If We Could Only Turn Back Time (A Niall Horan Fanfic)

Nikki Kubler is just a regular 18 year old girl who fell in love. Nikki is no different than any other 18 year old, well I mean, not really. Nikki is in love with Niall Horan, only difference is, he's in love with her too. Nikki has never had a perfect life, her parents are constantly nagging her about her grades making her do drugs from a young age, her brother absolutely wants nothing to do with her and "It" keeps her awake at night, haunting her so she will never forget. One more thing, the love of her life is dead.


3. Back to Reality

Today was April 14, two years ago I jumped out of the airplane leaving my soulmate forever. Usually on this day, I stared at pictures of me and Niall and it was almost as if he was with me again...almost. The day was usually filled with tears, remembering the best two years of my life. I miss him terribly and it feels like a part of me is missing.
       That day, after i had gotten home i couldn't take it, I grabbed all the pills i could find lying in my house and started shoving them down my throat. I told myself this was the right thing to do because then I could still be with Niall. 
            He was my everything. I told myself that i would marry him one day and we would grow old together. Somewhere inside my heart, the dream of us growing old together still remains. Whether it will be fulfilled or not, I can only dream.
            I had every intention on letting those pills take my life, allowing me to reunite with Niall. Yet here I am today, alone and still in denial. Not a day goes by where I don't think of Niall, everything it seems, reminds me of him. 
          This year is especially hard because I'm a senior and I'm going to be heading off to college soon. After college or during college, me and Niall were going to spend every waking moment together. It kills me to know I can never be with the one I love.
  "Nikki, you gotta go to school!" my mom screamed up the stairs.
"I can't go to school mom, I'm too depressed today!" I angrily screamed in reply.
            The thing that makes me mad is that she knows that Niall died today, couldn't she ever give me a break? All she ever cares about is school and grades, and its been like that all my life. Not only her, but my father as well. It puts some added stress on my life that really doesn't do me any good.
            Lucky for me, my mom had to go to work for an important meeting, and my dad was on a business trip. I decided I would just stay home for the day and try to be a little happy.
           I was just about to drift off to sleep when the doorbell rang. Who the heck rings the doorbell at six in the morning, I wondered. I figured it wasn't really important so I laid there for a while. Unfortunately, the person started ringing the doorbell constantly so I went to go answer it, just to shut the person up. I grabbed my pink, furry, bunny slippers and lazily slumped down the stairs to answer the door. 
         "What do you want?" I asked annoyed as I opened the door. When I saw who it was, I couldn't speak, I couldn't move, I just stood there, paralyzed. Standing at my front door was someone whose face I never wanted to see again. 
         "Long time no see," he said with an evil smirk on his face. 
         Before he could say another word, I slammed the door right in his face. I couldn't  believe that just happened. The person at the door was in every one of my nightmares, mainly the cause of them too. The boy with the evil grin and jet black eyes was the one and only......
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