Fighting For You

''I needed her. Desperately. I needed to feel her soft skin against mine, hearing her angelic voice, nuzzling my nose in her hair, feeling her smell. She was like poison to my veins, burning every nerve inside me. She could knock me to the weakest point by only giving me one simple look. I was so madly in love with her it wasn’t even healthy. She was the one I always had in my mind before dazzling of to sleep at night. She was the reason I got F on my assessments. She was dangerous. Dangerous to fall in love with''.
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1. 1. Under The Surface

HARRY'S POV

 

I needed her. Desperately. I needed to feel her soft skin against mine, hearing her angelic voice, nuzzling my nose in her hair, feeling her smell.  She was like poison to my veins, burning every nerve inside me. She could knock me to the weakest point by only giving me one simple look. I was so madly in love with her it wasn’t even healthy.  She was the one I always had in my mind before dazzling of to sleep at night. She was the reason I got F on my assessments. She was dangerous. Dangerous to fall in love with.

 

Her parents hated me. They said I was bad influence on her just because I had one tattoo on my underarm and came from the rough side of town. They didn’t knew that my life was like a living hell. That my mother was depressed and lived on painkillers, my step-dad drug addicted and my sister had cancer, nor that tears rolled down my cheeks almost every night even if I tried to stay strong. And neither they cared. They thought I used their little precious daughter as a toy. That I played with her heart like all the other boys had done. But I wasn’t that type. Hell no.

Her words had cut as knifes when she said she couldn’t be with me anymore. She said her parents would kill me if they ever saw us together again. She said she didn’t wanted to be with me with those circumstances because it was too risky we could get caught. She was so afraid what would happen to me. I just wanted to kiss her and never let her go when she said that. But when I tried, she refused, making my eyes slowly water up.

She was the only one who knew what was going on under the surface. The only one who knew what was going on at home. She understood me. And now she was gone. I didn’t had anyone now. My heart was torn apart. I cannot tell you how many walls I’ve punched since that day.

On Valentine’s Day, when I knew her parents wouldn’t be at home (I was very observant when she talked with her friends in school, you know), I couldn’t handle it anymore. I needed to see her.

I hop on the bus and jumped off a station earlier than normally so no one would see me. When I reached her house, I sneaked in at her backyard. I hope that no one saw me, but nor did I thought that someone would. I’d started to get damn good at sneaking in for the last few weeks. When we still were together, I used to sneak in through her bedroom window and that was my plans for today. She would probably sit in her room and doing her homework as she always did this time of the day.

I climbed up at the roof like a ninja and walked towards her window. I peeked through the glass and could se her lying on the bed. Her room was subdued, only the light strand and the lamp on her desk shone. When I looked a bit closer, I could see how she had her face in her hands. Her body was slowly shaking.

She was crying. My little baby girl. The sight made me feel like someone had stabbed me in the back. I hated to see her like this. It was one of the worst things in the world.

I knocked on the glass. She turned around to look at the window. Her eyes widened when she saw me. She sat up, slowly walking towards the window. Her hair hanged loosely at her shoulders and she was dressed in black tights and a pink shirt. Mascara was running down her little bambi eyes. She looks at me with hesitation in her gaze. She put her hand on the window, as if she was trying to touch me. I put my own hand on hers, only the glass holding us apart. I looked deeply in her red puffy eyes. She was so vulnerable. All I wanted to do was hugging her and tell her everything was going to be all right.

Soon I could hear how the window cracked open and how she slowly opened it. I could hear a sob leaving her.

‘’You should not be here’’ she says before her voice breaks at the end of the sentence.

I jumped in and then I was in her arms. I hugged her tightly as I stroked her back and hair, twirling it in my fingers. She sobbed at my shirt, leaving wet spots of tears on the white textile. I didn’t realize I also was crying until she pulled back and wiped my cheeks with the tiny fingers of hers. Then she took a step away from me so she wasn’t in my embrace anymore. It felt like I was about to lose her again, which I would NOT let happen. Never in my life.

‘’W-we can’t ‘’ she whispered barely audible as she cracked up again in tears. She sank down on the bed, crying loudly. I sat down next to her and just hold her.

She didn’t refuse.

 I didn’t say anything.

 I lulled her back and forth, as she calmed down. I was still quiet as a mouse.

When she had stopped crying, I lifted her chin as I kissed her lips. She pulled away immediately. I could feel myself getting a bit frustrated but tried to keep calm. Why did I have such a hot temper? Focus, Harry. Focus.

‘’Stop’’ she mumbled, looking away from me.

‘’Why? Why this? Don’t you love me anymore?’’, I replied as I wiped away her tears. I intertwined her fingers with mine. I knew she wanted to be with me. If she said anything else, I knew it was just a big fat lie.

‘’Because I’m so afraid what they would do to you’’, she mumbled, referring to her parents and older brother. I didn’t answer, just thought about what she just said. Everything went quiet.

‘’I need you…’’ I suddenly said. She looked at me. I continued. ‘’…you don’t know how much. I don’t have anyone except you. If you leave me, I don’t know what to do. You are the only one I have. The only one who can make the butterflies in my stomach go crazy, the only one who can make me weak within seconds by only looking at me, the only one who understands me. I’m so in love with you I don’t know what to do with myself. I love you so much.’’ I said truthfully, placing a kiss on her wet cheek. My stomach had turned into a hurting knot, afraid of her response.

‘’I-I want…-‘’ she start but stops. She stared at her fingernail intertwined in my hands. I caressed her cheek like an overprotective mum and scoot closer.

‘’What do you want, love?’’, I whispered.

‘’I...I want...You’’.

For a moment, my heart stops beating. Then I lean in and kiss her lips, holding her face in my hands. Oh how I’ve missed her lips. It’s been way to long since I tasted them. The kiss gets more passionate and without breaking apart I lay her gently back on the bed and hovers over her. She puts her arms around my neck.

After making out for a good couple of minutes we break apart. I look deeply into her blue eyes.

‘’I’m so sorry that I leaved you’’, she mumbles. I shake my head.

‘’Don’t be sorry, hun. We are gonna fight for this love’’, I whisper, kissing her forehead.

‘’Yes’’, she whimpers underneath me. ‘’I love you Harry. So much’’. A wide smile spreads on my face as my eyes water up a bit.

‘’I love you too’’.

But little did I know that something else was about to happen sooner than expected. Something I wouldn’t like. Something dangerous.

 

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