Love Me Like You Do 15+

What happens when two girls meet five of the most famous guys? When they go off to tour what happens?


45. Is This Really What Needs To Be?

Hannah's POV

"Hannah! Just fucking stop! I'm done with this stupid fucking fights! This is fucking stupid!"-Niall.

"Really Niall?! We're fucking engaged! Why did Holly call you?! I thought it was all over!!"-Me.

"It is! She's fucking crazy! Hannah just stop! You're being stupid!"-Niall.

"Really?! I'm the one being stupid? Go be with Holly! Obviously she still wants you!"-Me.

"You know what? I might as well! This is so stupid! I hate this! How many times are we going to fight on this vacation?!"-Niall.

"As many times as she calls or texts you! You aren't single! You're engaged! This is so stupid! I thought we were done talking to other people!"-Me.

"Yeah, I thought you were done with Harry too. You kissed him!"-Niall.

"Oh my god! Are you being fucking serious?! I thought we were don't with this!"-Me.

"Obviously not. Like you said we're engaged!"-Niall.

"Not anymore! I'm done with you! You said you changed! I thought you changed! You said you were different and I gave you another chance. I don't know how much longer I can deal with any of this!?"-Me.

"Babe, please don't do this to me.."-Niall.

"No! You promised! This is the second time you broke your promise! That hurts!"-Me.

"Please.. Please... I need you!"-Niall.

"This is your last chance Niall! You fuck up again, it's over.. For good! I don't need this stress and it hurts to think you think I will take you back, every time.."-Me.

"Not anymore! I am not taking you for granted! I love you and I want us to work out. Trust me."-Niall.

"I trusted you last time and look where that got me!"-Me.

"Please just, this is the last shot I have babe, I am not going to fuck this up."-Niall.

"I trust you. Please, don't break me again."-Me. He leaned over and pushed my hair out of my eyes. He brushed away my tears with his thumb. I didn't even know I was crying. Then he kissed me, like always, there was butterflies but it felt too much like Harry's kiss... I don't want to remember it. Then we layed down and Niall fell asleep really soon. Then i started thinking about everything. I need to put that behind me... I have to. But I can't help but think that I can have the family that I want and that my baby needs. If I gave Harry another chance, what would happen? I have an amazing guy sleeping right next to me and I'm thinking about giving a cheater another chance? But wait a minute, I have given Niall how many chances?! He cheated on me! And lied to me! But I'm giving him another chance! After like 7. But I'm engaged to him... I can't just date Harry and leave Niall behind.. When I got pregnant, I couldn't wait to become a family, but with Niall. I thought he was the dad. But then I found out it was Harry's I thought I could still make it possible. But I know Harry will be a good day. I can't just make him not be anything to the baby. If someone were to tell me that I couldn't be the mother of this child, I don't know what I would do. I would be really hurt. I can't even think about how Harry feels. I need to talk to Harry and Niall tomorrow. Harry needs to be the father to his baby! I can't just keep it from him. When the baby finds out Niall is not its real dad when it is older, it won't be good. When I found out I was adopted, it hurt. And when I found out my parents could keep Lou and not me.. I felt abandoned. I didnt know how a mother could keep a child but give one up... It really hurt. What will my baby feel? He or she might think it was their fault. It needs to know who the real father is. Niall will still be the step father. But I need to talk to the two of them.. And I'm not so sure about this engagement. Niall and I have been fighting a lot. And I feel like I somehow want Harry back, I feel the need for the family that I didn't have.. I want it and the baby needs it.. I just don't know how to say it or how to even say it..


Harry's POV

I can't believe she won't give me another chance! She is letting Niall walk all over her but she won't give me the time of day! I am begging for her attention! Why can't she just give me a chance! Even though I do say some stuff, I love her and I want my family to be together. I want to be the father of this baby! And I want to be in the naming progress. I need to talk to her and get my point across... Hannah is now fighting with Niall, like the past week we have been here! This needs to stop. But then she forgave him, again... What the fuck?! I fell asleep and then I woke up to someone walking into my room. It was Hannah?! Huh!?

"Please. Don't kick me out. I have to talk to you."-Hannah.

"It's fine. I'm just surprised. I thought you hated me?"-Me.

"I thought I did but I'm not here for us."-Hannah.


"It's about the baby."-Hannah.

"I have to talk to you about that too actually."-Me. Time to tell her.

"Okay. What did you need to say?"-Hannah.

"You can tell me first babe."-Me.

"Well, I was hoping you want to be the father. I don't feel comfortable with you being the uncle. We made this child and if someone told me I couldn't be the mom, I would be pissed. You need to be the father. Not for me. Not for you. But for our baby. We need to be civil. We can't fight all the time. What happened a couple of days ago, that's behind us. It was unnecessary. It's done."-Hannah.

"I was going to say the same thing! But I want to be able to help you name our child. Even though we aren't together, I love that baby. No matter what, someone hurts my baby, they need to deal with me. I'm not kidding when I say that I love our child Hannah. I won't hurt it and I will never not see him or her because of someone else."-Me.

"I understand. I feel the same way. I just have to talk to Niall. Sorry for waking you up at 3."-Hannah.

"Why are you still up?"-Me.

"Couldn't stand the thought of sleep when I had to talk to you about this."-Hannah.

"Oh. Well what if Niall won't agree with our idea?"-Me.

"It's not about him. His opinion honestly means nothing right now. This baby is ours, it's not his choice what I choose. This is all for the baby. Not myself. He needs to understand that. Night Harry."-Hannah.

"Goodnight."-Me. Then she left. I get to be a father! My baby is now my baby! No one else's! Mine! And Hannah's! I fell asleep and dreamed about what my baby will look like. Her name was Darcy Marie Styles. My baby girl. MY baby girl. Then in my dream she grew up and her first word was daddy! And I got it on camera! I love being a dad! I woke up crying but it was just the thought of my baby. It was happy tears and that's a fact. Nothing sad. Just happy. My baby is going to be so cute and I love her so much. Yes I said her. I want a baby girl! And I will protect her forever! My baby is my life. No one is ever going to come between us. Now, all I have to do is work on my family. Seems like Hannah is working up to the fact that maybe we belong together. Even if it is just for our baby. I feel like this could work and I am enjoying just that little sliver of hope that my family can happen. Just please. Make it happen!!

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