Give Me Love

Tyler's head, has never been a happy place to be, between eating disorders, self harm issues, and an mental illness she is not aware of, she finds herself questioning why she is alive most of the time. When her career takes an unexpected turn throwing in friendships, lust, love and of course, struggles. Can Tyler pull through it? Will she be able to find what she needs to save her life?


7. Where's The Lime?







Tyler’s POV:


I told him everything, from the depression, bulimia, the cutting, and even that my parents were killed. By the end of it, we were both in tears, he was holding me, and oddly enough I have never felt so safe. “Tyler, I promise to not tell anyone, but I really think you need to tell someone.” Niall whispered in my ear.


“I want to, I just don’t know how to.” I drifted off, I've always had this part inside of me that know I need to get help, and that wants it, but I am literally to fucked up, to explain myself.


Niall looked into my eyes. “Whenever you’re ready, I promise to be beside you.” Niall is the perfect guy; everything he says to me just comforts me. 

“Thank you.” I cooed.

“It’s getting late we should probably get back.” Niall said while starting up the car. I  looked at my phone I had 3 texts, and it was 12:30, wow we’ve been up here for 2 hours. I check my text.


Two were just form Devin wondering were I was, I reassured him I am fine and will be home soon, he told me he was in bed. My other text was from an unknown number.


Unknown Number:

Hey love, It’s Harry, I wanted to apologize about earlier, and I would love to make it up to you, I’ll see you Saturday for your birthday. Xxx love.


I smiled. I didn’t know much about him, but I didn’t think he meant to be rude.



“What’s Harry like? I mean is he a good guy?” Niall raised an eyebrow at my question.

“I mean, I just got a weird vibe from him at dinner.” I reassure him.


“Well Harry’s a good guy, yeah, but he’s really funny, he’s youngest out of us 5, and he’s a flirt.” My heart sank at the last one; he probably said that to ever other girl.


Deep Breathe.


“Oh, I see.” My voice was weak.

We pulled up to my apartment complex. I turned to Niall.

“Thank you so much for everything.” I hugged him and kissed his cheek, he blushed.

I got out of the Range Rover, and went up to my apartment. It was silent, Devin was sleep in his room, I went up to mine. Changed into my Pajamas and lazed back on my bed. My thoughts running through my head, today has been dramatic to say the least, but I am glad upon everything that happened. I shut my eyes. And intently feel asleep.




Yesterday not much happened, I got a birthday dress with Devin, started packing all my stuff, I had too much stuff. I got all the boys number. They all wished me a happy birthday. I told them what club we are going too. Now, I am lying in my bed, it’ 6:36 August 13th. I should probably start getting ready, I hop in the shower, and I do all that needs to be done. I decided to do my hair is big beach waves, I grab my 3 barrel Iron, my hair is so long this will take longer then an hour.


After my hair is done, I do my makeup, considering it’s a special occasion, concealer, foundation, powder, a bit of blush highlighting my cheekbones, my eye shadow starts off silver but fades to a light purple to match my dress. I put liquid liner on top, and then fake eyelashes, to make them look fuller. I look at the time. 9:04, the boys said they’d pick us up at 9:30. I change into my dress, it’s a light purple with a sweetheart neckline that’s skin tight, it’ plain so I wear a black belt and my white cross necklace that goes right below my chest.


And as usual, I just wear my diamond earrings; I got them for my 15th birthday before my parents died. They meant the world to me. I go down stairs to see Devin wearing black skinnies, a white V-neck and a blue blazer. I hope he doesn’t match the boys. Devin turn around and looks at me, speechless easily enough to say, because he just looked at me hi mouth making an ‘o’


“Ty, you look stunning. I can’t believe you’re finally 18.” Devin said so joyfully as if he was my own father.

But he was more like an older brother, extremely protective.


“Thank you.” I smile sweetly.

“Your parents would be so proud.” Devin smiled.

