Love Me Like You Do 15+

What happens when two girls meet five of the most famous guys? When they go off to tour what happens?

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21. Spill.

2 Days Later

Hannah's POV

I can't even think about trying to sleep. Every time I try, I fail. Lindsey's phone call still haunts me. I know if I don't tell them today, she will. And I am not going to lose them.. Even though I have a feeling I will. Hayley's my best friend. She won't be once she finds out I kept something so important away from her. I couldn't handle them not knowing anymore. I need to tell them. This burden is so big and I can't handle it anymore. I basically ran down the stairs and when I saw them all sitting there, including Harry, I had to tell them now. Even if it was a little sooner than I had hoped. But that's okay. When I just stood their for a good ten minutes or so, Niall stood up and walked up to me.

"Babe, you okay?"-Niall

"Yeah. Just fine. Please sit down with them. I have something kind of important.."-Me.

"Yeah. Sure. I'll just go get a drink. Want something babe?"-Niall.

"Nope. And I don't know if you do either. Just hurry up!"-Me.

"Okay. Now I'm getting fucking scared!!"-Hayley. Niall ran to the kitchen and came back with drinks for everyone.

"Now that everyone is here, I have to tell you something that could change our entire friendship/relationship..."-Me.

"We're listening. Just spit it out already Hannah! Jesus Christ."-Zayn.

"Okay. I'm sorry. Just don't judge me and no matter how long it takes, don't rush me. This is a touchy subject and I will probably ball my eyes out. Just a warning."-Me,

"We get it! Just fucking say it!"-Hayley.

"We'll, it all started in junior year. I had been with my boyfriend for about two years. He was the popular boy and I was the cheerleader that was thought to be the good girl. On our two year anniversary, we had sex, he took my virginity and I didn't want it back. I thought he was my soul mate, my one and only. He told his friends, then his friends told their friends, and soon enough, everyone knew. While I waked down the halls, people were yelling and whispering all these cruel names. Slut. Who're. Worthless. Loose. Most of the names in the book. Soon enough I had no one. I only had him. So he used it to his advantage. He asked me to move in with him, so I did, even though I was 16. Everything was perfect, just him and I for about a month. But then he went to the club with his lowlife friends. He came home drunk and high as a kite. It would've been a good idea to leave him alone cause he was not in the right state of mind to have a fight, but I couldn't help it. I was so frustrated, how could he of done this to me? I thought being his girlfriend meant he wouldn't do that stuff. He didn't have to. When I confronted him about it, I got thrown into the wall. I'm not even kidding. I was thrown into the wall. It left a hole in the wall where my head was. I blacked out and when I woke up I was in bed and he was looking at me. He apologized and promised he would stop. I believed him. The next day though, it happened again. When he got home, I still wasn't smart enough and asked him to stop. He punched or decided to slap me. Everyday this happened. Then he would just do it without having me to ask him to stop. There was no reason. He just knew I wouldn't leave him. So as the time went by, the beatings got worse. He would always so he was sorry and that he loved me. I believed him constantly. No matter how many times he did the same thing, the look on his face showed me he meant his apologies. Anyways, school started again. I went to school some days but then he had me change to computer classes so no one found out. The bruises got so bad. Then when I went to visit my mom, she noticed the bruises and cuts. She automatically found out, she tried to call the police but I wouldn't let her. I loved him. No one could keep me from him. No matter how bad I wanted to, I just couldn't. I guess she called my dad and he went to the flat. He talked to him. But when I came home I was pulled by my hair to the bed room and was wrapped up to the bed. I tried to stop him, but when I tried, he just made it harder. Then he raped me and told me that I looked like shit. I got dressed up and made him an amazing dinner but he left right was we were about to eat and told me he had better things to do. When he came home he woke me up by ripping my clothes off. He told me how much of a bitch I was and how I should just die. He wouldn't care. And how happy he was that he cheated on me. I was worthless. I didn't deserve him. When he fell asleep, I took these pills. They made me feel a little better until I went into the room and was shoved into the wall. He told me I was getting too fat for him and shoved his finger down my throut and made me throw up. When he was satisfied, I had to clean it up. Soon he stopped doing that but I couldn't stop. It was like that was the only thing I had control over. Then he found out about that and didn't stop shoving food in my mouth. But when he went to bed, all I did was throw it up again. He found out about it and stopped it. He couldn't stand the thought of me hurting myself. He didn't like the feeling that he didn't have that control over me. So he made me stop. He was being so sweet and I got used to it. Then when I was in good health again, he turned into the prick. He quit drugs but continued his ass hole self. I finally couldn't take much more and overdosed on prescription medicine. I wanted to die. By before I passed out, I cut my wrist. I'm lucky. There's no scar, just the thoughts. When I woke up, I was in the hospital. I was so pissed! He was there by my side the whole time, I thought he was literally done. By when we got home, it just started again. Except I couldn't go anywhere without him. He thought I was going to pull a retard move. I couldn't even take a fucking shower without him going with me. I wasn't allowed to shave unless he was there. One time I cut myself shaving, on accident, and he flipped out. I swear he was going to drown me. He forced me under the water and while he was doing that, I didn't put the razor down and cut his arm. I payed for that though. Then he went to work one day, and forgot to lock the window in the bathroom. I snuck out and went to my moms house. I told her everything. She was actually there for me. She would never tell anyone where I went or what actually happened. She lied for me. I had to retake senior year but it only took two months of non stop work. Then I met Hayley when everything was settled and okay. And now here we are..."-Me. By the end I was balling my eyes out and so wasn't Hayley.

