If We Could Only Turn Back Time (A Niall Horan Fanfic)

Nikki Kubler is just a regular 18 year old girl who fell in love. Nikki is no different than any other 18 year old, well I mean, not really. Nikki is in love with Niall Horan, only difference is, he's in love with her too. Nikki has never had a perfect life, her parents are constantly nagging her about her grades making her do drugs from a young age, her brother absolutely wants nothing to do with her and "It" keeps her awake at night, haunting her so she will never forget. One more thing, the love of her life is dead.


1. Jump


    "No!" I cried with tears streaming down my face. "I won't let you go, I am nothing without you!" I half screamed into Niall's shoulder. I could barely stand up straight I was shaking so violently. I couldn't believe this was happening. How did I deserve this? The one time that everything in my life was going great it had to go back to being horrible.              

    "It's okay baby, everything is going to be alright." He said soothingly. "It's for the best, you still have so much life to live. I'm doing this because I love you." I couldn't let him do this for me. He was giving up way too much. "No you can't!" I begged.                   

    "You will be fine, I promise." He said looking me directly in the eyes. His eyes were just as wet as mine. "Just remember the necklace I gave you," he said playing with my heart shaped necklace, "that way you will never forget me." He had given me the necklace on my birthday only three days before today.             

    Before I could say another word he placed the parachute onto my back and kissed me for what felt like forever. It was the best and worst kiss I ever had. He finally pulled away and said, "I love you so much Nikki, and I always will. Stay strong."               

    I started to sob even more violently, afraid of the inevitable. He was really going to do it and there was no way I could stop him. He was giving up everything so that I could live. I don't think I will ever find anyone that loves me as much as Niall did.

    I knew it was time for me to jump, I had no choice. Niall didn't give me a choice. I could give one last message to Niall and then I wouldn't see him again until I died. "I love you Niall, I will miss you so much, I will always remember you and I will never, ever stop loving you." I kissed him on the cheek and gave him a kiss on the lips, filled with love for the last time. I stood by the exit of the airplane glancing at him and catching him mouthing I love you. I did it back and  before I could stop myself I faced the sky below me and jumped.

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