Together We Are Infinite

Arielle Jones has always had a hard life, with high school ending she has no idea what will come next, until a certain blue eyed gorgeous boy offers her the world. Can she really get away from her problems or will they come around and find her?


12. Reminiscing

Arielle's POV:

"I can't believe it's all over."

"I know, I feel like I should be a lot happier." Jasmine spoke.

I nodded in agreement. High school is a weird thing. You spend your whole life in school, then the next day it's all gone. While you're in school, everything is so much easier, you have a daily routine, you're being a young adult, but not feeling the full responsibilities. But then high school is over, what now? Sure I got into a good university, but I'm 18 years and running away from my problems with my boyfriend of 5 months, I never thought my life would turn out this way. It's all so over whelming now, what if Louis doesn't get into any of the London UNI's? Will my mom even care I left? Will she look for me? Has she found my letter yet?

"Arielle...?" Jasmine asked waving her hand in front of my face.

"Sorry, just thinking." I smiled at my best fried of 16 years.

"So, are we going to get ready for the grand march at my house?" Jasmine asked.

Shit, I forgot I planned to get ready with her.

"Oh, uhm, Louis mom wanted to get pictures before and she said she'd do my hair, I forgot to tell you, I'm so sorry."

"Don't worry about it!" She smiled. "I'm glad you get along with his family."

"Me too, are you still going with Chaz?"

Chaz Peters was a good looking guy, he was pretty nice as far as I was concerned, Jasmine had a lot of guys ask her, but I think she's always had a crush on him.

"Yeah, we even colour cortinated." She laughed at the cute but cheesy gesture. "I still haven't seen your dress, who did you go dress shopping with?"

"By myself, I wanted it to be a surprise."

And it sure would be. I felt bad this will be my last genuine conversation with Jasmine before I leave. She'll be expecting to see me in some beautiful dress with my hair done and with Louis on my arm. I feel like a bad friend, leaving her on our last day as high school students. All she'll get is my goodbye hug and a letter that will just make her upset and angry. Wow, I really am a shitty friend. I know it shouldn't be like this, I should be looking out for her, but no one has looked out for me these last years, so now it's time to do something for me.

"I should probably go, my dress itself takes an hour to put on." Jasmine laughed.

"Yeah I should too." I said as we exited the gym.

I took a moment and looked back, probably the last time I'll ever be in this high school. My years at school weren't complete hell, but my home life was, and anything to remind me back to that. I don't want apart of. Just thinking of entering in here in year 9 and being terrified of all the seniors, scoping out boys with Jasmine. These are the few memories, I'd like to remember.

"I'll see you later, yeah?" Jasmine squeezed my arm snapping me out of my reminiscing.

"Yeah." I smiled digging my nails into my hand to stop myself from crying.

"Hey, don't cry. We did it." She exclaimed hugging me.

We did do it. Made it out of high school -a teenagers toughest challenge- alive.

"We did it." I smiled. "I love you Jazz, you are the best friend anyone could have ever asked for."

"I love you too A, now stop crying. Pretty girls don't cry." She smiled.

I've never felt pretty before, but today I did, so I took her advice and used all my will to stop the tears and I gave her one last squeeze.

"Don't be late." She smiled.

I smiled back, but didn't say anything, not wanting to make promises I couldn't keep. I walked into the parking lot and spotted Louis' red mini cooper immediately.

"Hey." I smiled wiping my tears as he held the door open for me.

"Hey babe, w-why are you crying?"

"I guess reality hit me." I hesitantly laughed.

"That were leaving the people we love, and they probably don't understand why?" He questioned getting on the drivers side.

"Yeah, but you're worth it."

"I don't want you to do anything you'll regret." He spoke slowly and softly.

"Of course not, I love you, and I want to be with you."

"I love you too."

I leaned over and kissed him softly, it's been to hectic lately I feel like I've barely kissed him but it feels amazing to have his lips back on mine.

"As much as I'd love to kiss you all day. We should probably get going." He kissed me again but then started his car.

"You packed all of your stuff?" I asked confused.

"Yeah, wasn't a lot too pack."

"Lou, you have more clothes then me." I joked.

"Didn't need them all." He laughed as well.

We were quiet as we were now exiting Doncaster.

"You sure you wanna do this?" He asked.

"Positive. I love you."

"I love you too." He smiled and grabbed my hand.




Jasmine's POV:


"Arielle! Where the hell are-"

"Oh hi! What's up?"

"What's up? I'm at-"

"Gotcha! I can't come to the phone right now! Leave message!" Her cheery voice played through my cell phone

No matter how many times I've heard her answering machine, it gets me every time. I groan in frustration. The dance started half an hour ago and she hasn't returned any of my calls or even sent me a text letting me know if she's okay.

"Do you want to leave?" Chaz asked me.

"N-no, I'm sure she's fine. Besides this is out us having fun." I smiled holding back my tears.

"If you want to leave, don't hesitate to let me know."

I nodded and grabbed his arm and went back into the dance, I'm sure she has a good reason.


Arielle and Louis never showed up, nor did they reply my text or calls, and now I'm getting worried.

Chaz dropped me off and said he'd be back in an hour to take me to our grad stag, where everyone just gets drunk. I tried calling Arielle again but no luck. I laid on my bed and felt something on my back.

My loving best friend.

Oh god this can't be good.


I know you're mad and I'm sorry, but please just read this whole letter. By the time you've read this I'm gone, so please stop texting/calling me. I can't tell you exactly where I've gone, but I can tell you it's for the best. These last few years have just been full of hurt, and I know you hate seeing me like this, so I needed to get away, to have a chance to be happy. I promise you I'll be safe. I'm with Louis, and I know we drifted apart when I started dating him, but I hope you realize he's helped me so much, given me happiness I thought was gone forever. I love him, and I know he loves me. And I love you, a lot, that's why I'm keeping this short. You deserve to have a fantastic night, I promise this isn't a goodbye, I could never said goodbye to you, this is a see you soon (if you wish) Have a lovely night, & don't be afraid to fall in love. I love you. Pretty girls don't cry.

Please don't contact my mother she'll just be angry.

I'll see you soon - Arielle Jones xo.

~~~~~Author's Note~~~~~   almost 1000 reads,  eeek! fantastic early birthday present. and no one got it right :o  i'm 15 and i will be 16 on april 6th :D like comment and fan! - Summer x,
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