This is our fate

My friend Marie is completely and utterly obsessed with this brit-irish boy band that I think is called One Direction. When she wins tickets and back-stage passes to their concerts in England; She drags me along on one of her many adventures. The only reason I'm going is because their's a Irish boy in the band, and well, I'm Irish. Maybe he speaks Gaelic. When we meet them we could talk about people and they would never know, maybe I would have fun on this little trip.

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18. Chapter 18

Dana's p.o.v

Me and Liam have been hanging out occasionally. Niall and Marie keep scolding me about how much of a stupid idea it is because they know I'm going to break and take him back. But when you've been through so much with someone and you love them, it's hard not to take them back in a heartbeat. Everytime I see him I just wanna run to him and jump into his arms, make up for all the lost time. But I know that would be a dumb thing to do. I want to have my walls up before I let him back into my life, so if he leaves again I won't be broken and crumbled like I was before, I don't know if I'll be able to handle that again.

"Wanna go shopping today?" Marie pokes her head in my room.

"Sure!" I haven't been out with anyone else but Liam lately, probably a good thing I start talking to other people.

"Be ready in a hour." She smiled and closed my bedroom door. I put down my book and got out of bed. I showered and went over to my closet. Since I'm actually going into public, I need to look presentable. Paps are definately going to be following us and I'm not trying to be seen when I'm looking like I just rolled out of bed...Even though I did... I put on some skinny jeans and a black, fitted jumper. I threw on my black vans and went into the bathroom. I straitened my hair and applied some make-up. I met up with Marie in the living-room. Making all the heads turn...Including Liam's. What was he doing here? I didn't invite him over.

"Hey! You look great!" Liam smiled at me, it wasn't a natural smile, it was forced.

"Thanks, you look good too." I said raising an eyebrow at Niall, giving him a look that said 'what-the-hell-is-he-doing-here' . Niall shrugged and Marie stood up.

"Ready to go love?" She grabbed my arm and led me out of the house. We hopped into Niall's car and drove to the mall in silence.

"What was Liam doing?" I asked.

"Niall mentioned something about a meeting with Simon." She shrugged.

"They're probably going on tour again." I whined.

"What? Don't wanna be away from your dear Li-Li?" Marie joked.

"In all honesty, no." I looked at her. "I don't want to let him back into my life but he makes it so damn hard. He's my weak spot." 

"I know how you feel." She said quietly. We got out out of the car and walked into H&M.

"I love this dress!" Marie pulled it off the rack and showed it to me.

"It's alright I guess." I kept skimming through dresses, for some reason she wanted me to get a dress.

"Oh my gosh! Why are you so complicated, just find something you like, keep it classy. A dress preferably." 

"Why do you want me to get a dress so bad?" I laughed.

"JUST DO AS I SAY!" She widened her eyes.

"Damn, okay." I chuckled and walked to another dress rack. I pulled out a dress that I liked and was 'classy'. It was black and white.

(This dress, i can't really explain it. (http://www.littleblackdress.co.uk/boutique/kate-fearnley-buttercup-long-two-tone-50s-swing-dress/)

I showed it to Marie and she was almost in tears. I couldn't possibly dream why.

"That's it." Was all she could choke out. I nodded and bought the dress. We went back to the house and no-one was there. But there was a note on the kitchen counter.

'Hello my two wonderful loves! The boys and I have gone out, meet us at la chea brakute tonight for dinner at 7, we've got big news! love, Niall xx'

I glanced at the clock and it was 5. We all knew how long it took Marie to get ready.

"We should start getting ready, you take forever." I joked.

"Oh whatever! You take a long time too!" She said, jogging up the stairs. I followed up the stairs and went into my room. I wonder what the boys had to tell us....

LATER ON THAT NIGHT...

Marie and I arrived at the resturant in the limo the boys sent for us. This was a little over the top, but okay. We walked up to the dude that stood at the front, looking snooty and usually asked people for their reservations.

"Reservations, ladies?" He said, not looking up from his book.

"We were told to meet One Direction here and 7." Marie started talking.

"I take it you are Marie and Dana?" He asked. We both nodded and he led us to a table.

