Together We Are Infinite

Arielle Jones has always had a hard life, with high school ending she has no idea what will come next, until a certain blue eyed gorgeous boy offers her the world. Can she really get away from her problems or will they come around and find her?

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6. Let Him In

 

Arielle's POV:

Never thought I'd have it so good, so far a successful relationship with Louis, keeping good grades, just in time to apply for University, and Lou's football season is starting. He has practice 4 times a week and have 1-2 games a week, it's hard to see each other but we have 2 classes together and do live right beside each other, some times I sneak out and sneak into his house and we just hangout in his room, we've both been crazy busy with studying and applying to universities. We haven't been together long, but we've applied to all the same ones, I guess that's because we both have one common goal, get the hell out of here. Lou still doesn't know about the abuse, he still hasn't met my mom, but he gets that there are complications.

"Come over tonight?" Louis asked me as we walked to his car.

"Well what time will your parents be asleep by?" I ask getting in and as Lou starts to drive.

"They're going out of town with my sisters to visit family in London."

"Oh, why aren't you going?"

"Not my side of the family, not that they wanted me to go."

"Lou don't say that. They're just respecting your decision."

"You're probably right but tonight yeah? Come over whenever, you-you can stay the night too..."

I gasped, it's not that I appose to staying the night with Lou, it's just we haven't done anything like that yet, but we have been together for a while. I turn to see Lou's face looking worried.

"I'd love to, I'll tell my mom I'm staying at Jasmines." I smile as he pulls into his driveway.

"I'll be over at 7 yeah?" I ask him smiling.

"Sounds great love." He comes up and hugs me and kisses me softly.

But quickly leaves me wanting more. I roll my eyes and make my way to my house. It's almost 4, and my mom doesn't get home until 8, success. I walk upstairs and take a long hot shower washing myself and my hair. I leave it to dry as I grab a small sports bag and pack it. I just put in a pair of pink pajama short shorts, black tank top, sports bra, jeans and a hoodie for tomorrow. I text Lou not sure what I should wear for tonight.

Cute but casual, whatever u want. xx

I smile like an idiot as I re-read my text. Lou is always so cute. His bbm status is Arielle<3 and his picture is a picture of us kissing, it's just the little things he does that make me feel so special. Honestly, I don't feel like I even deserve Lou, pushing the negative thoughts out of my head I go into my small closet and pick out probably one of my favourite outfits. Black leggings, black tank top with a silver cross. I pull out my tan blazer and flats and just leave them on my bed as I do my makeup. My mom has hit me 2 times since the last but it only left a bruise on my shoulder and neck with I can cover with make-up or just play off. I just put a light powder over my face but cover the bruise with foundation and powder. I put on a gold eye shadow and just some mascara. I leave my hair into its natural curls putting a bit of product in them so they don't go completely wild. I play a bit of Tetris to kill time but before I know it it's 6:55. I slip on my blazer and flats and grab a black scarf. I write my mom a quick note telling her I'll be at Jasmines, grab my overnight bag and walk to Lou's.

I knock on his door and he opens it wearing a pea coat, a beanie and black jeans, it's still pretty cold but not snowing.

"I was thinking we could get some snacks for movies later?" He asks.

"Sounds great, I'm just going to go get a warmed jacket."

"No need, you can use one of mine." He smiles as he takes my hand and we walk up the stairs down the hallway into his room where he leads me into his huge walk in closet.

"I can't even believe how many clothes you have." I exclaim as I look around me to all of the colour coordinated clothes.

He laughs as he gives me his varsity football jacket. I blush as I put in on and kiss his check. We walk out of his house hand in hand and continue on to the store not to far.

"So what are your plans for this spring break?" I ask.

"Well I'm home alone for basically all of it and I just have soccer practice to go to. What about yourself?" He responds.

"I was suppose to go to London with Jazz, but she's really sick."

"Not visiting family? What about your father?" He asked innocently.

I tensed up as soon as he said it, Lou and I haven't talked much about my family, all he knew is my parents were divorced, but not why or that I don't speak with him and kind of hate him- a lot.

"I-I'm not really close with my dad." I whispered out not wanting to get into the details.

"You know you can talk to me love?" He spoke as he gave my hand a squeeze and we entered the store.

I nodded my head and wiped the tear that slid out of my eye as we wondered in the store searching for our favourite snacks. We both got more then enough and were back off to Lou's. We made small talk mostly about his football team and about the Universities we applied too, we got back into Lou's and we went into the kitchen where he had gotten some food out of the fridge and oven and made us a nice meal.

"You are just the best." I smiled as I kissed his check and we sat in his dinning room.

We ate in silence until I spoke.

"He left when I was 11." I said calming myself down and taking a deep breath.

"Who?" Louis asked.

I raised my eyebrow trying to remind him of our previous conversation.

"Oh, shit sorry. Your father, why?" I laughed at the fact the Lou swore, it's cute.

"You won't judge?" I ask as I take sip of my water.

"Of course not A!"

I took a deep breath as I tried so some it all up without bursting out crying, give him a chance, let him in. I sighed as I began.

"Well, my mom, she got diagnosed with a personality disorder, and one night my father just left, never came back, but when I was 14, he sent me a letter, saying that he still loved my mom, he just hurt to many people too many people already, so he was getting re-married the next day, haven't heard from him since."

"Awe love, come here."

I got out of my seat and sat on Lou's lap hugging him as I cried into his shoulder. From the memories I have, my father was an amazing guy, never liked to hurt anyones feelings, I guess that's why it hurts to much. But I can't really blame myself, it was my moms personality disorder, but I couldn't help but think maybe if I wasn't born, my parents would still be together, in love, with out a struggle. My mom was only 19 when she had me, being a teenager and pregnant, must have been hard enough, my father supported my mom the whole time, but my mom got kicked out when she told her parents. Lived with my dads family, she never told me much just the basics; before my dad left.

"I love you." I whispered into his neck as I was still crying.

"W-what?!"

"If you don't feel the same way I completely understa-" I tried to finish, but yet again cut off by Lou kissing me.

"I love you too." He smiled.

I kissed him passionately letting my hands rome through his soft brown hair and his hands moved up and down against my sides. Slowly lifting up my shirt so he can touch my skin. I don't don'y know if he's nervous of what so I take my shirt off and start to unbutton his. Once it's off I take a moment admiring his body.

"Let's go to your room." I giggle as I grab his hand and we run up the stairs.

I sit on his bed and he sits beside me, slightly awkwardly.

"Spend spring break with me." He smiled as I nodded my head and kissed him softly.

"Are you a virgin?" I ask him scared about what his reaction might be.

He looked down and nodded shamefully.

"Are you?" He asked me.

"Yeah." I replied biting my lip.

"I guess it's okay, I probably have a bit of an idea of what to do." He winked at me.

"Shut up and kiss me." I smiled playfully hitting him and then kissing him.

~~~~~Author's Note~~~~~

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