Karla is just a normal girl, living a normal life, with a normal family, with normal friends. At least that's the person you see when you walk in the hallways of Kingston high school. But she's not the person she looks like when you walk past her in the corridor. Her inside is filled with pain and guilt. Everything she can remember from when she was younger was the constant pain, and watching her mother beeing abused by her father. When she was 5 years old, he left. And even though her mom hated him, her brain told her that she still loved him. Ever since then her mother have been down, and it's all Karlas fault. If she just hadn't been born non of this would've happened. Her life is a gloom until one day when she bumps into a sweet canadian boy that'll change her life forever.


23. She doesn't know me

Justin's P.O.V

The one person in the whole world that I cared about the most. Why her? Why Karla? It just wasn't fair. Karla was the most innocent person you could imagine. I loved her so much that my heart ached. She was everything. Everything that we had been through, to her it meant nothing anymore. Everything was gone. All the memories she had of me were gone, or buried somewhere deep under. She didn't know I loved her. She didn't know she loved me. She didn't know me. Was this life's way of punishing me? Because it was working. I felt myself break down, nothing else mattered anymore. What would I do without her? I couldn't give up. No matter what, I wouldn't give up. I just couldn't. She was the one girl I had been waiting for all of this time. And she didn't know me. She doesn't know me. That thought kept spinning around in my head, among a thousand other things. What about her mother? There was no way I could break that to her without causing her to break down. Before she had me to lean on, I was her rock. But for her I was nothing now. She had no one to lean on. No rock. She would fall down into the storm and be sucked in by the darkness. With no one there for her, she wouldn't be able to come back up. But I would be there. I would be there to pull her up. I would become her rock again. I couldn't let her go. But at that moment everything I felt was loss, anger and grief. The Karla I had learned to love was gone. She was to deep down for me to reach. But if I couldn't reach her, I would dive after her. She wouldn't get lost into the deep abyss. Because I would be there, and save her. No matter what, I wouldn't leave her.


Karla's P.O.V

When I opened my eyes the boy was gone. And the pile from the vase he threw against the wall was gone. The chair was back in it's original place. Like what happened yesterday never really happened. I still didn't get why he was so angry. Who was he in my life? A friend? Surely I would be mad if I was a friend in his position. Well, maybe not that mad. What time of the day was it? And what day was it? I looked out of the window. It was dark, so I really couldn't judge what time or what time of the year it was outside. At least there wasn't any snow. I was so tired. When I yawned a pain grew from my stomach and went all the way to my spine. Ouch was the least you could say.

My eyes shot up to the sound of the door opening. I squinted to make out a face. The scar along the side of his face was the first thing I noticed. My father. I hadn't seen my father in... god knows what. Every molecular in my body hated him. Then suddenly I wasn't in my hospital room anymore. I was in the forest. I saw myself running towards Justin. Why was I running towards him? Then Jonah, my father jumped at Justin and they both hit the ground. Well the rest you know. "Blame yourself." Jonah said and jumped at Justin with his knife in his hand. I watched myself pushing him aside. As the knife drilled through the body of the girl I was watching I felt the same pain in my on stomach. With a scream I sat up in my bed, big mistake. I felt tears in my eyes as I laid back in the bed which was now wet from my sweat. 



A/N Two chapters in one night whut? :o

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