I just didn’t want to think about they’re death right now. I am trying to be happy.

“The boys will be here any minute, should we wait downstairs?”

“Yeah, just let me grab a bag.”


I grab my white Gucci clutch and we dash off downstairs, as soon as I walk out I see the boys, Harry has the limo door opened, they really shouldn’t have, I look up at Harry, his mouth is wide open, I just smile and step inside. Devin follows behind me, then Harry. I sit beside Niall.

“You look beautiful love.” His accent seemed really rough.

“Thank you.” 

All of the boys complimented me, and the next thing I know we are at the club. The line is so long, oh great, but the next thing I know, Harry has his hand on my back and we are going to the front. I feel really bad, to everyone else who had to wait, we went through the door, and the music was extremely loud, I could see the boys mouths moving, but couldn’t hear they’re words.  We went over to the bar, Louis ordered something then the next thing I know a tall girl with long blonde hair is giving us shot glasses, I guessed it was fireball by the smell and colour. Even though I was never legal to drink until today, that never stopped me in High School, I never had friends other then Devin to go to parties with, no a lot of the time I would get drunk in my room by myself, sometimes with Devin. But it helped a lot, letting the numbness take over. All 5 of the boys yelled so I could somewhat hear them.

“Happy Birthday Tyler!” We cliqued our glasses and all took the shot, the alcohol burned my throat, but I liked it, always have.

We took about 3 more; I loved the burning in my throat. Next we all moved to the dance floor, Liam had meet a very pretty girl, but from what Devin whispered in my ear, she was Liam’s girlfriend Danielle, Louis had his girlfriend Eleanor, she was also beautiful. I felt slightly awkward around these girls, I'm sure they're lovely and really nice, but I've never had girlfriends, only Devin. I know how catty girls can get, and I didn't mean too assume, but I felt I should keep my distande. We were all dancing but a while but my heels were hurting my feet so I went over to the bar to get a drink.

“A pinna cola do please.” The bartender nodded and went to go make it.


I felt someone’s touch on my right shoulder, I swivel my head to see who is it; Harry.

“So how are you birthday girl?”

“Oh uh dandy, thank you so much for all of this.” I say loudly into his ear, even though he could probably barely here me.


The bartender gives me my drink and then Harry orders something.

“Two tequila shots with salt and 2 limes.”

“Why do you need all of that?” I asked puzzled.

“You’ll see babe.”


The bartender comes back with it all. Harry pulls the stool closer to him, I felt like I was sitting on his lap. He pulls all of my hair to one side, and then licks my neck; I could feel tingles all down my spine and my heart race increase. Harry looked up at me and smirked, then he poured the salt were he licked my neck.

“Put this in you’re mouth, between your teeth.” As Harry hands me the lime, kind of an odd request but okay, I put it in my mouth.


Harry smiled at me, took his shot, and then stood up moved closer to me, and licked my neck. He licked it multiple times I was in a haze by his touch, Harry did it so softly though, I didn’t care that people were looking, it felt like he was almost giving me a hickey. He moved his face in front on mine with a smirk on his lips then leaned into me and took the lime out of my mouth. Harry sat back down with a smile on his face.

“Your turn love.” He said so seductively, normally I would not do this especially when Niall said he was a flirt and used girls, but there was something addicting about him.


I smirked, grabbed the salt and licked his neck, I did it two times and then one time I kissed it, Harry let out a little moan, I moved back and smiled, he blush. I poured the salt and gave Harry the lime. I took my shot, and licked Harry’s neck more times then necessary, that shot hit me hard though, I was already tipsy but now I was a little blurry. I went for Harry’s mouth to get the lime; little did I know there was no lime in his mouth.

~~~~~~Author's Note~~~~~   :O Harold you cheeky bastard!   Don't forget to like, fan and comment, reading your comments make my day!   Can we get 45 likes for next chapter?   -Summer x, follow me on instagram @cuddleswithharry
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