Love Me Like You Do 15+

What happens when two girls meet five of the most famous guys? When they go off to tour what happens?

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23. What Do You Want?

3 Days Later

Harry's POV

I still can't believe I lost Hannah. I really do love her. I was just too stupid to realize that. But I still don't understand why she waited for me to come to tell everyone. Like I would really want to know about this? Well I did but that's beyond the point. Just then I got a phone call, from Lindsey?!

**PHONE CALL**

Her: Hey baby.

Me: Uhh hi?

Her: Don't pretend like you don't remember...

Me: No. I know who you are but why are you calling?

Her: It's the only time I had to get back to you about the call the other night?

Me: What call?

Her: You called me and told you didn't want anything to do with either Hannah or Niall, and asked me if I wanted to be your girlfriend..?

Me: I did?!

Her: You did. So I just wanted to let you know that I don't want to be your girlfriend but I don't mind to be friends with benefits.

Me: Okay. Cool.

Her: Alright. So just text me whenever you wanna meet up.

**PHONE CALL ENDED**

What. Just. Happened. I guess I had to get over Hannah eventually, but I was most deffinatly not ready to right now. Or was I? Only one way to find out.

 

Hannah's POV

It's been a couple of days and Hayley and I still haven't talked. I keep thinking back to the time when we didn't talk for 2 weeks.

**FLASHBACK**

We were sitting in the living room and Josh came over, uninvited.

"What the fuck is he doing here?!"-Me.

"He is my boyfriend Hannah. Even if you don't like him, he's going to come over. I love him and there's nothing you can do about it."-Hayley.

"Do you honestly think I believe any of the bullshit you just told me?! I'm not fucking retarded. Hayley, you can't keep thinking he will change. He won't. He doesn't even love you, he will use you to get whatever he wants."-Me.

Hayley just sat there while there was a knock on the door. He kept knocking and honestly he was getting annoying so I got off my ass and ran to the door. I opened it and I swear the look on his face changed? Why was he trying to be sweet all of the sudden.

"Can I see my girlfriend now?"-Josh.

"No."-Me.

"Hannah, this is her house. You can't keep me out of it. You have no right."-Josh

. "Yes I do have a right. Also, this isn't just her house, it's mine too. And I don't want douche bags in it."-Me.

"Then why are you here?"-Josh.

"Hannah, leave him alone. He just wants to talk to me."-Hayley.

"Yup. Have a nice fucking talk. I will be out. Not listening to more bullshit. Text me when the scum leaves."-Me

. "So she will have to text you as soon as you walk out the door?"-Josh.

"Josh, go fuck yourself. Your a dick. Hurry up and get what you want from her and then leave her, if you don't stay for a while, there will be less of a mess that I have to clean up."-Me.

"Hannah, why the fuck are you being a bitch?!"-Hayley.

"Me? I'm the bitch?! Yeah okay. Seems like your boyfriend is the bitch here! He's the one that doesn't even care about you."-Me.

"Then why is he here?!"-Hayley.

"To fuck you! Then get you pregnant! Then leave so I have to handle the mess!"-Me.

"That's never going to happen. Now if you'll exuse me, we have something more important to do."-Josh.

"Yeah. What are you going to do? Beat her some more? Maybe even rape her? No even better, tell her how worthless she is and how you have been cheating? Or maybe that she's not the same she used to be, so make her do stuff to herself to fix her body?!"-Me.

"You told her?!"-Josh.

"She didn't have to. I had a friend in high school, the same thing happened to her. I helped her, but Unfortunetly, this friend is wrapped too tight around your fucking finger to tell me anything anymore."-Me. I couldn't take his stupid smirk, so I left. I should've known better, but I couldn't do anything. She didn't know. She wouldn't listen. It was over. But two weeks later, Josh found me as a threat so he decided to drug me when Hayley was at her parents. He even wrote a suicide letter so when Hayley found my dead body, she wouldn't think it was him. He successfully drugged me and when Hayley came home, I heard her scream! I wasn't dead, but she didn't know that. Then I could hear her call the police that sent the abulance. Then Josh went to the hospital. When we were alone he decided to let me in on a little secret,"Just so you know, when you get out of here, you will fucking die. And I mean it. I was stupid enough not to just do something else. But next time, I won't make any mistakes." After that, I tried to tell Hayley what happened but she wouldn't listen. I mean who would listen to a girl that tried to commit suicide? She showed me the letter one day and it looked just like my hand writing!! How did he do this?!