"The last of your party is here, sir." The guy bowed and walked away. Marie instantly took the seat next to Niall, leaving me to sit next to Liam. I took my seat and smiled at him politely.

"What'd you guys drag us here for? Marie nagged me until I bought this dress." I pulled on the dress.

"You'll have to wait until after dinner." Simon said. Wait, when did he get here? I didn't even notice him.

"You look beautiful tonight." Liam leaned over and whispered in my ear.

"So, I don't look beautiful any other time?" I was giving him a hard time.

"No, I-I mean, you look especially beautiful tonight." 

"I know Li, I was messing with you." I smiled. As we all had our plates of food set in front of us and the finest wine brought to our table Simon tapped his glass with his fork.

"You're all probably wondering why I have brought you here." Simon started. We all looked at eachother and nodded. All the boys were here, the boys familys, mum and Chris. Marie and I. "First of all I would like to say how proud I am of you boys. You've come so long in just a short year and a half. Now to the news, because of all your hard work, I'm sending all you crazy kids to my private home in hawaii, for the summer."

"Uncle Si! You're the best!" Harry got up and hugged him, along with the rest of the boys. I looked at the calender on my phone, summer starts next week.

"You guys will leave next week Tuesday." He say down. it's Thursday now, so only 5 days until I'm whisked off to the States with the boys and Marie. Dinner was great, when we got back to the house I kept thinking about the summer. I'm going to see Liam everyday, as if seeing him the amount I do now was hard enough. Liam followed me up to my room after we got home, saying we needed to 'talk'.

I closed my door and sat on my bed.

"Shoot." I looked at him.

"Well, Dana, this isn't easy for me to say..." He started off. What? What could possibly be so hard for him to say?

"Go on." I urged him.

"I don't want our relationship to change..." 

He probably was screwing around with Dani again and got her knocked up.

"But I've got a new girlfriend."

The words were like daggers to my heart. He's got a new girlfriend? I thought I was his one and only?

"What the hell Liam?!" I stood up.

"Well, I couldn't just wait around on you forever! You obviously don't want to be with me if you only want to be friends. I don't know how you can do it though, after everything we did. Every touch, every kiss. I loved you."

"L-loved?" I asked.

"Yes, loved, Dana. I've moved on. You hung me up like I was a sweater, but I'm done hanging around. I want someone to give me as much love as I want to give to them."

"You're acting like this is my fault! I'm not the one who walked out on her girlfriend twice! FUCKING TWICE LIAM! Once when I said I was pregnant, next when I lost OUR child! Do you have any clue how hard that's been on me? You have no clue! I had a connection with that baby that you could NEVER have! I was carrying it! It was a part of me! And it was torn away from life, just like that! Clearly you didn't fucking care! If you could walk away that easy, it's clear you didn't love me, clear you didn't want the baby! You know what? I'm glad you've moved on. NOW I CAN STOP WASTING MY TIME ON YOU. EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE IS WASTED THINKING ABOUT YOU AND WHAT I COULD'VE DONE TO MAKE OUR RELATIONSHIP WORK! I THOUGHT IT WAS ME! But all along it was you Liam! It was FUCKING YOU! LEAVE!" I screamed, tears were falling like waterfalls.

"You think I didn't love you? After everything I did for you?! I could've left you there with your father but I didn't! I-"

"I don't want to hear it Liam! Get out!" I pointed to the door.

"You're really fucking stubburn, you know that?" He said walking towards the door.

"Yeah, I get it." I opened the door for him. "Don't let the front door hit you on your way out!" I yelled down the stairs.

"Ah, fuck you Dana." 

"Yeah? Fuck you too Liam!" I slammed my bedroom door and started screaming at the top of my lungs. I can't believe I let him crush me like this. I once was a strong person, now I'm a coward of a shell.

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Fooled you didn't I? You thought they were going to get back together, well I led you on and I LIED. *evil laugh*

You guys like the dramatic parts? Cause I dooo!

Sorry it took so long to update, I've had homework galore for the past couple days. But I'll update more often, spring break is coming up YAY! <3

-lauryn xx

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