Erase My Memories

You would think Bethany is a typical American teen girl, until she attempts suicide. She spends a couple months in a psych ward, and when she is let out, her parents send her to live with her mom's best friend in London, who just happens to have a son her age, Niall Horan. The two become very close friends, but when Bethany gets to know Niall's best friend, Harry Styles...Bethany starts to grow attached, much to her horror. And much more, Harry too has quite the past. Can the two over-look the past and present problems, or will life itself destroy their relationship?

*Includes self harm, alcohol, sex, and cursing*


44. Chapter 43

As the next couple weeks of school dragged on, all I could think about was Niall, Amy, and Harry. My head was spinning in a giant circle, making it hard for me to concentrate.

“Bethany?” I jumped when I saw Gabriel walk up to me. “Are you alright?” I was waiting outside for Niall, zoned out.


“Do you want to grab something to eat and talk?” I looked up at his eyes and they were soft and sweet.

“That’d be nice.” I whispered. Gabriel nodded and put an arm around my shoulders as we walked to his car.

“Bethany!” I glanced over my shoulder and saw Niall running towards me.

“Yeah?” I asked as he reached Gabriel and me. 

“Where are you goin?” Niall asked, shooting Gabriel a glare.

“Out with Gabriel; goodbye now. I’ll see you at home.” Niall grinded his teeth together and I just ignored it, turned back around, and continued walking with Gabriel.

Once we got into Gabriel’s car, he started the car, turned off the music, started pulling out of the school, and looked at me after we made it to the road.

“So what’s going on? You’ve been so out of it the past few days.” I gulped and nodded.

“I have…” I said slowly, agreeing with him.

“Well, what is it?”

“I’m confused…”


“Harry and Niall, staying in England or leaving…I just don’t know what to do anymore. Everything seems to be moving so fast paced and I can’t handle it.”

“Well let’s start with Harry and Niall; what’s going on with them?”

“I like them both. But Harry is telling me there are rumors about Niall and Amy and I don’t know whether to believe it or not since it’s Harry telling me.” I sighed and Gabriel started gripping the wheel tighter. “Do you know something…?” I asked slowly.

“Well…yeah…” I stopped breathing as we pulled into the pizza places’ parking lot. Gabriel stayed put so I did too.

“What do you know?”

“Do you really want to know?” I nodded my head quickly and Gabriel slowly reached into his pocket, pulling out his phone. He slowly and intently started scrolling through it before handing it to me. I took it and looked down at the screen. Plain as day, there it was, Niall kissing Amy behind the school…in something he was wearing a week ago. I quickly sent it to me and then handed Gabriel his phone back.

“We have to get him back…” I whispered. Gabriel’s eyebrows shot up and nodded quickly.

“You aren’t upset?”

“This just proves that Harry would work for me better.”

“Well do you want to discuss this inside?”

“No…I want to at my house.” Gabriel nodded and started the car back up again and started driving us back to my place.

When we got to my place, both Harry and Niall were there probably with their friends since there were extra cars…not that I cared. When Gabriel and I walked into the kitchen, everyone- Louis, Niall, Harry, Liam, and Zayn were all sitting there.

“Hey Bethany…” Zayn said, breaking the silence.

“Hi.” I said, glaring at Niall who gave me a quizzical look. I shook my head in disgust and walked out of the room, up to my room with Gabriel trailing behind me.

“So what is going to happen?” Gabriel asked after I closed my bedroom door. I looked at him then walked over to my bed to sit down.

“You think of me as a best friend, right?”

“Well yeah…I are like my best friend and everything.” Gabriel said awkwardly. I giggled slightly and shook my head.

“Do you realize how awkward you are?” I asked, slightly changing the topic.

“Yeah, I do.” Gabriel said, making me giggle again.

“Okay, so to get back at Niall…I have to do the same thing to him that he did to me.”

“So, cheat on him?”

“With you…”

“Me?!” Gabriel’s eyes grew wide, making me giggle again.


“Can’t you get Harry in on this? I mean…I love you and all but do you really want Niall to come after me or have people thinking we’re together?” I sighed and shook my head.

“Good point…I’ll be right back.” I got off my bed and walked downstairs to where all the guys were. I got downstairs and they all turned to look at me. “Harry, I need you.” Harry stood up, emotionless, and followed me upstairs to my room.

“What do you want?” He asked as soon as I closed to door behind us.

“You.” I whispered. Harry’s eyebrows shot up before a smirk started playing on his lips.

“So you finally found out, huh?”

“Help me get back at him.”

“Anything for you sweetie.”

“Gabriel is going to take a picture of us kissing behind the school tomorrow, and send it around school…along with the one of Niall and Amy which I’ll send around.”

“You rebel.” Harry said, smirking.

“You in?”

“I’m in…only because I get to kiss you.”

“You’re awful.”

“Yet…you want me.”

“Keep your dick in your pants.” I mumbled, blushing.

“For now I will.” I blushed even more and Gabriel laughed awkwardly, making Harry and I both realize someone was still in the room.

“Alright, tomorrow during lunch…we can meet outback.”

“Sounds like a plan.” Harry and Gabriel said together. After a few more minutes of planning it all out, they both left and I was collapsed on my bed, half asleep. I was nervous about tomorrow, hoping nothing went wrong. That was the last thing I needed.

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