**The Letter:**

Whoever cares; My life is deffinatly shit. There's no denying that. But what a lot of people don't know is that I have a really bad past. No one knows. I will carry this with me until the day I die. Bt I know tat day will be soon. There's not much to lose when no one likes you. No one cares. No one has bothered. But I know one day, if I do live, my life will be perfect and everyone will like me, and look up to me. But I know that when you find this letter, I will not be alive, I will be with the angels. It's not too bad. Some people are afraid of dying, but I can't wait to take my life. Everything happened so quick I never got to tell everyone that cared, I loved them so I love you guys.

                                                                  Love: Me.

**FLASHBACK OVER**

When I realized I wasn't going to let her think she won or whatever. I know her, she might think she won the fight because I won't show my face around her, not the case. I didn't have a bruise. I had a split lip but that was it. When I walked down the stairs everyone turned around. No doubt they were surprised to see me, I haven't even left my room! I have a bathroom in there so there was no need to leave. Niall got me food and water whenever he thought I needed it. Even though I never really ate or drank it. I guess I was going back to my old habits again.

"What are you guys starring at? I just needed some water!"-Me.

As soon as I said that, everyone looked away except for Hayley, who just kept giving me evil glares, obviously she doesn't care we aren't friends anymore. I'm sooo moving out soon! Then I noticed she had a slightly bruised eye and swollen, cut, lips. But she deserved it. I didn't feel bad at all! Okay, maybe a little. But I didn't say anything and continued to the kitchen. I was really thirsty. Then when I was about to go back upstairs, Harry popped up, out of no where.

"What?!"-Me.

"Please give me a chance to talk."-Harry.

"Depends what you want!"-Me.

"First off, have you been eating?!"-Harry.

"What do you care anyway?!"-Me.

"You look sickly. Hannah are you feeling well?"-Harry.

"Yes Harry. I feel fine. Just not hungry."-Me. Okay, that wasn't all a lie.

"Your lying. Even though we weren't together for a while, I know that look. And your dying to tell me what it is."-Harry.

"No. Just confused. Now what do you want?!"-Me.

"That I know you're not okay. Everyone may see past that fake smile, but I don't. I'm not blind. I can't tell you have something hidden."-Harry.

"No I'm not okay. But I'm not hiding anything. And I'm not even smiling, so how could this be considered a fake smile?!"-Me.

"Hannah, I'm not dumb. Please just tell me what going on."-Harry.

"You're not dumb?! Yeah, smart people decide to cheat on their girlfriend."-Me.

"So that's your problem? I thought you were in love with Niall."-Harry.

"I am. That's not my problem. There's other things you don't know about."-Me.

"I think I could guess."-Harry.

"And what's that?!"-Me. This should be interesting.

"YOU'RE PREGNANT!"-Harry.

"YOU'RE PREGNANT AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME?!"-Niall.

"NO!! IM NOT PREGNANT!"-Me. I swear I heard everyone sigh relief. I went back upstairs and was caught when I was in the last step.

"Where do you think your going?"-Niall.

"To sleep."-Me.

"No, you're going to walk back down the stairs and eat."-Niall.

"I'm not hungry."-Me.

"That's what you've been saying for five days. You're eating tonight."-Niall.

"YOU'VE LET HER GO WITHOUT EATING FOR FIVE DAYS!?"-Harry.

"I SAID IM NOT FUCKING HUNGRY! LEAVE ME ALONE AND LET ME SLEEP!"-Me.

"NO HANNAH! YOU'RE FUCKING EATING!"-Niall.

"NO IM NOT! IM NOT HUNGRY!"-Me.

"Hannah, please eat. I don't want to see you as thin as when I first met you again."-Hayley.

"Why the fuck do you care?! You want nothing to do with me! You hate me!"-Me.

"NO HANNAH! JUST EAT! IM DONE HEARING EXCUSES! YOU ARE NOT GOING BACK TO THE EATING DISORDER!"-Niall.

"Niall, stop. Just let her be. Let me talk to her."-Hayley.

"No I don't want to talk to you! I hate you!"-Me.

"Hannah, listen to me. You need to eat. You know what you looked like when we first met. You were way too skinny."-Hayley. Yes, Hayley took me out of my eating disorder... She helped a lot!

"Maybe I liked the way I looked then. We're models, were supposed to be skinny!"-Me.

"No, that was just unhealthy and you know that. Please. I helped you last time, let me help you again."-Hayley.

"No. I don't like you. Why would I trust you?!"-Me.

"You trusted me last time. And you looked perfect. Please. Just trust me."-Hayley.

I couldn't take it anymore, I ran down the stairs and hugged her so much we both fell over laughing! I swear she was my one true friend that could make everything better! I am so lucky to have her! But as soon as we hit the floor all the guys pig piled on top of us. Even Harry. I know I was mad at Niall, but learning everything about me so fast must've been really hard. I couldn't imagine hearing that about him and being so calm like he was. But I guess everyone has to crack at one point or another.

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