Erase My Memories

You would think Bethany is a typical American teen girl, until she attempts suicide. She spends a couple months in a psych ward, and when she is let out, her parents send her to live with her mom's best friend in London, who just happens to have a son her age, Niall Horan. The two become very close friends, but when Bethany gets to know Niall's best friend, Harry Styles...Bethany starts to grow attached, much to her horror. And much more, Harry too has quite the past. Can the two over-look the past and present problems, or will life itself destroy their relationship?

*Includes self harm, alcohol, sex, and cursing*


19. Chapter 18


When I woke up the next morning, all I could remember was what happened between Harry and I. The kiss we had and what he had said afterwards. I shook the thoughts away and tried not to let it affect me but it clearly was.

I finally gave in and made my way downstairs. Harry was there with Niall and Maura eating breakfast, like every morning.

“Good morning!” Maura sang.

“Morning.” I sat myself across from Harry, who was eyeing me down. I tried to avoid his gaze because I didn’t want to know or have an idea of what he was thinking.

“Did you sleep well?”

“Yeah.” I lied.

“That’s good. So, Harry and Niall are taking up a project outside so I was wondering if you wanted to help me take up a project inside.”

“What’s that?”

“We’re redoing your room- updating it since we still don’t know how long you’ll be here. I was thinking why we were at it, why don’t we redo the living room also so…do you want to help me with that?” I shrugged.

“Sure.” I said.

“Great. We can start after breakfast; sound good?”

“Yeah, sure. What are you two doing?” I asked, turning to Niall.

“We’re redoing the whole backyard. Mom wants it cleaned up so…yup.”

“Cool…” I felt awkward since I knew Harry was still watching me. I finally gave in and our eyes met. I felt fireworks, but I tried to hide him. I knew for a fact Harry was someone I didn’t want to grow attached to.



When our eyes met, I felt fireworks and butterflies all through my body. I wanted for nothing more to kiss her. But I couldn’t and didn’t. She was the type of girl that could flip my whole life around. I didn’t need that right now…no matter how bad I wanted her. The one thing that shocked me though, was that after all these years was that I still had feelings for her. I didn’t think when I saw her, the feelings would come flooding back, but boy, was I dead wrong. Those feelings came flooding back. I bit my lip as I looked into her eyes, remembering our kiss from last night. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t forget it; no matter how bad I wanted to.

“Harry, are you ready?” Niall asked me. I nodded. We started cleaning up our plates as Maura and Bethany did the dishes. Niall and I went upstairs to start getting ready to clean up Maura’s backyard.

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