"Why didn't you fucking tell me any of this?!"-Hayley

, "It was over by the time I met you. It wasn't important."-Me.

"IM OR WAS YOUR BEST FRIEND! THIS IS FUCKING BULLSHIT! WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?! I COULD OF HELPED YOU!"-Hayley.

"ARE YOU SERIOUSLY MAD AT ME RIGHT NOW?! I JUST TOLD YOU SOMETHING NO ONE KNEW! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!"-Me.

"HANNAH! I WAS YOUR BEST FRIEND!! I TOLD YOU EVERYTHING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME! BUT I NEVER ONCE HEARD YOU SAY YOU WANTED TO KILL YOURSELF AND THAT YOU HAVE TRIED!! OR THE FACT THAT YOU WERE ABUSED!"-Hayley.

"YEAH THAT'S SOMETHING I JUST TELL EVERYONE! OH YEAH YOU DIDN'T KNOW ME AT THE TIME, BUT I WAS FUCKED UP, AND I TRIED TO KILL MYSELF. OH AND I WAS ABUSED BY MY DRUG ADDICT PHSYCO EX BOYFRIEND!! YEAH, THAT'S WHAT COMES UP IN A NORMAL CONVERSATION!"-me.

 I couldn't take anymore. I ran upstairs and slammed my door. I started to think and didn't realize someone came in. Then they wrapped their arms around me and I cuddled into their chest. Only Niall could make me feel so safe.

"Are you mad at me too?"-Me

. "Babe, I could never be mad at you. I love you."-Niall.

"I mean, I didn't tell you a big thing!"-Me.

"Yes, but you're only human. It might of been a bad thing not to tell but, it was for a reason and I understand that. I love you too much to not believe that was in the last and you would never feeling need to do that again. And I won't let you do that."-Niall.

"Niall, how are you so calm?"-Me.

"Because people make mistakes. I'm not going to let you go, the love of my life, just because someone decided to make your life hell."-Niall.

"Niall, I love you."-Me.

"I love you too, princess, I love you too."-Niall.

Then we fell asleep, on each others arms. And for once, I wasn't afraid of waking up next to someone as amazing as this boy. I couldn't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. <3

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