Erase My Memories

You would think Bethany is a typical American teen girl, until she attempts suicide. She spends a couple months in a psych ward, and when she is let out, her parents send her to live with her mom's best friend in London, who just happens to have a son her age, Niall Horan. The two become very close friends, but when Bethany gets to know Niall's best friend, Harry Styles...Bethany starts to grow attached, much to her horror. And much more, Harry too has quite the past. Can the two over-look the past and present problems, or will life itself destroy their relationship?

*Includes self harm, alcohol, sex, and cursing*


42. Chapter 41


She was killing me. Everything about her made me want her. The way she walked, talked, looked at me, glared at me, even breathed; it all made me want her. She was more than I could ever ask for in a girl.

“Mate, you alright?” Niall asked, standing in my doorway.

“Yeah, why?”

“I heard what happened between you and Bethany today…”

“Yeah well…sucks. I don’t even like her.”

“Don’t shit on me, Haz.”

“Does it look like I’m shitting on you? She’s all yours. I could give two fucks less about her. There are millions of other girls who wouldn’t mind someone like me.”

“Haz…Bethany was the only one who would’ve gotten you.”

“She’s your girlfriend mate; why are you telling me this?”

“Because you lost the best thing that ever happened to you.”

“Yeah, thanks to you.”

“Are you saying it’s my fault I love Bethany too? Just because you liked her didn’t mean I had to back off.”

“Yeah, but what if she found out about Amy and everything you two do?”

“You wouldn’t do that to me…”

“You stole my angel, I’ll tell the world about you and Amy; I suggest you watch where you step Niall. You may be my best friend, but when it comes down to it, you’ve stabbed me in the back more than I have to you.” Niall gulped and this made me smile knowing I was a step ahead.

“You wouldn’t Haz; Bethany makes me happy…”

“Yeah…you’re lucky she hates me. As soon as I get her back on my side, I suggest you back off.”

“Why would I?”

“Or you and Amy go public.” It was then that I closed my door in Niall’s face, pretty proud of myself. I had beat Niall…finally. Now all I needed was the girl…



Harry…that devious bastard. He wouldn’t dare give me and Amy out. I wasn’t cheating on Bethany but I wasn’t exactly being faithful…if that makes any sense. We don’t touch each other or hang out but…there was something about Amy I couldn’t get out of my head. She was Amy, and she was enough. I didn’t see why Harry had to go and play with what I had. Just because he lost Bethany didn’t mean he had to ruin what Bethany and I had…even if I did technically have Amy. I knew what I was doing, and I would stop things with Amy as soon as I wanted, which, now that Harry knows, will be soon.



I woke up in the middle of the night, wide-awake. I sighed and brought up my backpack to my bed and started on some homework. Doing homework at two in the morning isn’t my idea of fun but it needed to be done. After I finished my math, I decided I couldn’t be sitting in my room any longer, so I brought my backpack out onto the roof so I could do my homework there. When I got out there though, I was surprised to see Harry sitting only a few windows away. I ignored him and went right back to my homework, hoping he didn’t see me.

A few minutes into my English essay however, I looked up and saw Harry watching me. I gave him a small wave which he returned. After he set his arm down, I went back to me English work, hoping he would go away at this point.

“So what are you doing?” I must’ve jumped fifty feet once I heard Harry’s voice next to me.

“Jesus; you scared me…”

“I’m not Jesus, but…I figured since you jumped so high.”

“Yeah, okay. What do you want Harry?”

“I just wanted to tell you to keep a watch out for Niall.”

“He’s fine, why?”

“I heard some rumors; maybe you should just confirm them.”

“Confirm what rumors?” At this point, Harry had my full attention and I wanted to know what he was talking about.

“With him and Amy; I don’t know but…I would confront him at least to make sure he’s being totally faithful to you.”

“You and Amy are nothing to either of us so…you can leave now.”

“Don’t say I didn’t warn you.” Harry said as he got up and walked back to his side of the house. I watched as he climbed back in his window. Damn Harry had created a giant knot in my stomach. What if what he was saying was true? But then again…it is Harry. I tried to shake it off and think nothing of it but it had kept me up for the rest of the night.  

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