I Can Love You More Than Him

I love Dillian? Right? Or do I just love who he used to be? Maybe he's not the man who he used to be. I mean that Dillian would never hit me. But Dillian has changed. And then there's Harry...


8. Fixing Dillian

 Harry's POV ------------------------

"Louis. What. Did. You. Do?" I heard Liam yell angrily from the living room.  I stood from the bed and walked to the living room where all the boys were staring at the destroyed ipad in Louis' hands. The screen was cracked beyond repair and one of the corners were hanging loosly by a piece of glass. 

"It wasn't me. It was Niall." Louis repeated. All eyes turned on Niall who was standing, red faced with embaressment, behind Louis. 

"Well?" Liam demanded. Niall's hands shot up in defence. 

"I tickled Lou and he just chucked the thing across the room. You can't blame this on me." Niall confessed. Liam face-palmed then began rubbing his temples impatiently. 

"Whatever." he sighed and threw himself down on the couch. All the other boys took their seats and that left me still standing in the middle of the room with four pairs of eyes on me. Liam was giving me a knowing look and i knew he wanted me to tell the other boys what had happened. I shook my head and walked away from the scene, feeling the heat of Liam's gaze on my back as i left.

Mily's POV

I had alot of time to think as I lay there silently next to Dillian. His eyes had fluttered closed awhile ago and now soft snoring filled the room. Why was I still here? Why didn't I leave a long time ago when he first struck out at me? Why hadn't all the hell he's given me drive me away? Why is my heart still throbbing to be with him? No matter how hard I tried, i couldn't come up with a sensible reason as to why i still loved Dillian. A part of me remembered the long walks through the park where all we could do was smile and talk. The meadow in the woods that had become our own little star gazing field. I remembered the feeling of being loved; of waking up next to him in the morning; of his heart beating aginst mine. A small sob escaped my slightly parted lips. I suddenly realised that the room was deathly silent. Dillian's snores had ceased. His face cringed a little at the sound of my distress. 

"Dillian, what happened? With us?" I asked hesitantly. There was no answer. I was about to give up, thinking that he was still asleep, when his eyelids shot open, revealing his broken brown eyes. For a minuete he just stared at me. Taking me in like he had never seen me before.

"I am stupid Mily." Was all he said. I dropped my eyes, to avoid looking intohis. "Mily I took drugs and I drunk every night. I thought my life was wasted, useless." Dillian's voice broke with the pain of regret. 

"Did I mean nothing to you Dillian?" I asked shakily. I swear I saw a tear form behind Dillian's eyes. 

"I told you I made mistakes Mily. I wasn't thinking. Mily I love you more than you can imagine. I would die if you left me." Dillian stared at me pleadingly. I listened silently. I knew he meant it. Thats when he broke. The tears flowed down his cheeks like twin rivers. "What have I done? What have I done?" He chanted over and over again as his hands cutched his hair in a white knuckled grip as if he was trying to pull it from his head.  I couldn't stand to see Dillian so depressed. Maybe this is why i stayed. Maybe I knew he would come back. Remember the things that I remembered and stat wih me so that we could continue what we started. Or maybe I stayed because he needed me. He needed me to help him fix the mistakes he made. --------------------------


(a/n) i really like this chapter. Hope you all enjoy it. Love yah- Nicole :)

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