Oh boy.

Aimed to all Harry girls especially:)
Helen is working for BBC Radio 1. Everything is going according to plan, when Grimmy - her co-host in Breakfast show announces that One Direction is going to be in the studio for an interview.


18. But if stars, shouldn't shine

“Can someone tell me what´s going on?” Ellie couldn’t take it anymore. She totally bursted and her tiny fists hit the table.

“You know what everyone?, we should leave Helen and Harry alone…” Zayn intervened and stood up.

“No way, what´s going on between you and Harry?” Ellie refused Zayn´s idea and turned her head to me. I wasn’t sure what to respond. I think there´s no point in denying what´s obvious. Em and Niall were just quietly observing this really interesting situation.

“Well, I guess there is nothing between me and Harry. Not anymore.” Words left my mouth without thinking totally naturally. My eyes were still meeting Harry´s without  blinking. I didn’t actually wait for him to respond.

“I am sorry…” I quickly added and looked at Ellie. She had her mouth still opened. Zayn held her hand while watching Harry. It looked like he waited for Harry to say something, because in that moment I felt like the only one who was drowning. Harry just stood there, watching me to disappear under the water. I felt so miserable, while looking into his empty eyes. His features changed and I didn’t recognized him anymore. I was still wearing my coat and maybe that´s why I felt like on fire. It was just too much for me to handle. I just sighted since the silence wasn’t broken and walked away. I noticed Seth´s raised hand while slamming the door. It was already dark and thank God it wasn’t raining anymore. I decided to walk home, not to take a cab. The idea of walking all by myself was a better option to calm down then sitting in overheated taxi. While passing through my favourite bakery I was thinking about the plot twist in my own already twisted movie. Well according to all happy endings, Harry should probably in any minute immerse from the crowded street shouting my name, screaming I should stop walking and waited for him. Then he would have this really long speech about forgiveness he definitely doesn’t deserve but I would forgive him anyway. In the more realistic version he wouldn’t chase after me at all. And maybe if he would, he ran into some pretty girl at first. They would get married and live happily ever after.

“Hey!” Oh, here we go. I turned my head hoping for the first version. “Helen?” It wasn’t Harry after all. I am sure I have seen this guy before but I couldn´t remember where.

“Hi?...” I responded insecurely. I actually didn’t have time for talking to strangers.

“You don’t remember me? Oh. I am Colin. We met at this party? In East London? I was massively drunk there…” He did look familiar now. But I still didn’t remember.

“Well I was too, I am sorry but that night became total blur to me…” I added.

“You´re saying you don’t remember anything from that night?” He looked surprised. Like positively. I didn’t get why.

“I remember whose party it was?” I grinned. That Colin smiled and shook his head. It looked like he knew something I didn’t. I was curious though.

“So we met there? Have I done something embarrassing there? Since you´re smiling like this…”

“Yes, we met there, but only for a few minutes. I took you outside when you felt sick and called your friends to take you home.” When he finished he grinned. It wasn’t a nice grin though.

“I am sorry, I had no idea. So thank you then?” Seriously, I must have been so wasted.

“What you think you are doing here?” Suddenly Harry appeared next to me, pushing Colin away. I really didn’t expect that. Why is he doing this?

“Helen, are you really out of your mind??” Harry looked at me accusingly. What he meant? Colin just stood there, he suddenly looked frightened.

“What´s wrong with you Harry? I can´t talk to…” Colin cut me off.

“I think I should go…” He turned away prepared to walk away but Harry didn’t let him.

“Wait wait buddy…” Harry´s hand stopped him, he looked pretty angry. “What exactly did he tell you? Did he mention he was the one who tried to take an advantage of you and made you to make out with him even though you didn’t want to or he just skipped that part? Huh?” I was speechless. I took a look at Colin and realized I actually remembered him. Harry noticed me finally getting all of it.

“I am sick of you.” I told right to Colin´s face when Harry released him and let him run away. It was suddenly just me and Harry standing in the middle of the street.

“Thank you. Really. I am a mess.” I thanked him with genuinely grateful tone. Then it happened. The thing I was waiting for. Harry smiled at me.

“I know.” He replied and buried his large hands deeper into his coat pockets. He continued: “ I shouldn’t have let things went this far. I am sorry Helen, I regret what I´ve said at your place, but more how I left. I struggled not to come back after you asked me for forgiveness. Then I realized I was the one who should have begged you for your forgiveness. Because I am the one who screwed that up. You should know that hesitancy is your most annoying feature but the most attractive at the same time. I was a prick. I-I-I still am.” When he finished I didn’t know what to say. He took all the blame even though he wasn’t the only one to blame. I was speechless.

“Can you forgive me?” He added. His eyes melted mine. I wasn’t sure I was breathing at that time.

I smiled at him. I even laughed a little. “You know… It´s not funny at all. But I just…  I can´t believe it. I don’t believe you´ve said all these things to me. To who treated you like shit. Sorry for an expression but, Harry I was so cold-hearted! I earned more then a slamming door.”

“Well, you broke my heart so technically…” He laughed and shook his head.

“You broke mine so we are equal now.” I added and bit my bottom lip.

“No more punishment then?” Then he raised his hand so we could agree on that.

“No broken hearts…” I replied. Then he took my hand and our agreement became confirmed. Well it felt like thousands of thunderbolts hit my hand when his cold skin touched mine. I realized we were still on the street, shaking our hands like we have just first met. I giggled and he joined me.

“I missed you…” Suddenly came out of my mouth. Harry smiled at me and squeezed my hand even more.

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