gonna start playin’ my part in Your design

 

 

 

Now is the time

 

 

 

Get me outta my mind

 

 

 

Outta my mind”

 I started singing everything was going amazing I opened my eyes I saw Aria D actually smiling. I scanned the audience they were mostly students from my school and some parents mom can’t make it yup she let me sing. But she is coming to my band this which is after the talent show.

 

Wait a second…..

 

Two people wearing jack will sweater.

 

All five have their hood on. Oh well four now after harry took his NO HARRY he’s here all of them are here which means LIAM his eyes met mine Oh no his beautiful chocolaty brown eyes ohh how I missed him…no I won’t I don’t miss him…I can’t!!

 

 

 

 

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